My sunshine after the rain,The rainbow of my heart

2007-12-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

Listening:害怕-Lin Junjie

Finally, my exams are over the rainbow^^"
What time is it?It's PARTYTIME, VACATION!!!~~~~
Busy planning what to do everyday^^"

1) Watched all the movies, Drama serials i want or miss~~
2) Do Christmas shopping for all my close ones(Goodness, it's difficult to be picking presents, i rather pick strawberries in the fields)
3)Been eating too much junkie, i wanna flood myself with exercise and sports MEAN= Calfs getting HUMONGOUS...nbm^^"i'll jump then~but i dread that,darn that rope~~~and i hope that orange hoop better get my waist going itsy wincy~~^^"
4)PLAN FOR OUR BBQ, i want DY to have a GREAT birthday

So satisfied after cleaning up today, i can be a good housekeeper^^LOL,probably win the nobel prize for hygiene..

My room is just so cosy and warm and sweet smelling, away with the Brother's "boy going to man" scent...Went Ikea today also, i ate load but bought nothing-_-"

Anyway,Take care and you'll be blessed!tag me^^"

2007-11-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

Fly To The Sky-Goodbye

이세상 사랑은 정말 복잡하다~~~
피곤해~~진짜~~~

회영이 어머님 너무 좋아...^^"

Ah, i got dandruff...that's bad news....
I wish my hair will get better soon
will be UBER busy this coming week also next week since it is the exams..

Take care take care!!!!^^"
You'll be blessed!!!

2007-11-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

He seemed to love picking on me BIG TIME!!GOODNESS!I need NO EFFING FORGIVENESS!!!The soft murmuring "sorry"was just a courtesy call from me to him~
I mean what HUMONGOUS business is it HIS to actually meddle with how i want to perform during his class~it is not as if i don't get it~as a matter of fact,i am a little confused~However, i still feel indignant!!!I am so gonna scowl like a whiny child~HE is obviously so "Negative" about me~~~~~~Seemed like i am some blabbering girl in his eyes~And i absolutely abhor that piercing glare that he always shot me with~now i am constantly in paranoia in school,at every aisle,corner,just in case, i might bang into him just at a SO WRONG TIME AT A SO WRONG SPOT IN SCHOOL WITH A SO WRONG ATTIRE~
He practically overreacts and go ballistic whenever i made little whispers with Yan~aghh~WHAT IS EFFING WRONG WITH HIM?

Anyway,NO ECONS=YAY!!!^^"but i have another lesson tomorrow,so "ERRrr"
Got to end early but i still got home late,after busying myself with my project
and accompanying Eonni and Khai down to Queensway,they have pretty good laksa there^^try it someday!!!=)

I scanned a couple of shops inquisitively for rolleypolly~haha^^BBALL~
Straining my neck at every other shop,that- because of space constraint, irritatingly hung their showcase balls up on the ceiling,it was pretty taxing for my neck~HUH!HUH!HUH!Imagine me gawking at the ball with that idiotic minute tag sticking,with miniature numbers that i can never comprehend from that perspective,squinting and dilating my eye so hard~~seemed like i am some pervert trying to sneak up some girl's skirt or what~~~~i wanted to get the SPALDING leather one,but i finally figured that "amateurs" like us,would be just fortunate and be well taken care of with a regular rubber one ^^"HAHA~CHEAP AND DURABLE??perhaps,it is much a deal too inexpensive to get~right?DY?LOL~~~

I finally finished my novel,i am gonna move on to another one tomorrow^^
"Cooking for Mr right" was a pretty captivating story,i UBER drooled because it was helloutta "FOOD" and "INGREDIENTS",mix here and there a bit,and PUFFPPOW~~VIOLA~Something smelling good and extraordinary^^"

Man~i am balding,i had better just send and tucked myself to bed real soon~
"Late nights make one go BALD "was Mummy's constant quote these few days
And damn those vericose,i am so EFFING young to actually have this problem,fair legs but green lines running like traintracks about.."EWWWW"i guess i must have trigger and pull the arteries with my exercise at the gym the other day,in addition,i am fair,with this menacingly chilly weather, these veins had just decided to just "POP",drats*

I sound like some "crank",probably i have been such a "worm"-Bookworm, lately~ that's why

Anyway,i learnt something interesting today
is that when a guy says this to you
" I hate to see you go, but i love to see you leave"
sounds complex right,and stupidly ironical??You actually know what that means?
Guess it??,SMARTYPANTS^^"Good for you,if not~BOOHOO!come run to me for answer=)You're most welcome^^"

Take care!!and You'll be blessed=)

2007-11-19T01:27:00.000+08:00

Listening: 소녀시대-Merry Go Round

Engaging in that rather short,but "longer than all that we ever spoken conversation"was the most fortunate and happiest thing that had ever happened to me for the past weeks!!!!

At least i don't feel lost,instead,it brought about a more cheery emotion in me.I don't feel lost or whatsoever~~~i felt embedded in a bed of sunflowers-sweet,bright and just WARM=)

YOU, i believe was never a mistake that i met you~
I cannot explain,but just being able to have the opportunity to talk to you is already like a blessing to me~i can't help but feel excitement,joyous tears and a burst of many words,so much to say~~and so time-constraint..

Suddenly,this week seemed like a nostalgic week for me,i have a couple of people whom i knew for a long time and didn't catch up much,communicating with me recently^^It came as a surprise,a nice one too~
It's such a warm feeling,just undescribable like Christmas, i just love basking in this atmosphere..Listening to their life,woes,tales~~

Since a couple days i had blogged,was rather lazy~~
Been reading a lot recently too,I FINALLY BORROWED THE NOVEL I WANTED^^I was yearning for it for a couple of months~All because i didn't pay my library fines,and they got me barred and stamp affixed in their black list~kinda gave me the feling like"HELLO!!MISS FOO!OWE MONEY PAY MONEY AH"The library is kind in some way allowing borowing and all but they can be kinda cynical in the way,they forced people to paid bills unknowingly~HMPF~

"Cooking For Mr Right" By Susan Volland,i have my fingers already sinking halfway through it^^ and i borrowed another book called "Hester's Diary" about a ballerina's story,seemed pretty captivating since it was always a unrealised dream for me,hoping to be a classy ballerina.I reckoned this choice would be another alternative for me to fulfilled something unreachable^^HAHA~~haven't touch on that yet~

Went with Dy to the Gym today,was so bushed after i returned home
Was UBER famished after my exercise that i was practically gobbling my pot of bibimbap
It was pretty interesting the way,it wriggled down my intestinal system speedily without any frictional disturbance ,which i usually had when i ate at an incredible speed.
I took a warm,comby scrub and bath,was in heavens after that,and magically sloshed on my bed~~

Anyway,this coming week will be a pretty hectic week for me since i have so many stuff to be wrecking my brains on,much pondering and discussion to conduct~WISH ME LUCK and CROSS MY HEART that things go enchantingly SMOOTH^^Maybe a touch of fairy's godmother wand can bring about more WEALTH,Imagine ingots dropping from the heavens~AH~Bullocks~,i should stop day dreaming and be practical.Nevertheless,i always believe you dream your goal alive^^"

Adieos~Darlings~~MW!I am awaiting you!!!^^
Take care!You'll be blessed^o^"Tag me!!!

2007-11-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

Cold weather,forlorn feelings evolve~

My hair keeps dropping nowadays,i don't know what is the reason behind it~~Lack of certain nutrient or vitamins?i really have no idea-_-"my scalp is itchy too everytime i finish a bath..~

I sweeped my room of all the nasty hair particles practically every night.
There was once like that before i joined shatec..that i lost hair,pretty bad experience..
i am awfully afraid..
The hair is every lady's crown of beauty,i would be hideously ugly if i am bald...
Maybe i would just hide in my closet forever~~~
And now i am having second thoughts if i should cut my hair..

Just came back from chompchomp with mummy daddy and Bel
Ate a lot,my appetite has been increasing,for that i am really afraid
I don't want to balloon, therefore,i feel it is really time to get my limps flexing and moving
Whatever sports,but just SOON AND FAST!!maybe tomorrow,i cannot afford to slacken or be lazy..

