| Thursday, February 22, 2007
I just ran yesterday
I started off really fast
I haven't run like centuries..oh my..My timing was i felt not good!of cause since i wasn't at all consistent,Darn long hours!stupid BB,No stadium there!!!
MY EVERYWHERE HURTS BADLY NOW!!!!!I want SALONPAS or Yoko yoko??
The lactic acid sure build up speedily!!!ARGHH!!
Have to admit i am OLD!!!I am will trun 19 this year,and i am whining like a poor dog already..
I only know i have one aim now
SHED WEIGHT!!!
I AM SO FAT FAT FAT!!ARGHH!!!
There are just too many slim girls around and they make me feel "BLAM"
MY DOUBLE CHIN MIGHT JUST JUT OUT REAL SOON!!ARGHH!!!
I AM SO AFRAID I CANNOT SQUEEZE into MY CLOTHES ANYMORE!!T-T"
I always wear loose fit and i am kind of slow in reaction all the time, so i think i might have bloated earlier and it foolishly took me until now to realise i actually STRETCH!!like erherm..SIDEWAYS...-__-"The chinese new year have gotten me all fatten up,i feel like a female COW..No HIPPO...NOW!!!
Arghh!!I am aching all over,feeling like a miserable 80 year old ugly stout plump hag!
School is still tiring to me but Blah...i just try my best...
Tons of stuff to brood over..but i will just take one at a time...^^"
I just wanna climb right up to bed and snooze till i am satisfied..
Tiefang said my eyebags were BAD..ARGHH!!okok..i sound like a ERR..BIMBO!
Why the hell is My training officer always so sneaky and fickle,glibbish with his words..It kind of scare me...He is full of praises and he kept hurling them at me and he seemed to be so sharp while i am like just BLUR...he seemed sarcastic..does not mean what he says..i feel...LOL..
Played heart attack today with Yan, Su zhan, esther and shangpei today
I always lose in games..T-T"
I got much punishment too!!ah!
TIRED!
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| Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Hooked on Hana Kimi, the 14th episode is taking ages to be uploaded-_-"
I AM BALLOONING!!!!ARGHH!!!HAVEN"T EXERCISE IN LIKE DECADES 0_0"
Met up with Dy and Jaki today, i could not stop complaining i was going sideways and everywhere,they nearly DIEDED!!
I have so many things i want to buy and many movies i want to watch,but i just owe too many people pieces of "YUSOF ISHAK"..T-T"
So pathetic!!
Oh my word,sorry Rei,Taekyung says he does not know you
I still talk about you ocassionally..오빠, 잘지냈지???
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| Wednesday, February 14, 2007
My voice can make a man fall in love with me on the phone???
My husband will not have much problems with me???
His tongue is so glib
On the contrary,I feel my voice was kind of too high,kiddish and sound rather irritating...
I am Headwaiter today
I went mad..kind of..because everything is just not there..the napkins
And he took my assistant away-_-"
The food was horrid,especially the appetiser
I dislike bossing people around,i am so afraid they might hate me for it BIG TIME..
Today is The Valentine's day
Many people carry flowers around,selling about
Flowers are beautiful,but they are not long-lasting
Roses,are they nice?romantic?why do some girls get so happy over it??But looking at their happy,shy faces kind of make me feel joyous for them..
However
I feel it is such a norm and roses give me the jeepies...sometimes they don't smell good too..-_-"SUNFLOWERS are the nice ones^^
There are happy people around but also sad ones too
I've seen bad and good stuffs today
People crying,people smiling as sweet as a young child
Why am i so ignorant of so many things?People just get it,i take ages to!!
Why am i so blur?I PISSED the BROTHER AND MOTHER OFF THE OTHER DAY because i didn't know they were talking to me..The BROTHER said"i felt like i am talking to the WALL"
I was looking in Daniel's direction,but staring into blank space,while he rattled his head off asking how i was..
People when you all talked to me please call my name or get my attention..
I maybe looking your way but my mind is sidetracking
I can walk past my mum on the street and not see her..OH GEE..
WHY THE HECK AM I SO WEIRD?ARGH
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| Saturday, February 10, 2007
Oh my word, Taekyung really looks like Rain
I was just the the table next to him at lunch and i miss it,anyway i won't approach him also-_-"
He was with Sang yeon at the table, and when they left,i got up to ask Su zhan and he gave the nod,that was when i grasped 0_0"
Rei just talked to me about him yesterday online,and it must be so much of a fate,co-incidence to bang into him,just nice for him to keep intouch with her,because i was looking for him all the while,i wouldn't have known until Su zhan talked to me about him...
I AM SO TIRED
VERY TIRED
I can eat better now
BUT I CAN HARDLY GET ENOUGH REST
FEW WEEKS BACK,I JUST CANNOT SLEEP!
I GOT SHOT AT AFTER BEING AWAKEN for giving ATTITUDE at the table,
THE PABO BROTHER WOKE ME BY KICKING MY BUTT-__-"
THE MOTHER NAGGED,THE -GREAT GRANNY NAGGED
WHAT???I JUST DON"T WANT TALK..I AM SO DIZZY AND DROWSY TO EVEN EFFING CONCENTRATE!!!
KILL ME BETTER!!!!Jianyi!!I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING SUDDENLY!
