| Monday, January 29, 2007
Awfully cold
I don't like the cold
Externally and even internally
I yearn for something, something warm
Coldness is still, so hard
I don't like this feeling
So painful..
Stood along the school compound
Watched the sun slowly set
The clock ticked by every single minute
I tip-toed,balanced my meagre frame along the pathway
just like a childish imp
My shadow was my only companion
Glancing at every single car that passed by
None was the one i was waiting for
Watching all the leaves,trees,bushes swayed slowly in accompaniment to the uncertain breezy wind
That sorrowful tune that was played seemed to echoed all around
I felt faint,tired,sleepy
미안해요,정말 미안해요,그리고 사랑해요
난 잘신 없는 사람이야
너무 보고싶어서 하지만 이제와서 난 널 단념하다
동안내내 넌 대단히 생각해, 힘들어...
내 마음에 진짜 아파요,
어떠께 웃어요??
You must be happy!!must!
You always have my support!!!
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| Sunday, January 28, 2007
Learnt how to fold the tablcloth yesterday and got everything set up in about 90secs
Didn't realise that there was so much even to setting of tables in the restaurant^^
Honestly,Practical is kind of fun and my teacher is a hilarious fellow
This semester i will be supervise under him at HORIZONS,ah!!!i see bad days ahead
He is already a devil in disguise,what will he be in future???
Went to meet min for lunch
We ate at sakae,was so full!!!I had two plates of tofu because i just simply love their tofu
The cold soba was yummy too...the soft shell crab was also good^^
Oh,damn,i must have been to engrossed with the food,because i didn't take any pictures,I used
to take every food i eat.She and I talked about many stuff
That poor girl was suffering from some defiecency in something or allergy..
No matter how many times i try to garner my courage to ask that question
I failed miserably
It is so difficult
I think about it so deeply recently
Was i foolish to have waited?
I don't think i was, but my cowardice had definitely make things hard for me to bear
If i let go??can I??It's been 2 years...I want to try...
But strangely my heart and mind don't seemed to want walk a step away
I see days ahead will be so hard..too far apart
Do you not realise that affection??
It's sad
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| Monday, January 22, 2007
If i were a lady of courage like a leaping tiger
I won't be pondering so hard
Sleeping so late
I am just a normal,plain girl
Who is not pretty or sexy
plump,impish and short
No model legs,alluring figure
Conservative and family bound i am
Neither am i as happening as the brother
I dislike too much rave,i don't like crowd,too HUGE especially
I don't like to be pushed around in a pool of tall trees on the street
Those people,most are giants..
I dislike those sharp heels and heavy shoes stamping on my foot!
It hurts,really hurt!
Such a character in comparison
I am but nothing compared to who she is
What am i?
Maybe just a laughing stock..aha..aha..aha...
So difficult to get the courage!
Read a friend's blog^^
So i decided to blog
A lovelorn he is^^HWAITTING K!=)You have my support!Be strong!!!
Do not drown your sorrows
It is just temporary
when awaken,reality is back^^
School kind of tire me out
The ride on the mrt is so boring,i have no one for company
I cannot take bus,i get sick easily-_-"
Everyday's so long
But this path i chose it
although many people suspect i can't make it big
Because i look so small,naive,innocent,BIG TIME BLUR
But i will still try my best
Life is full of failures
I fall,I learn..Even if i were to wallow,i am going to try pick myself up too!
CHINLI SSI!!BYASSA!HWAITTING!
My friends,you guys!also jia you k!
Come what may,you will always have my utmost support^^
I wanna giggle everyday
Smile and be positive
At times, Laugh at nothing
like some mad crank
just to keep myself going on...
Things are so harsh and sad already
i am not going to make myself more miserable
Even if my smile is just a facade behind a timid and plain self
I would hate to see you guys upset too
So do try to cheer up when you are down so that i will too
We are friends,so we BUILD EACH OTHER UP!
Mummy and Daddy..haish..
I am helpless..
My wish...wish..that genuine,sparkling laughter that i have lost
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| Sunday, January 14, 2007
매일 넌 사랑해요
Everyday I Love You
I don't know but i believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that i learn something new
Everyday I love you
Cause I believe that destiny are out of our control
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
It's a touch when i feel bad
It's a smile when i get mad
All the little things i am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
Cause I believe that destiny is out of our control
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If i asked,would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that i am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
EVERYDAY I LOVE YOU
이것 노래가 난 너무종아해
매일 그는 정말 보고싶다
진짜힘들!!!울고싶다!!
나 용기를 돋우다 대단히 어렵다!!!
"난, 진짜좋아해,사랑해???"제발!! 응답하다...T-T"나 진짜 모르겠어
지금 한사람이 너 여기 기다리고있어^^
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| Sunday, January 07, 2007
    
Plugging in: 신화-Vol.7-열병(Crazy)
I went back to school yesterday with all my friends
It was the Secondary one CCA fair in the new school
Minwoo was pretty mad at me yesterday for calling her a bi***
because she was so idiotic to have not answered my calls!aha
The new school does looked a little like a Girl's home
I thought i might have felt a tinge of belonging there
Sadly,i did not.Maybe the feeling is lost,my last year in Lorong ah soo was in 2004,which is 3 years ago.Then it shifted to Serangoon.The atmosphere is different,weird people,faces.