Watched The bee movie with THE SHINHWAS today,,except minmin
Was rather tired,that i subconsciously fell asleep,the movie was really draggy..
Today didn't seemed to be a good day for me,i got a slight eye infection in the morning,so i was bespectacled the whole day..despite having four eyes,I tripped and fell a couple of times more often then usual...ARGHH!I am such a Clumsy fellow..I also accused my family members wrongly in a funny manner,GUILT LADEN^^haha..I AM SO SORRY~~~

I finished my novel today,was a pretty good story which has a rather abrupt and soulful ending,anyway, it was interesting learning about womanhood from it^^

I think there's something wrong with me...physically,especially my internal system..oh~~~

Anyway,Take care and You'll be blessed!Tag me^^"

2007-11-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

My Mabel's Birthday today^^She got a new phone from Mummy,Daddy and Godpa
We had a great feast~~~^^Ate Crab,Prawns,Scallops,Fish,prawnpaste chicken^^what a satisfying meal,Mummy wanted squash and squeeze extra starch into my tummy,I dislike RICE~Arghh~~~haha,eat le,how to eat "Haoliao"?HUH!HUH!HUH!..haha^^We had a cake from Prima deli too,the grand marnier liqeur,i suppose ,was a little too strong, kinda overpowering the cake,but the base were made up of chocolate mini maltesers^^ha...not very nice,gets a little sick after eating each mouthful~because it was too rich..FAT.ha~~~

Today,school was fine,My test,if i had studied, would have done well,i am very sure about that...Econs=BORING,i rather faced My book,i was rather immersed and fascinated by it,so kiss her "BYEBYE",i don't need to listen...Banquet Ops,as usual,Mr Baljit was humourous...He always never fails to make a joke out of anything^^haha....

I arrived unusually really early today,while Dy was late for school
Next time,i call her wake up^^haha...

I kept reading my novel the whole day,so i didn't chat much to my classmates,Sa was really tired also,the sight of her weariness made me a little sullen...After project discussion,i was loitering about looking for Bel's present but to no avail~I then took a bus home from woodlands,i sat next to a malay girl,who couldn't stop chatting across me to her friend,and everytime she talks,she stares at me~i was high on my novel and music to actually bother about her..haha^^Then i got a little tired,so i snooze a little and miss my stop by one,so i walked a bit-_-..LOL

In the end,i gave BEL a red packet^^haha,the old and traditional method always seemed to work best,Seeing that grin on her face,i knew my choice was right...SILLY LITTLE LASS

Two of them grow so fast,they will overtake me soon...I am so UBER SHORT!!!ARGHHH!!!Embarassing~~~

Anyway,tomorrow,i am gonna go for interview,wish me luck^^I hope i get the job^^Hire me hire me!!!!!^^I am good labour,High productivity with UBER GOOD EFFICIENCY AND EFFECTIVENESS^^~~Woohoo...PRODUCTIVITY FEVER ~~Post exams trauma..kekeke~~^^"
HEHE

Take care!!You'll be blessed=)

2007-11-11T16:39:00.000+08:00

I just got back not long ago^^

Didn't get to the gym today,was rather disappointed~~

The weather don't look too good,i don't know if i can get to run later..Arghh~~

Have the "PRODUCTIVITY TEST"tomorrow,Eww,i don't even understand what my teacher had been saying all the while~~~

I ate twice for lunch today,was really full,LOL,The first one was "Yucky" in fact, but the pork chop i ate later was not bad^^quite standardised,then i kinda tasted Kahlua in the chops too^^,no wonder the price is slightly steeper compared to other places...I think i have an awful big appetite for a girl~Dy ate Fish and Chips,a bit of freshwater taste i felt,she cannot taste-_-"haha..anyway, I LOVE TAKING PICTURES OF FOOD!You have a problem with that?HUH!HUH!HUH!Box me and Hit me!!I HATE YOU!!!!

I pity whoever is my partner in future,I think i will eat till your pocket got ONE HUGE LOBANG^^"

Dy bought Lime juice for me instead of water that i wanted..STUPID LASS!!!HUH!HUH!HUH!

"The mother" has been wondering why i am have been going out with her recently,well,probably i am attracted to her?BUAHAHAHA^^"

Yesterday, i went out with her too,we walked so much from ps to taka,then to wisma,then to far east,then back to heeren,then to cine~~after that "choochoo"to Vivo^^where she bought her sandals~

We ate at pastamania and saw this buff-looking guy,who wore tight sleeveless top~saw him thrice,actually thrice~~

Disgustingly coincidental^^he seems everywhere~~~

Anyway,i caught "stardust" last night^^It's really unimaginably beautiful and enchanting

Oh^^"I love fairytales..and to think for the first time,i actualy felt that the main male lead actually look much better with his wacky hair^^rather stunning in fact^^"

It is so cute and strangely ironical,that one can actually cut their long and instead of being shorter,it gets longer^^HAHA

Swords,unicorns,witches,crownship,pirates,stars~~WOW!!^^The sound effect were BOOWOOOW!!!Yay!yay!!^^"

Received a package yesterday,Thank you so much,My duckie^^

I will finish it,and the bookmark,i like it too^^thank you so much!

Take care!!You'll be blessed!!!

2007-11-10T03:26:00.000+08:00

Listening: Vanessa Hudgens:Gotta Go My Own way

Went to School today
Ate the duck porridge,was a litlle too soggy and sticky...
Got beancurd too^^",But i waited really long for my food because Yan's friend bought it for us..

Came home after school
Suppose to meet JJ,i told her i will but i backed out halfway
I am so sorry, felt so guilty,was so tired on the train,so tired suddenly
I just wanna drift to a deep sleep..
I got home,took my warm shower and went to snug in my bed..

The train stalled a couple of times at the underpass going to serangoon station
There was a weird smell emitting out from nowwhere,i was figuring where it was
The doors to the cabin were kinda cranky,Once it nearly clamp someone in between,was kinda shocked by it,luckily,the lady was quick-witted and sort of practicall jump out^^"ha...
I didn't hold on tight twice and was jerked back and forth,it was fortunate i was leaning against the rear glass..I just get bruises everywhere~~~

I ate Mac for dinner because i made Dy waited,i am so sorry..just so weary suddenly~~~

How i wish i can go to place where there is nicely cut fragrant green grass for me to lie on
With plentiful sunflowers around or small little diasies
Imagine basking in that atmosphere,under the early morning cheery sun, evening sunset,beautiful starry starlight...
I Love Farms,pastures,streams of sparkling water...
How nice will that be^^..............................................

Sunshine girl-that's what i want to be
Not any other~~~

Take care!!!You'll be blessed!!Remeber to tag please!!!=)

2007-11-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

Listening:Lea Dizon-Softly

Went to RP to meet Dy yesterday,was so UBER difficult to get her,luckily we had telepathy and i finally found her=)
Celebrated JJ's Birthday yesterday^^
Haha~~Great Meal at the Treasure Court,just some minor hiccups that are not really worth mentioning~~

Maybe it is a kind of occupational hazard since i am in the hospitality line so,there were several faults i pointed out to HS,but on the whole,the dining experience was great^^just that the four of us were rather awkward at first..SHY,in addition,we were late^^"LOL...

Anyway, we had a "twoTOO" big a Feast,or CORRECTION,the other three of them did,they walloped much rice at the steamboat yesterday,i didn't quite like it so i ate meagrely..A bit of everything,like food conoisseur ah..HAHA^^"Next time bring you all go COMMONWEALTH EAT LA,THE RICE REALLY BETTER!DON"T SCOLD ME !!!!HUH!HUH!HUH!

JJ was disgraceful yesterday,burping like an elephant..LOL..
Anyway,i hope you like the "nunny"bag^^" and everything,hehe

We waited real long for the cab yesterday~~ah!!!Got home really bushed..