SO MUCH WORK!SO MUCH LOAD!SO HEAVY-HEARTED...PAPER TALK!!!!...blah..blah...
AH!!!"MAI KONG JIAO WAE!!!"
WHY THE HECK MUST LADIES BE EDUCATED!!!!I would love to be a nice housewife looking after my family then come out into this cruel,realistic society!
YOU CAN EFFING SAY I AM A ESCAPIST!because i may seemed like i am ESCAPING but i am getting nowhere...i don't even know where i can hide?I SUCKS AT ACTING!T-T"
CRAZY people staring at me in the subway,A mad man trying to pester me when i was about to cross the road,HELL!he wanted to follow me and couldn't keep that "sheepish,psychotic smile" from me!!!When i was out from the supermarket,he stood right across the damn road and waited!i was so FREAKED OUT,that i warned my siblings to walk faster...
TOUGH SHIT!!!
친구야!!!!!힘내!!!화이팅!!!영원히행복하기...미소은!!!
Don't be like me!!!!아러???
요금 매일은 나 너무피곤해....T-T"
심심해......마음슬퍼서....들...아니...셋사람 난 떠나요, 아직 이렇게 옷어요???힘들어!!!!
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| Sunday, February 04, 2007
Friday
Mr Foo let us off earlier,it was nice of him
He said we were actually behind them,but we were all really restless during his lessons
I was the devil that day,but i had an intention of an angel's
Aha,i brought Poker cards but in the end,it got the classmates playing Blackjack
They played with money..aha..i played a few rounds and decided to stop
I never liked gambling,because i always lose..aha..not healthy too^^
I wanted to do fortune-telling.
It was a miracle that day,Yan told Esther to buy 4-d since we went out to eat
I got the diahoerra after eating vegetable rice-_-"
He was nice to gave me a badge that day^^Thank you so much
I like rainbows a lot..
After school,was roaming about West mall for a while
Then after that,i went to find my SHINHWAS^^
They were so sweet, but felt so bad,they were all waiting for me
We had steamboat..was yummy,had the prawns,crabmeat,fish,meatballs,fishballs..and the list goes^^
I was so bloated with all the stuffing of the ("sumiwako"i claimed,the "kosui"they claimed),they funny,cute looking cake they made,seriously they ain't bad for starters,just that everything was too rich and chocolatey,so after a while of eating,we all felt sick!!
We had a NOT SWEET watermelon since HS cracked one at the supermarket and made a run for it,she just grab one anyhow..LOL
The "chinchow"was nice and refreshing though i didn't finish^^
Too much food already!!
MW gave each of us flavoured straws,it was really unique,never seen before,but i seriously dislike the sweetness when drunk with milk..Yuck!i don't like sweet stuffs.
We were chatting so much
Making an awful,high-low mixture of noises
DY and MW was the noisiest
I was rather noisy too
I got beaten a couple of times by DY,she always hit so HARD!!
We added udon too,it was nice^^
MW,farewell to you,you must HWAITTING in Australia!!^^
I want to send you off on wednesday,but i end so late..ARGHH!!
It's sad,can you please don't leave?
Aha,i cannot be selfish,but i really hate the feeling of people leaving and going away
Left at 11 plus..
Saturday(yesterday)
Woke him in the morning
He is not so much of a Pig,easy to wake
Had practical today
Learnt how to fold Napkins,so many..^^aha
Yea,so i paid 12,000 plus to actually fold napkins..aha^^"
Zin released us really early...so nice
I went to town alone first since the rest wanted to go Laselle for the openhouse
Was so bored..roaming about here and there
So after that i parked myself at a corner near the Mrt station
Was about to dozed off,RIC came knocking on my head..
Got a shock,i was so tired because i haven't been sleeping,eating well at all
While we roaming about after eating chicken rice at Fareast,which was not nice!I BRING YOU GUYS TO COMMONWEALTH WHEN I FREE !!I know i said two years ago until now haven't fulfilled,SORRY!but find one day when all are available,i will sure bring^^
I was struggling so hard to stay awake
My eyes just wanted to shut itself even i was walking,my friends were all shouting for me to "WAKE UP"LOL..
Hitting,slapping me was no use^^
When we went to Kinokuniya,i decided to once again parked myself at a deserted corner to snooze
But AHAHAHA,i just sat down and not for long, had the intention to shut my tired,panda eyes THEN this PABO man came walking past my slumbered ugly figure leaning against the bookshelves,he seriously stared at me continously,i was so embarassed..I quickly saved myself from the embarassment,got up and grab a korean cooking book at the nearest shelf and placed it so close to my face.
They decided to go K box
I was so happy because i think i can get some sleep there since there was like eh..a SOFA!!
But it was seriously to noisy to sleepT-T"
They kept singing "Rising SUN",luckily i didn't sleep, or they would be singing"WAKE UP"into my ears..
He called me at the right time
Because i didn't know how to sing the songs my friends chose
so i excuse myself to talk to him
Hai.it is nice talking to all of you since i cannot sleep or eat well these few days
I got to know additional info from HS yesterday,thank you for saying that
Just too bad
爱"mei"让人受尽委屈
何时该前进，何时该放弃...
知道等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局，把遗憾的美丽停在这里
I need time..
I am so tired
I know you guys will know what i meant and thanks so much for all the advice!!!
Take care and God bless!!!
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