| Friday, October 27, 2006
Listening:.........
It's been some time since i blogged.
The computer had to be reformatted!!!!
Fine!all my data is gone..gone..gone....
The songs and the picturesT-T"
Worst of was the stupid back-up plan failed-_-"""
Nevermind,those memories remains in me and my heart^^"
Yesterday,i skipped my POA lesson right in front of the teacher,me and "popo" just got out of the classroom.OH my word, i am so darn naughty!i hardly ever ponned classes...ahha^^I felt mean to my parents,wnated to tell them that.....But nevermind,i brought home my POA book to chew on it...^^"i will definitely try to at least achieve a pass and not let OOma and Apa down....but that stupid little "devil" was adamant in her point of view that i will not revise or study!and i'll prove her wrong..muhahahaa"BUT HAI...i not in the mood for books!!!i will get a DP for ponning because i did not make a visit to the polyclinic...The classmates look kinda shocked.I intially did not want to go to school but because of the Front office test,i went.The front office test....i pass..i am happy already^^"
Hung out at West Mall after ponning, the two of us IDIOTS finally realised "sweettalk" and "Old chang kee" was on the ground level of West Mall despite our few months at Shatec.-_-"Often, wonder where the heck the students bought their drink from!..ahha....
We went to City hall and played around.ahha^^....we bought....Erherm.... at topshop......which that "popo"felt embarassed paying at the counter...^^ahha^^Laughed so much and prank around so much.....
After a few drops of ribena i left for her,that girl utterly went mad and tipsy...^^"ahha.....kept playing and laughing...and still requested that she wanted "barcardi"ahha....Crazy!....The whole entire day,she kept persuading me to do "that"with her...ahha...it is damn pain.....i don't think i wanna do..and it will also invade my prvacy...aha....-_-"
"popo"PLEASE LA!!!!GO UBIN WITH ME!!!ahha^^
I was so damned tired and sicklythat i popped pills and went to bed at 9 plus...and slept till this morning 10 plus...aha^^
My Clique!!!so long never meet up with you all.....AH!!!BOGOSIPDA!!!!!!
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| Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Listening:Kinetic Flow-A Forest of Dreams
I am sickT-T"
Why i so weak nowadays?HUH!HUH!HUH!
I dozed off in school a couple of times today because
That drug really made me drowsy.
I lie in bed,have to toss and turn for hours
before i can finally turn in everyday.
I am always FEELING EFFING COLD while everyone feels like
they are experiencing sauna.
Mr pillowman,i got to hug him properly
Because i am afraid i smash or tear him
EVERY SINGLE NIGHT.
Finding suitable condition to sleep so that
i will not hurt him-_-"
He is malnourished!and suffers a fractured limb-_-"
"the Clique"will get what i meant...^^"
I think i am gonna do something about it when i have time.
Right now,my mind is over the "Property Maintenance"
I am anonymously elected "LEADER"
and i definitely do not like this idea
Being a leader cum Motivator in terms of school work
is ONE TEDIOUS AND HARD JOB.
In addition,i am rather physically weak lately,
it can build a lot of emotional stress in me
that i am so afraid i cannot withstand...T-T"
Tons are building up and i am like so
DEAD in school all day..T-T"
No energy,no life...
In school,i was asked today"why do i want to get married?"
I wanted to answer"I wanted a human bolster!!"ahha....
IT"S DEFINITELY TRUE-but i giggled to myself and hesistated...
I answered"i don't want to be lonely when i am old"
IT"S TRUE...
Most people would feel this way,who wants to live in this world all by themselves?
It's sad and glommy.
People that we know brings meaning to our life.
They make it more exciting.
Anyone get me more long sleeves????i am EFFING COLD NOWADAYS!!!
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| Sunday, October 08, 2006
Listening:이승기-하기 힘든 말
Today,I turn 18.
Am i suppose to be happy?
Intially,i was looking forward to it with enthusiasm and excitement
Lots actually happened before my birthday
That is such a "turn-off"
In addition to that horrible weather
I often popped pills.
I am rather tired.
I wanted so much to be happy on this day
but to greatest disappointment,it turned out to be a total disaster
I feel strenous and breathless
I really thank everyone for your wishes
My shinhwas,Murdoc,Daryl,my classmates
Especially Duckie who listen to woes and called me exactly at 12
I have three wishes^^
One-I wish that my friends and family will be happy
Two-I wish that i won't be so emotional that i cry so easily
Third-I wish that he will come back to singapore
TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!!^^"GOD BLESS!
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| Friday, October 06, 2006
Listening:My sassy girl-I believe
Been rather weak and sick latelyT-T"
The haze is really bad,it affects my nose and throat most of the time.I get cough that is an annoyance and a nose running like a water tapT-T"
I have been popping pills,ranging from Famotidine and also paracetemol,both are like analgesics.I really feel like a medicine cabinet.
It is like everyday i must eat these two which i don't at all in the past...
Prolong eating might cause liver or kidney damage especially pills that aid in headache,fever,flu...BLAH...
I have to eat them when i am not feeling good so that i can feel much better-_-"
My appetite is on and off,at times,it is good while at times it is bad,i haven't been eating well
But my weight is still just as heavy-_-"still too plump and fat...
School gets dreadful still,because i have this thinking already instill in my brain-_-"
But i am determined to be stronger and make my days better by being positive,but at times,it can get tiring and painful because i haven't been in good health lately,in addition,many mountains of stuff that i really need to handle.I dislike being a motivator at times,but i also like it-_-"ah....I don't know.Project can be a big headache to me....T-T"
I am such a weakling i feelT-T"keep pushing myself to smile all the years,move forward and be positive,but at times,i still can't help but wanna just sigh and sigh...seemed so hypocritical and stupid-dumb looking...나는 장말 약한 여자 이야.
Sorry,duckie^^"i dine wih you,unknowingly pour out my woes to you.....Don't be stress!!,you are not involved in it,don't let me drag you into this ugly,strenous picture.
I always have a wish since i was in high school is that...
I hope people who i make friends with will be happy and comfortable with me,I want to be a beacon of light to cheer you all up and guide you in times of happiness or troubles^^"
Therefore,friends that i know are important to me,MY CLIQUE ESPECIALLY^^"Everyone i know makes an impact in me,so all must try to be strong and happy,for i am here always supporting you guys^^"
I hope i make a good impression and impact in your life,so that one day when i do leave this world,you will remeber me as someone who is nice but not notorious.
I am turning 18 on sunday,but why i feel so empty??T-T"...............
내 왕자님 어디가요????
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| Sunday, October 01, 2006
Listening:FTTS--Condition Of My Heart
사랑은 가질 수 없을 때 더 아름답다???그런 좋겠는데.....
I was lying on my bed
A lonely figure trying to sleep
Weeping sadly in the stillness of the dark,gloomy night.
I looked up to the quiet sky
The stars glittered and twinkled back at me
As the light, breezy,chilly wind blew in from the window
I wondered sadly
Are you watching me from the heavens as promised??
I shut my eyes
and wished that you'll be happy and safe.
Wishing that the tears of pining will stop soon,
Hoping that you will appear right beside me
Teasing me with that familiar laughter.
At that moment,
That magical moment,
I smiled right from the bottom of my heart,
Where my eyes looked no longer soulful or tired
The birds started singing
The sun shone bright and clear
The feeling of summer-spring
Providing warmth,peace
A new lease of life,
A Liven spirit.
My heart soared
and i knew deep down
I do like or even love you.
널 난 매우 보고싶어 하지만 그것은 말하기 어렵다.
왜???난 모르겠어T-T"
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