Talked with MW^^YAY!!PLEASE AJA AJA!!remember,I will always be there for you,so JIA YOU!!Don't be sad~~~
Stomped on MUD!!!YUCKS!I hate my legs getting dirty...SO NOT COOL..LWOL..
Met Dy today~~
Apologies,i overslept today and kept you waiting..Met you in a distorted manner with sleepy eyes and blahblah~~
Went with Dy to Ikea today,my first time there,so NOOB^^"
The food there for mass production is really not bad,far better than certain places which i expected to be good, but turn out a disappointment..

Just that i was silly not to grab a teabag from the counter-_-"I was broke so i couldn't eat much~~There were no seats,we stood standing aimlessly for quite some time~~ got banged and pushed by a lady after getting my ice cream,the bruise hurts,at my hip..T-T"

lost something important
It seems like it is fated to for me to lose it somehow
Physically no longer there,it will still remain in my mind right??,but i have absolutely lousy memory..
Whenever i try,somehow~~just like that- the plan is rearranged
It's so hard to say but i know i have to do what's best for me
Ive got to move on and be who i am
I've gotta go my own way

It seemed like i haven't got liberated at all for the past two years
When will my day of liberation be????Maybe only when i finally found my right "horse"^^

OKOK^^FCL!!BYASSA!!!Take care everyone
You'll be blessed~~

2007-11-07T01:29:00.000+08:00

When I left you,i began to find myself
The pair of smiling twinkling eyes
Goodbye, my lost love,
Gradually,I let myself,allow myself to be more firm and strong~~~~~
Nice????I like the lyrics^^"

1st-Late for school because of traffic jam,UBER COLD,umbrella was so heavy(I WILL NEVER GO OUT WITH AN UGLY BROLLY)Had to retrieve it from Daddy's=)
2nd-Jab the namtag right into my flesh while walking to school^^"
3rd-rammed my big fat buttock onto the edge of the table while walking past the aisle-OUCH!=))
4th-Friend bought my fav beancurd for me,Thank you,thankyou,weiming^^,but it was smashed,i like curty ones=)"
5th-Lesson ended when i reached-_-"
6th-Might get a DP for skipping course tutor's class before school ended^0^
7th-waited like an idiot at BB..haha...=)
8th-Yakun butter tasted horrid and the ice milk tea was sweeter than usual^^
9th-funny staff and bad hygiene,absolutely turn-off 0_0"
10th-Got ticked off by a man in Carrefour,UBER EMBARASSING!=)))))))))))
11th-I didn't finish my work in time before i got caught redhanded=)))))))))))))))
12th-Had a hard time looking and fishing for "some stuff"^^"=))))))))))))))
13th-Got the wrong order,but it is okay, they deserve a chance to work^^, but the chiicken tasted worst as i ate
14th-Nearly fell off the escalators and my legs nearly gave way a couple of times
15th-Looked like a nun begging for alms with barangs in the MRT=)))))

Please take care of yourself if you are sick......the ultimate choice is yours to get well...
I cannot do anything,i am too tired of nagging..I feel i must be awfully irritating and of much annoyance too....sorry^^"It seemed that being sweet to close ones dun seemed to work at all,anyway i don't like sweet people,so maybe it is better off i should not be one at all...

Take Care!!!!!!PLEASE!!!!

2007-11-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

Listening: Crying eyes

No F and B Control!YAY!He always picks on me about everything!HUH!HUH!HUH!..My test tomorrow shift parking to next monday..DOUBLE YAY YAY!!!^^"

Econs took over,was caught by surprise, that i had to do presentation-_-"so i stood in front of the class and utter whatever i could^^,just a few points on Ikea's marketing,hehe,I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF,sound so PROFESSIONAL..WAKAKAKAKA...but i booboo,i did the handover to a wrong fellow,so EMBARASSING, i cannot just not "Booboo"a day..I either knock or bruise myself once everyday or in some way or another,get cut or trip and fall..LOL,so UBER CLUMSY.. =)

Met DY after school at woodlands together,she was late,so i went to grab Mc flurry
The lady was so generous to give me such a big portion,but the OREO was not sufficient...
I stood like a silly kid in the middle of racing passerbys waiting for her...people "BROOMmm"past me...
Got approached by an auntie who thought i was some foreigner and worst-I WAS IN MY UNIFORM,she said I WAS IN SECONDARY SCHOOL-_-" and she couldn't stop bombarding me with incessant questions,turned out she is a insurance agent,Dy claimed^^;ha..Oh,unfortunately,i gave her my handphone number,so dead~~~she even wanted my home number.."aRh~~arH~~no way,Mummy will kill me"~
Ate some mini sausages,Hmm,,hmm..NICE^^"hehe

Ooh,Dy's shoulder is great to lie on,not bad..i slept on her shoulder on the bus,was rather tired..
I should have drool on you for raping me later!HUH!HUH!HUH!
We met JJ and went to Little India to makan-Arashu..haha..my Goodness,their yoghurt not so nice le,How can!!!!!their onions how can cut in that shape..anyway,i still polish it off, i awfully love ONIONS^^But the fish was good, we three were so famished that our hands couldn't stop moving,we were munching and chomping like barbarians from the tribes..LOL..after that we ate Venezia ice cream at the CC
I WANNA PLAY BBALL,i am like so gonna balloon!!!
Later no one want "ji gor bei" me!!!!HOW?~~~too fat to carry...

After that,we head home^^"But that two beast wouldn't let me go
I wanted to head to my lift already, was so loOkKinGg FoooRwaRRD,,,THEN...both drag me and dun allow me go home, i struggled till my second button pop open,what the!!!!!ARGHH!!!!!
DY- Number 1 RAPIST!!! JJ-Number 2 RAPIST
Ah!!no one want me le, MY PURITY!!!!^^haha..

Okok..take care everyone!!especially MY DY-YOUR THROAT!!!!!!and pleasEE!!!TAG MY BOARD IF YOU VISIT,dun be a silent intruder^^
Hehe^^you'll be blessed..

2007-11-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

Listening:空秋千-Lin Yu zong

After a nice hot bath in this cold sad weather, sipping my quaker cereal drink,I am in heaven, i guess^^Easily satisfied=)
Now i feel so much better,compared to just now, i hate to be feeling that way, if i do,tears will just roll,luckily i made it to the bathroom fast^^"

...Mr perfectionist..Hmpf..but can't seemed to do things right..nbm...FOO CHIN LI, DW AJA AJA HWAITTING!!!!!!!!BYASSA!!!

Today i went with Dy to Hs home,hehe..helped out Ric,been so long since i have seen both of them,so happy happy...^^"we are the SHINHWAS!!!우리는 영원히 함께!!!!^^"그렀지??

Yesterday, i caught the "Game Plan" with Sa,Eonni,Kwai and JJ and DY^^YAY!
The movie is so so so uber nice^^I really regret not being able to see "DWAYNE THE ROCK JOHNSON"ah!i should have seen him the other time,but it ain't nice to make my SHINHWAS wait...T-T"MY BIGGEST REGRET..haha...

I want to live in his house,his house and car so UBER POSH!!!Oh my goodness, if i can just stay in that apartment for a day..Hmm..too greedy,half a day??hmm..or one hour???Pretty please??the REMOTE CONTROL!!!I WANT WANT WANT!!!

Ah!ouch!My butt ache BIG TIME!now still hurt!!!all thanks to the "ko yak" Bike can!!!, and to make it "BETTER",i got one that had superglue "gor" on the handle somemore,i kept boycotting that area for the whole cycling event...But i had a great time cycling with them...

Anyway,there was an incident that me and JJ wanna go to the loo,and with that "ah neinei" out there,NO WAY MAN!!and HOR I AM NOT RACIST=)i was having funny thoughts running speedily into my mind, how the heck can i jeopardise myself and JJ to go into the secluded toilet with him lingering around suspiciously, and DY is definitely too weak to help...she has three "ko ya" bike to take care of...

Ohoh!the sea breeze is just Great,MagniFico!!!!!^^ i look crazy with that whacky hairsyle blowing about aimlessly,The new elvis presley=),more like a mad woman....ha..it was sunny but really windy^^WOOHOOOo~~~~~~I like the SEA!!!