Everything is new,Paints,dust everywhere..the school is still in the midst of construction and it is really big.But i feel rather stuffy..
I only had a bit of feeling of belonging when the choir sang and my juniors marching to their slow song.
Played soccer with the brother today,he tripped over my legs n fell,i fell too...LOL!!I fell like a ball,because i ran too fast,with a jerk,i fell with a soft thud,rolling like a pin across the grass!!LOL^^
I got slight scratches,itching all over because of the soil, substaining an injured toe
I stretched my thigh today too,it is SOOoooOOO painful..AwwWW!
Sounds like a harsh ordeal,but i kinda enjoyed it!My mum always complained why do i have bruises around my knees?it is so unbecoming and ugly for a girl..AHA!-_-"
Received a letter,i did not get that feeling like i usually do
I felt weird at first,my siblings were kinda shocked with my unexpected look
I look confused and blur,not excited at all
The letter was from Jang Gyu Obba!was so glad to receive his letter
He was so sweet to write to me^^
I was seriously a little disappointedT-T"
Are you having lotsa fun???No news of you at all
No replies at all..aha..aha..aha...aha
I am going to start school soon!may not have so much time to blog or come online.
Keep in contact with me okay?^^
Take care and god bless all of you
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| Friday, January 05, 2007
Plugging in: Se7en-So long True Love-문신(Tattoo)
I like this song
He sounds so sad in the song
The lyrics is sad too T-T"
Went to Jinnie's School today to accompany her 
I attended lecture with her
I didn't dare to lose my focus and calculation of bus stops as soon as i boarded the bus.
Because i am an awful "streets and roads" idiot
Kept my eyes stucked on the scenery that scanned past, counting every single bus stop that passed me by.
Was lucky the bus 81 ride didn't get me naseous and sick,because the kind,tactful uncle manoeuvered and controlled the bus really well
After the hot,long wait at the bus stop for 15 ,was squinting my eyes so badly to look at the numbers on the bus that were approaching.
15 FINALLY arrived and that bus looked like it was rushing to Mars or something,it sped off like a bulldozer,vibrating violently and turning abruptly at each junctions.I was sitting on the outside,a few turns had me nearly falling off the seat,luckily, i hooked my legs,pressing them tightly against the seat to regained my balance..aha^^If not, i would have been a major laughing stock.
Jinnie met me at the entrance and we went to eat together,we had chicken lasagne at the IT school!I got a tummy upset!rushing to the toilet straight after the meal.
SSHH!!!THE LASAGNE IS POISONOUS!!!But Jinnie was fine-_-"
She headed for lesson,and i was left loitering like a lost sheep in her school.So i thought i will just take a few minutes tour round her school,i took a few pictures too.Sitting at the "BIg mushroom",going to the Design school,Business school.
The school is really big,i am going so green!because MY SCHOOL's EVERY FLOOR IS probably just one-third or Half of the IT CANTEEN,which is so MINUTE,TINY!!!And even though that lasagne got me the runs,their food still taste better than the coffeeshop a distance from my school T-T"
After that i attended her CA lecture with her,Met"Jade dragon"according to what Jinnie calls him who feels he resembled Eun Hyuk of SUJU,maybe?i don't know,but his side view does look like a korean=).At Jinnie's last lesson,He was in with her too,Jinnie told me to look at him through the door,and that fellow suddenly decided to get up,i stared at him and he stared back at us,that moment was so embarassing,because he couldn't stop looking at us after Jinnie's rattling about him the whole day.
We went to TM after that,i didn't managed to find anything suitable for my friend T-T"
So we decided to hit town,another futile trip.We had tea break at Wang jiao!
They can actually get THE "A"for hygiene?
and BRAZENLY paste the "BIG A" visibly seen by all patrons!
I SAW WITH MY EYES A NYMPH SCURRYING HURRILY UNDER THE SEATS OF THE COFFEE TABLES,Jinnie gave me the "yuck" face after i told her so.I was shunning it in case it decided to make its way into my shoes.
When we had our value meal there,i posed Jinnie a question,asking her "Why were their eggs so big?"and she answered in a sort of funny manner"she said:"maybe they are not Chicken's eggs"That kinda freaked me out..aha^^
We caught a small clip of "The Host"outside the Cd shop in PS
Instead of being fearful,we were actually kinda laughing or controlling our giggles,AHA!we both are really sadistic!but seriously,this action movie looks nice,seemed a bit like Godzilla...
Got a ride home by Jinnie's uncle
Thanks=)
These past few days,i am always out shopping or watching movies with my clique,we watched Death note 2 on Wednesday,So sad,why must L die?WHY!WHY!WHY!HUH!HUH!HUH! I am so bored,and i can't sleep
seemed like the insomia is back and the tummy is giving me troubles
maybe because it is common for a girl who awfully love onions^^
aha=)
I will start school soon,i have not much time to look at the night sky once the busy days approaches
I look up at the night sky,where has the star that i longed to see or who promised to be watching me went?Or is it too preoccupied and busy standing along its star companions that it has forget that i am always looking out for it?
Is the weather too hot or misty or foggy which explains its disappearance.
At times, it reappears suddenly and shines,twinkles back at me,it makes me really happy
It seemed fickle or maybe it is really the WEATHER which is the cause
Why do my cries for it at times are not answered?.......................
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