Anyway, i am glad i have My SHINHWAs!You guys are the best thing that ever happen to me!I am not cheesy!!!and hor DY!!keep that wide smile going!!!I will always be there for you!!!Don't worry!no one dares to bully MY GANG!!!^^

Take care..~~~~Adieos........^^

2007-11-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

Listening: 소녀시대-Perfect For You

I just had steamboat with mummy and daddy after helping out with the closing of shop, The brother was sick, and i was ordered to shoulder the responsibility^^...just got home^^YAY!So pig right...Ate like a glutton...
Consume the intestinal regulator after the doctor's visit,my appetite like keep getting better le eh..FAT ORH!!!!Luckily tomorrow we are going to cycle..right?right???HUH???^^"
The Steamboat was really good,so happy happy^^had my favourite white cabbage,tomato,promphet fishies and YAM^^WOW~~WOW!!^^"

My day in school was really good,excellent,i keep singing..lalala....Whole day was in a cranky mood....
After school,i rushed to woodlands to catch a bus to compass to meet JJ and DY..Sorry orh^^hehe...wait for me, i always like make you all wait...hehe...Crap big time with JJ and Dy,Dy only watch me lame throughout....haha^^AND KEPT CALLING ME "PETITE"WHAT THE!!!!!!!!!!HUH!HUH!HUH!I got name!!!!

After skipping two days of school,kinda rusty...haha...
My Food Production paper was kinda fine..haha...copy here and talk here and there...answering each other in loud whispers...LOL....The BTC ask me,i also BTC,ask wrong person la..then after wrong,come scold me orh!!!HOW CAN AH!HUH!HUH!HUH!...not my fault ma!i helpful eh!^^haha...

My yanyan,had fun not ah?HUH!HUH!HUH!go orcet leh..LWOL..orcet..orcet....
And my DY..eat YOUR MEDICINE AH!!!!
And JJ-Dun PAPAYA MILK LA-_-"

Anyway^^take care and god bless!!!!

2007-08-27T14:10:00.000+08:00

Listening: Mandy Moore-Cry

I have so much to say but i don't know how to type it down, too helpless to do anything
I have deleted what i typed many much times just only for this blog entry
I am afraid of that feeling,it's scary

2007-07-16T12:14:00.000+08:00

I have been eating a lot and shitting many recently^^aha.
But nevertheless, i am rather happy..I have been trying many variety of food too
Now i understand why some refer our country as a "FOOD PARADISE"

My friends!!!one day when i am free,i will bring you guys to eat..I AM SERIOUS and really!!!so dun suan me about the chicken rice!OKAY???we all dun have a fixed time that we are all free,so cannot put all the blame on me...^^

Actually eat so much,i also quite worry i might bloat,by then i see i fat,i will go find time to burn all my fats!!!haha!!!!I just went running yesterday..

Nowadays,rather busy at work...but i will still find time to meet my clique^^
I have so many movies i want to watch...AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-19T03:28:00.000+08:00

Zip..zip...zip....zip.....
No more....all fell to the floor in a few snips
This is the best way after all
Time will past..and things will grow out healthily and strong again..

푸친리...힘내!!!!!아자!!!!!!아자^^"
아.....이세상에 남자를 사랑하게 되다,정말 위험한...그왜오면,때만다 이런 것이지만 나쁜사랑이야...
그 감각을, 난 싫어요....

My friends!!!!COME CHARCOAL EAT!!!aha..NEXT TO FUNAN IT MALL....
환영합니다!!!!!!빨리와요!!!!!!!!!!

I want to be like the rainbow, and shining,cheery like the sunflower!!!!!

2007-06-07T19:56:00.000+08:00

Listening:What Makes You Different-Backstreets Boys

Been ages???that i have blogged right?...Since i am free,i will do so right now..Because next week,i will be having my exams...i will want to meet you guys asap preferably after the exams.

NOW To update my SHINHWAS^^
Chomping on my oregon Farmland potato chips, cause my mouth is so darn itchy^^..i had a bit of seafood udon just now,i cooked it on my own^^...oh..i think i am darn pig..about 3 plus in school today after the Principles of Cooking's practical exam,i relished my portion of chicken piccata with spag..CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW MUCH I CAN EAT!!!aha......
Hmm..i seemed to be eating quite a bit this week...aha..I ate at New york new york yesterday with the brother after school...i knew he was up to no good with that cheeky message,which he decided to have me buy him dinner after shopping at ZARA,he was kinda BANKRUPT..aha..Honestly, THE AMBIENCE was good,maybe a little noisy,price was rather reasonable and their service was "WOW"..

Dy..i am so sorry that day didn't really talk much to you when you chatted with me and nudged me..Frankly speaking,i felt this week didn't go too well..i had practical exams for MIS,bar and restaurant shomanship and of cause restaurant service..

From monday till today...luckily for me,tomorrow i have no school since i presented today for quality service,but i dun know why the heck the thumbdrive couldn't function at the teacher's laptop-_-"we held him up for a while and he kinda corrected me about the million times i blabbered the way "ACTUALLY",he counted it!!!!!but the marks for it wasn't good...I felt...but it was good enough for a "One Person Show"..i had to rush like a train to complete it...

Restaurant showmanship,the teacher really make me went boohoo..that day was the mother's birthday,and i had to get all pretentious to faked my way through when i returned home,really ain't good that day..during the celebration,i wasn't feeling well..in fact,hellout dizzy...The second day,something really unlucky happened too..but "she" was surprised,i wasn't hopping mad at all...,she said if it was her,she would be...AHA..."ask me what happened and i tell you online"quite confidential^^

Wednesday,Bar shomanship was fine,just that i got prompted a few times and i nearly wanted to cut short on the mililitres of juice..luckily he prompted me again..i think i barely scrape through and later in the day was the prac exam for Training restaurant...I was LUCKY NUMBER TWO!!!Wine reccomendation,i felt was fine..but i don't know if he gave me the pass..i was the first to be tested on the wine..then the clearing of six plates,the teacher said although the carrying and clearing all went smoothly,he was concerned with the way i carried all of that,he was afraid that it might hurt other people,kill them-_- and myself..so does that mean i was really lucky at that point to have not make a booboo?????what he said was true,i might have hurt my wrist if i clear that way in a prolong period..
THE LAST STATION,THE CAPTAIN"S ORDER, i completely screwed it up,he said i barely pass but anyway,he is not gonna give me a retest..or else it ain't fair..
Today, first,that presentation make me look like some idiotic helpless lass,then the cooking exam this afternoon,
YAN WANT COOK OUR PICCATA FIRST ALSO CANNOOT MEH,HUH!HUH!HUH!SUDDENLY SHOUT AT MY FRIEND SCARE ME!!!!!!so i think PRACTICALLY for most i haven't done too well...Anyway,it's over,so i think it is pointless brooding over it,i will just work harder on the theory side...

After the exams,i gonna have a week of holiday then after that,i will work in "Charcoal",you guys know right??i told you so^^"
I just wanna update all five of you...because i don't want you guys losing contact with me for too long..not even a week...aha^^See you all real soon..and wish me luck!!ohoh!!OCEAN"S THIRTEEN is out today...aha..i would want to catch it...!!!!

2007-05-19T01:13:00.000+08:00

Listening: 感情线(Effective Line)

언제나 너를 생각할게
처음부터 내가 좋아해????아니오???그렀지???
아픔...아퍼...아프다....너무

This barrier is gonna be hard to tide
Where to head???It is dark and lonely small space

This bottomless pit is real deep
Already sank so deep,Covered with scratches and mud
Which route to escape can she take?

After seeing the light again,probably in time to come,maybe no pits will trapped her
Because twice of falling into pits is already painful, this second time is still very much painful..a lot worst than the first experience
It brought about too much "water droplets"

Trapped and only pure determination on a decision can set her free
HELPING HAND???
NO help does she need..but only HER and HER alone to face it...

2007-05-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

I got gastritis after i got home....T-T"I rubbed oil over my abdomen and now i smell like an old sickly hag..aha...

I am aching all over from the run yesterday,in addition,i feel sick,i wanna gag my throat,but i am too afraid to do that...ah......

Watched spiderman 3 with all of them,so happy^^""
The show was rather fine,a little too long always
My knees always ached after long hours in the cinema...aha...

How are you doing??HUH!HUH!HUH!
No updates,no contact at all...i get worried..

2007-05-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

Listening- 김아중-별

Went to Novena today...Walked about Square two,Velocity,Novena Square...Nothing much..Because i couldn't get anything...
The threesome got their shoes...One even bought two today,what a bumper one!!
I didn't even harvest any stuff..aha..=)

Walked past park mall after returning from the quiet singapore shopping centre
I kept thinking.......................thinking.................................

Ate at pastamania...
I wanna lose weight and be beautiful too
"i am a beautiful girl,a beautiful girl..lalala"i wanna sing and walk on the streets like how KANG HANNA can too...
After watching that show,the thought of becoming plastic kept prompting me...Moreover,i caught it twice...and twice,Tears couldn't be deterred......
Maybe i should go slit up some parts too..and suck out some fats too..AHAHAHA....
AH..............................................I too ugly...........................

난 정말 자신없는사람T-T"

2007-04-22T01:25:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep so i thought i will just make an entry
Went out with the brother today,i promised him a treat so i will fulfil it
WE ate at Manna,i was so damn full!!!
We walked about in town and bump into MR BREAKER and his new girlfriend
He didn't see my wave,was so sad T-T"aha..after that i revenged by teasing him in my text messages=)Saying that his girl had hot legs that made me bled..MUAAHA..

I watched "Wild Hogs"with my siblings sometime ago
I was such a BOOBOO..because i brought them into the WRONG CINEMA...
AHA...worst off,none of them are even 18 yet except me...i brought them next door to "Turistas"
The brother told me at the starting when the music came on,that it was a wrong movie,i was stupid enough to not believe him..LOL..he was silly too to actually believe me..Muahah..I was darn retard and slow to only realise half an hour later...and was wondering to Heavens why didn't Martin Lawrence appear-_-"

The two smallies were shrieking much with laughter and embarassment when they saw the naked ladies...MUAHAHA....I couldn't believe when i told them,it was normal for the movie...
LIKE er..we gonna watch "wild hogs"what has naked ladies got to do in the movie?AHAHA....

The brother did not want to leave...it got gory and i was afraid the sisters might just freak out so i quickly told them to leave after a check..in the end,we caught the show we wanted to watch and it was so FUNNY...ahahaha...The reason why we went to the wrong door is because they had no LABELS!!so cannot actually blame me right?HUH!HUH!HUH!..

Been really busy with school lately so i don't really wanna use the computer
Anyway Damien is always hogging it at night,i thought i wouldn't vie with my little brother since i have no upcoming projects...
MW wrote a couple of emails to me...aha^^she's so sweet...I tool a while to reply her since i dun use the com as often as i did..

I bought a new swimming costume recently and decided i wanna keep fit since i hardly exercise for like ages...AHHHH!!i dun wanna become a hippo!!
I am gonna try to swim more...maybe three times a week...since the school is near the complex...aha...^^"

Anyway...i too lazy to type=)aha^^

2007-04-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

Listening-Shinhwa Winter Story 2006-2007 예쁘잖아

Even after a few years,Some places won't change
Everytime Ri trod up the escalator,Ri always get that feeling,so familiar yet foreign
That bin is still there,but his shadow is no longer casted so magnificently under the afternoon sun,right beside it...
All Ri can see is some strangers puffing their day away..busy workaholics buzzing and pushing their way past me..
Life seemed rather transient

Ri walked through a bed of sunflowers under the breezy wind
In a full white gown,white socks with long silky hair,and smiled sweetly
She saw a stunning figure ahead and ran towards him

He laid alongside her in that yellow,comfortable cushion,admiring the ever blue sky
A rainbow spread across,it was awesome...

He left....
If Ri had allow herself to stop there,maybe she will be even be happier
In a comfortable zone with mere innocence
Life would be so much simpler...

However,in search for him
She allowed herself to venture further
Things got sad and blurrer as she moved on
It is antagonising to be moving on and waiting,hoping to find him again...

I got a swollen lip-_-"
It is kind of itchy and pain..
The brother's snore is enough to kill me,
Today was my first day at school
The TR results wasn't really satisfying...looks like i have toil big time this semester...
I will try my best...
아아아아아!!!!!친리아!!!!!!!!화이팅!!!!!아자아자!!!!뱌사!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

Plugging in: 천상지히-My everything

Went out with the wife today
Had fun^^
We watched the "Mr bean-the holiday"
Was rather funny.aha...^^I rate it 3.4 or 4..
Everytime i am with her,i always want to "poop"LOL..aha
i kept going to the toilet..

Checked out late yesterday..because we all overslept
I didn't finish my vodka but i was the one who slept long-_-"
The two nights with them were really great,if MW was around,it would be more vibrant..
I stole CHARCOAL on the second night after sending Minami off at the airport..
LOL...me and Dy are guilty for it..aha...
I am damn auntie...i always have tons of bag.....four when i check in,i still was stuck with four when i check out..oh..i cut my fringe...Arghhh...look kiddish...
Got approached by sec school kids-_-"i was damn blur to help them...
Damn!!i bought "cao sng" wanton for them..it tasted just horrid...
I really don't like bathing in that toilet,feels weird...
Oh,i ate a lot..DAMN FAT!!!SHIT!!I want go for LIPO...ahahahaha^^

아아아아아아아...
오빠...언제와요??????
사월??오월??유월???
잘지내???

한국에 가고싶은데!!!!!!아아아아아아아아아!!!돈이 없어요!!!'
미친겠어!!!!

2007-03-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

The higher the hope,the greater the disappointment...
i daren't dream too much..because i am so afraid they may never be realise...

The exams will come soon and beverage is the first..SHIT...
Ah,i'll just trymy best..been thinking a lot since yesterday
was pretty happy in school today because things turned out rather well..
but was dampened after i couldn't meet my clique.-_-"nbm^^

WHY I THINK SO MUCH?I don't want to..
I have so much nuisance cluttering about in my head..some ain't even important and yet they bother me-_-"

Got disturbed weirdly by some secondary school kid, when me,bel and rian went to have dinner today,THE little guy apparently couldn't keep his stare off me while he and his friends came walking down the street,they were struggling hard to get my attention because i wasn't look at their direction.. andwhen i finally did, i returned a frown at him for being funny in the middle of the street.He got defensive and went "Oh,you look like a friend of mine"-_-" i walked away in ignorance and disgust...

I dislike people saying i look like some other people..-_-"
Why?i have my own look,even if you want to say resemblance..the most possibilities are my blood relations and not some other strangers..-__-"

2007-03-05T02:13:00.000+08:00

Seducing Mr Perfect was a good movie^^
Daniel Henney is really good-looking,but if his fringe was combed down,he would be even more stunning..
Watched it with Hs and JJ at Cathay..their cinema is really comfortable,in comparison with bishan's,it is a HEAVEN...I absolutely boycott Bishan's cinemas..

I bought a hanky at Daiso,i love to use hankies,seemed so vintage and traditional
But it is so beautiful,maybe a speck of dirt on it will make my heart ache..
I used to have many hankies when i was a kid,The Mother must have thrown them all away
because i couldn't find any at homeT-T"

The washing at school was really fun,i feel..like a class bonding^^
Although i got hurt quite a bit,i didn't realise until i got home
The after effects started to surface..Got quite a small deep cut on my left thumb..
I was too careless and blur to notice it until the body soap got in and i was hollering about in the shower..
Got a internal bruise on my right elbow, i didn't notice until i lean against the table and it HURT.
The small lump has subsided today..
Oh,the roti prata was like SHIT..
Oh,and i EFFING fell down dramaticly,with both knees in sort of some proposal.. in front of some of the class people and some DCS students which was really AWW..SOME!!!!-_-"

Brought the two little cutie darlings out on saturday
I suddenly felt so old..we are like six to seven years apart but i could get on so well with them..and i honestly love that feeling so much
Two of them,i realise have grown...WOW..we had fun walking about town..i like poking bel in the stomach with my umbrella...my way of teasing her^^because she has an awfully adorable potted belly..LOL...
Rian managed to persuade me to take neoprint because i was so reluctant,i haven't taken it for like three years or two...two of them were quarrelling in a cute intimate manner that made me glee in silence^^"

I was so desperate to find my socks..but it is so hard to find..ah!

Today..er..sunday..i went out on my own
i went to walk around raffles city shopping mall,citylink,marina square,suntec..
Felt kind of loss.too big,walking aimlessly along the crowd..so foreign
Seriously,i am quite a loner..AHAHA..weird..like what he said so...LOL.....
I don't really like to bother people to go out with me besides you guys are busy..

I walked past park mall and i couldn't stop myself from not looking at it...
I cannot help but feel a sense of nostalgia...it feels like yesterday that i was squatting in front of the elevator,crumbing down at a small corner in mylarge bball jersey cladded in slippers,waiting for the lift to chime ONE...waiting patiently...for Mr red to appear..AHA..
It seemed near yet so far...just like a map and the real distance to travel for a person

I had the urge to walk back there,because i stood at the stairways for a while before i made a turn towards Plaza..then i thought,i cannot relive the past,even if i walk there,i will be waiting for nothing...nothing will come out of it..right?right?...

WAE!!!WAE!!!WAE!!!
Geu ri eum do,andwaegessjyo...geu wae o myeon i seemed to have not let go..even if verbally i meant so....

Da shi misoeun???jo geum,ani,daedanhi himdeulgeoya..
Geu So nyeoneun eolgeuleul haengbok dalmaseo,ha ji man geu nyeoneun maeume mani appeuge.

2007-03-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

It was hilarious during the "FOODS" test today,everyone practically cheated!!
SO OBVIOUS!!ERHEM!n_n"
The trainers obviously closed one eye and was weirdly really lenient-_-"too lenient..
However,one had a Black face,i felt...
Rushed over the project...finally finished
At least for now, i can be lax for a while before i get my toes tapping
No more tests or projects,i can finally slow down and catch my breath a bit before the "BIG THING"comes by...
The gastrics torture me the whole day at school today..and i was really so cold..my nose so runny..AH..HWAITTING!!!CHINLI!HWAITTING!!

Yesterday was the sister's birthday
We had a sumptous feast of about 10 courses..WOW! and it was really cheap and worthwhile
I must be FAT..LOL...
It was 258 bucks^^"with prawns,fish,crab,scallops,two veggie
Was so glad to see the sister's smile, she is already 13
I feel so old already!T-T"i will be 19 in october..T-T"

I got the flu!!
Must be the weather!so cold!i am so afraid,i don't like the chilly feeling
It is getting colder and always raining...

Oh,do i look rich??why people like to borrow money from me? and am i nice to talk to whenever you guys feel bored or drunk in wee hours of the morning??aha^^"if it is,i don't mind being a companion..as for monetary terms,i'll do my best to do what i can...

Is it weird that i have no boyfriend?why do people think it is?
I am shitty and not good anywhere,it is not surprising i am not attached

I was so affected by Ella that i nearly wanted to zipped off my hair and was so tempted to be a "Bung"but i won't because i know i do not have what it takes..-_-"

I don't go looking for one,i am just waiting,hoping the right one to come by
The one that can make me sway like the beautiful sunflowers and daisies in the hills..
I will be those sunflowers and that person,my light,windy breeze^^"
But now,i just want plasters...이제 내 마음에 아직 아프다
나의 왕자님 어제 왔어요??난 몰라요...

But funnily,unknowingly, i have absolute fetish or attraction to boys or girls with small eyes,slightly protruding nose, i just like it,so adorable..^^"They just catch my attention..

Ah..i am so lethargic..뱌싸!!!화이팅!!
아....잠.....김준씨....진짜 나쁜넘 냐!!!so rude!

2007-02-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

I just ran yesterday
I started off really fast
I haven't run like centuries..oh my..My timing was i felt not good!of cause since i wasn't at all consistent,Darn long hours!stupid BB,No stadium there!!!

MY EVERYWHERE HURTS BADLY NOW!!!!!I want SALONPAS or Yoko yoko??
The lactic acid sure build up speedily!!!ARGHH!!
Have to admit i am OLD!!!I am will trun 19 this year,and i am whining like a poor dog already..

I only know i have one aim now
SHED WEIGHT!!!
I AM SO FAT FAT FAT!!ARGHH!!!
There are just too many slim girls around and they make me feel "BLAM"

MY DOUBLE CHIN MIGHT JUST JUT OUT REAL SOON!!ARGHH!!!
I AM SO AFRAID I CANNOT SQUEEZE into MY CLOTHES ANYMORE!!T-T"

I always wear loose fit and i am kind of slow in reaction all the time, so i think i might have bloated earlier and it foolishly took me until now to realise i actually STRETCH!!like erherm..SIDEWAYS...-__-"The chinese new year have gotten me all fatten up,i feel like a female COW..No HIPPO...NOW!!!

Arghh!!I am aching all over,feeling like a miserable 80 year old ugly stout plump hag!
School is still tiring to me but Blah...i just try my best...
Tons of stuff to brood over..but i will just take one at a time...^^"
I just wanna climb right up to bed and snooze till i am satisfied..

Tiefang said my eyebags were BAD..ARGHH!!okok..i sound like a ERR..BIMBO!
Why the hell is My training officer always so sneaky and fickle,glibbish with his words..It kind of scare me...He is full of praises and he kept hurling them at me and he seemed to be so sharp while i am like just BLUR...he seemed sarcastic..does not mean what he says..i feel...LOL..

Played heart attack today with Yan, Su zhan, esther and shangpei today
I always lose in games..T-T"
I got much punishment too!!ah!

TIRED!

2007-02-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hooked on Hana Kimi, the 14th episode is taking ages to be uploaded-_-"

I AM BALLOONING!!!!ARGHH!!!HAVEN"T EXERCISE IN LIKE DECADES 0_0"

Met up with Dy and Jaki today, i could not stop complaining i was going sideways and everywhere,they nearly DIEDED!!

I have so many things i want to buy and many movies i want to watch,but i just owe too many people pieces of "YUSOF ISHAK"..T-T"

So pathetic!!

Oh my word,sorry Rei,Taekyung says he does not know you

I still talk about you ocassionally..오빠, 잘지냈지???

2007-02-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

My voice can make a man fall in love with me on the phone???
My husband will not have much problems with me???
His tongue is so glib
On the contrary,I feel my voice was kind of too high,kiddish and sound rather irritating...

I am Headwaiter today
I went mad..kind of..because everything is just not there..the napkins
And he took my assistant away-_-"
The food was horrid,especially the appetiser
I dislike bossing people around,i am so afraid they might hate me for it BIG TIME..

Today is The Valentine's day
Many people carry flowers around,selling about
Flowers are beautiful,but they are not long-lasting
Roses,are they nice?romantic?why do some girls get so happy over it??But looking at their happy,shy faces kind of make me feel joyous for them..

However
I feel it is such a norm and roses give me the jeepies...sometimes they don't smell good too..-_-"SUNFLOWERS are the nice ones^^

There are happy people around but also sad ones too
I've seen bad and good stuffs today
People crying,people smiling as sweet as a young child

Why am i so ignorant of so many things?People just get it,i take ages to!!
Why am i so blur?I PISSED the BROTHER AND MOTHER OFF THE OTHER DAY because i didn't know they were talking to me..The BROTHER said"i felt like i am talking to the WALL"
I was looking in Daniel's direction,but staring into blank space,while he rattled his head off asking how i was..
People when you all talked to me please call my name or get my attention..
I maybe looking your way but my mind is sidetracking
I can walk past my mum on the street and not see her..OH GEE..

WHY THE HECK AM I SO WEIRD?ARGH

2007-02-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

Oh my word, Taekyung really looks like Rain
I was just the the table next to him at lunch and i miss it,anyway i won't approach him also-_-"
He was with Sang yeon at the table, and when they left,i got up to ask Su zhan and he gave the nod,that was when i grasped 0_0"
Rei just talked to me about him yesterday online,and it must be so much of a fate,co-incidence to bang into him,just nice for him to keep intouch with her,because i was looking for him all the while,i wouldn't have known until Su zhan talked to me about him...

I AM SO TIRED
VERY TIRED
I can eat better now
BUT I CAN HARDLY GET ENOUGH REST
FEW WEEKS BACK,I JUST CANNOT SLEEP!
I GOT SHOT AT AFTER BEING AWAKEN for giving ATTITUDE at the table,
THE PABO BROTHER WOKE ME BY KICKING MY BUTT-__-"
THE MOTHER NAGGED,THE -GREAT GRANNY NAGGED
WHAT???I JUST DON"T WANT TALK..I AM SO DIZZY AND DROWSY TO EVEN EFFING CONCENTRATE!!!

KILL ME BETTER!!!!Jianyi!!I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING SUDDENLY!
SO MUCH WORK!SO MUCH LOAD!SO HEAVY-HEARTED...PAPER TALK!!!!...blah..blah...
AH!!!"MAI KONG JIAO WAE!!!"

WHY THE HECK MUST LADIES BE EDUCATED!!!!I would love to be a nice housewife looking after my family then come out into this cruel,realistic society!
YOU CAN EFFING SAY I AM A ESCAPIST!because i may seemed like i am ESCAPING but i am getting nowhere...i don't even know where i can hide?I SUCKS AT ACTING!T-T"

CRAZY people staring at me in the subway,A mad man trying to pester me when i was about to cross the road,HELL!he wanted to follow me and couldn't keep that "sheepish,psychotic smile" from me!!!When i was out from the supermarket,he stood right across the damn road and waited!i was so FREAKED OUT,that i warned my siblings to walk faster...

TOUGH SHIT!!!
친구야!!!!!힘내!!!화이팅!!!영원히행복하기...미소은!!!
Don't be like me!!!!아러???

요금 매일은 나 너무피곤해....T-T"
심심해......마음슬퍼서....들...아니...셋사람 난 떠나요, 아직 이렇게 옷어요???힘들어!!!!

2007-02-04T11:39:00.000+08:00

Friday

Mr Foo let us off earlier,it was nice of him
He said we were actually behind them,but we were all really restless during his lessons
I was the devil that day,but i had an intention of an angel's
Aha,i brought Poker cards but in the end,it got the classmates playing Blackjack
They played with money..aha..i played a few rounds and decided to stop
I never liked gambling,because i always lose..aha..not healthy too^^
I wanted to do fortune-telling.
It was a miracle that day,Yan told Esther to buy 4-d since we went out to eat
I got the diahoerra after eating vegetable rice-_-"
He was nice to gave me a badge that day^^Thank you so much
I like rainbows a lot..

After school,was roaming about West mall for a while
Then after that,i went to find my SHINHWAS^^
They were so sweet, but felt so bad,they were all waiting for me
We had steamboat..was yummy,had the prawns,crabmeat,fish,meatballs,fishballs..and the list goes^^

I was so bloated with all the stuffing of the ("sumiwako"i claimed,the "kosui"they claimed),they funny,cute looking cake they made,seriously they ain't bad for starters,just that everything was too rich and chocolatey,so after a while of eating,we all felt sick!!
We had a NOT SWEET watermelon since HS cracked one at the supermarket and made a run for it,she just grab one anyhow..LOL
The "chinchow"was nice and refreshing though i didn't finish^^
Too much food already!!
MW gave each of us flavoured straws,it was really unique,never seen before,but i seriously dislike the sweetness when drunk with milk..Yuck!i don't like sweet stuffs.

We were chatting so much
Making an awful,high-low mixture of noises
DY and MW was the noisiest
I was rather noisy too
I got beaten a couple of times by DY,she always hit so HARD!!
We added udon too,it was nice^^
MW,farewell to you,you must HWAITTING in Australia!!^^
I want to send you off on wednesday,but i end so late..ARGHH!!
It's sad,can you please don't leave?
Aha,i cannot be selfish,but i really hate the feeling of people leaving and going away
Left at 11 plus..

Saturday(yesterday)

Woke him in the morning
He is not so much of a Pig,easy to wake
Had practical today
Learnt how to fold Napkins,so many..^^aha
Yea,so i paid 12,000 plus to actually fold napkins..aha^^"
Zin released us really early...so nice
I went to town alone first since the rest wanted to go Laselle for the openhouse
Was so bored..roaming about here and there
So after that i parked myself at a corner near the Mrt station
Was about to dozed off,RIC came knocking on my head..
Got a shock,i was so tired because i haven't been sleeping,eating well at all
While we roaming about after eating chicken rice at Fareast,which was not nice!I BRING YOU GUYS TO COMMONWEALTH WHEN I FREE !!I know i said two years ago until now haven't fulfilled,SORRY!but find one day when all are available,i will sure bring^^

I was struggling so hard to stay awake
My eyes just wanted to shut itself even i was walking,my friends were all shouting for me to "WAKE UP"LOL..
Hitting,slapping me was no use^^

When we went to Kinokuniya,i decided to once again parked myself at a deserted corner to snooze
But AHAHAHA,i just sat down and not for long, had the intention to shut my tired,panda eyes THEN this PABO man came walking past my slumbered ugly figure leaning against the bookshelves,he seriously stared at me continously,i was so embarassed..I quickly saved myself from the embarassment,got up and grab a korean cooking book at the nearest shelf and placed it so close to my face.

They decided to go K box
I was so happy because i think i can get some sleep there since there was like eh..a SOFA!!
But it was seriously to noisy to sleepT-T"
They kept singing "Rising SUN",luckily i didn't sleep, or they would be singing"WAKE UP"into my ears..
He called me at the right time
Because i didn't know how to sing the songs my friends chose
so i excuse myself to talk to him

Hai.it is nice talking to all of you since i cannot sleep or eat well these few days
I got to know additional info from HS yesterday,thank you for saying that
Just too bad

爱"mei"让人受尽委屈
何时该前进，何时该放弃...

知道等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局，把遗憾的美丽停在这里
I need time..
I am so tired
I know you guys will know what i meant and thanks so much for all the advice!!!

Take care and God bless!!!

2007-01-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

Awfully cold
I don't like the cold
Externally and even internally
I yearn for something, something warm
Coldness is still, so hard
I don't like this feeling
So painful..

Stood along the school compound
Watched the sun slowly set
The clock ticked by every single minute
I tip-toed,balanced my meagre frame along the pathway
just like a childish imp
My shadow was my only companion

Glancing at every single car that passed by
None was the one i was waiting for
Watching all the leaves,trees,bushes swayed slowly in accompaniment to the uncertain breezy wind
That sorrowful tune that was played seemed to echoed all around
I felt faint,tired,sleepy

미안해요,정말 미안해요,그리고 사랑해요
난 잘신 없는 사람이야
너무 보고싶어서 하지만 이제와서 난 널 단념하다
동안내내 넌 대단히 생각해, 힘들어...
내 마음에 진짜 아파요,
어떠께 웃어요??

You must be happy!!must!
You always have my support!!!

2007-01-28T11:50:00.000+08:00

Learnt how to fold the tablcloth yesterday and got everything set up in about 90secs
Didn't realise that there was so much even to setting of tables in the restaurant^^
Honestly,Practical is kind of fun and my teacher is a hilarious fellow
This semester i will be supervise under him at HORIZONS,ah!!!i see bad days ahead
He is already a devil in disguise,what will he be in future???

Went to meet min for lunch
We ate at sakae,was so full!!!I had two plates of tofu because i just simply love their tofu
The cold soba was yummy too...the soft shell crab was also good^^
Oh,damn,i must have been to engrossed with the food,because i didn't take any pictures,I used
to take every food i eat.She and I talked about many stuff
That poor girl was suffering from some defiecency in something or allergy..

No matter how many times i try to garner my courage to ask that question
I failed miserably
It is so difficult
I think about it so deeply recently
Was i foolish to have waited?
I don't think i was, but my cowardice had definitely make things hard for me to bear
If i let go??can I??It's been 2 years...I want to try...
But strangely my heart and mind don't seemed to want walk a step away
I see days ahead will be so hard..too far apart
Do you not realise that affection??
It's sad

2007-01-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

If i were a lady of courage like a leaping tiger
I won't be pondering so hard
Sleeping so late

I am just a normal,plain girl
Who is not pretty or sexy
plump,impish and short
No model legs,alluring figure
Conservative and family bound i am
Neither am i as happening as the brother
I dislike too much rave,i don't like crowd,too HUGE especially
I don't like to be pushed around in a pool of tall trees on the street
Those people,most are giants..
I dislike those sharp heels and heavy shoes stamping on my foot!
It hurts,really hurt!
Such a character in comparison
I am but nothing compared to who she is
What am i?
Maybe just a laughing stock..aha..aha..aha...

So difficult to get the courage!
Read a friend's blog^^
So i decided to blog
A lovelorn he is^^HWAITTING K!=)You have my support!Be strong!!!
Do not drown your sorrows
It is just temporary
when awaken,reality is back^^

School kind of tire me out
The ride on the mrt is so boring,i have no one for company
I cannot take bus,i get sick easily-_-"
Everyday's so long
But this path i chose it
although many people suspect i can't make it big
Because i look so small,naive,innocent,BIG TIME BLUR
But i will still try my best
Life is full of failures
I fall,I learn..Even if i were to wallow,i am going to try pick myself up too!
CHINLI SSI!!BYASSA!HWAITTING!
My friends,you guys!also jia you k!
Come what may,you will always have my utmost support^^

I wanna giggle everyday
Smile and be positive
At times, Laugh at nothing
like some mad crank
just to keep myself going on...
Things are so harsh and sad already
i am not going to make myself more miserable

Even if my smile is just a facade behind a timid and plain self
I would hate to see you guys upset too
So do try to cheer up when you are down so that i will too
We are friends,so we BUILD EACH OTHER UP!

Mummy and Daddy..haish..
I am helpless..

My wish...wish..that genuine,sparkling laughter that i have lost

2007-01-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

매일 넌 사랑해요
Everyday I Love You

I don't know but i believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that i learn something new
Everyday I love you

Cause I believe that destiny are out of our control
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

It's a touch when i feel bad
It's a smile when i get mad
All the little things i am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you

Cause I believe that destiny is out of our control
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If i asked,would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that i am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
EVERYDAY I LOVE YOU

이것 노래가 난 너무종아해
매일 그는 정말 보고싶다
진짜힘들!!!울고싶다!!

나 용기를 돋우다 대단히 어렵다!!!
"난, 진짜좋아해,사랑해???"제발!! 응답하다...T-T"나 진짜 모르겠어
지금 한사람이 너 여기 기다리고있어^^

2007-01-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

Plugging in: 신화-Vol.7-열병(Crazy)

I went back to school yesterday with all my friends
It was the Secondary one CCA fair in the new school
Minwoo was pretty mad at me yesterday for calling her a bi***
because she was so idiotic to have not answered my calls!aha

The new school does looked a little like a Girl's home
I thought i might have felt a tinge of belonging there
Sadly,i did not.Maybe the feeling is lost,my last year in Lorong ah soo was in 2004,which is 3 years ago.Then it shifted to Serangoon.The atmosphere is different,weird people,faces.
Everything is new,Paints,dust everywhere..the school is still in the midst of construction and it is really big.But i feel rather stuffy..

I only had a bit of feeling of belonging when the choir sang and my juniors marching to their slow song.

Played soccer with the brother today,he tripped over my legs n fell,i fell too...LOL!!I fell like a ball,because i ran too fast,with a jerk,i fell with a soft thud,rolling like a pin across the grass!!LOL^^
I got slight scratches,itching all over because of the soil, substaining an injured toe
I stretched my thigh today too,it is SOOoooOOO painful..AwwWW!
Sounds like a harsh ordeal,but i kinda enjoyed it!My mum always complained why do i have bruises around my knees?it is so unbecoming and ugly for a girl..AHA!-_-"

Received a letter,i did not get that feeling like i usually do
I felt weird at first,my siblings were kinda shocked with my unexpected look
I look confused and blur,not excited at all
The letter was from Jang Gyu Obba!was so glad to receive his letter
He was so sweet to write to me^^
I was seriously a little disappointedT-T"

Are you having lotsa fun???No news of you at all

No replies at all..aha..aha..aha...aha

I am going to start school soon!may not have so much time to blog or come online.
Keep in contact with me okay?^^
Take care and god bless all of you

2007-01-05T03:08:00.000+08:00

Plugging in: Se7en-So long True Love-문신(Tattoo)

I like this song
He sounds so sad in the song
The lyrics is sad too T-T"

Went to Jinnie's School today to accompany her
I attended lecture with her
I didn't dare to lose my focus and calculation of bus stops as soon as i boarded the bus.
Because i am an awful "streets and roads" idiot
Kept my eyes stucked on the scenery that scanned past, counting every single bus stop that passed me by.

Was lucky the bus 81 ride didn't get me naseous and sick,because the kind,tactful uncle manoeuvered and controlled the bus really well
After the hot,long wait at the bus stop for 15 ,was squinting my eyes so badly to look at the numbers on the bus that were approaching.

15 FINALLY arrived and that bus looked like it was rushing to Mars or something,it sped off like a bulldozer,vibrating violently and turning abruptly at each junctions.I was sitting on the outside,a few turns had me nearly falling off the seat,luckily, i hooked my legs,pressing them tightly against the seat to regained my balance..aha^^If not, i would have been a major laughing stock.

Jinnie met me at the entrance and we went to eat together,we had chicken lasagne at the IT school!I got a tummy upset!rushing to the toilet straight after the meal.
SSHH!!!THE LASAGNE IS POISONOUS!!!But Jinnie was fine-_-"

She headed for lesson,and i was left loitering like a lost sheep in her school.So i thought i will just take a few minutes tour round her school,i took a few pictures too.Sitting at the "BIg mushroom",going to the Design school,Business school.
The school is really big,i am going so green!because MY SCHOOL's EVERY FLOOR IS probably just one-third or Half of the IT CANTEEN,which is so MINUTE,TINY!!!And even though that lasagne got me the runs,their food still taste better than the coffeeshop a distance from my school T-T"

After that i attended her CA lecture with her,Met"Jade dragon"according to what Jinnie calls him who feels he resembled Eun Hyuk of SUJU,maybe?i don't know,but his side view does look like a korean=).At Jinnie's last lesson,He was in with her too,Jinnie told me to look at him through the door,and that fellow suddenly decided to get up,i stared at him and he stared back at us,that moment was so embarassing,because he couldn't stop looking at us after Jinnie's rattling about him the whole day.

We went to TM after that,i didn't managed to find anything suitable for my friend T-T"
So we decided to hit town,another futile trip.We had tea break at Wang jiao!
They can actually get THE "A"for hygiene?
and BRAZENLY paste the "BIG A" visibly seen by all patrons!
I SAW WITH MY EYES A NYMPH SCURRYING HURRILY UNDER THE SEATS OF THE COFFEE TABLES,Jinnie gave me the "yuck" face after i told her so.I was shunning it in case it decided to make its way into my shoes.
When we had our value meal there,i posed Jinnie a question,asking her "Why were their eggs so big?"and she answered in a sort of funny manner"she said:"maybe they are not Chicken's eggs"That kinda freaked me out..aha^^

We caught a small clip of "The Host"outside the Cd shop in PS
Instead of being fearful,we were actually kinda laughing or controlling our giggles,AHA!we both are really sadistic!but seriously,this action movie looks nice,seemed a bit like Godzilla...

Got a ride home by Jinnie's uncle
Thanks=)

These past few days,i am always out shopping or watching movies with my clique,we watched Death note 2 on Wednesday,So sad,why must L die?WHY!WHY!WHY!HUH!HUH!HUH!

I am so bored,and i can't sleep
seemed like the insomia is back and the tummy is giving me troubles
maybe because it is common for a girl who awfully love onions^^
aha=)

I will start school soon,i have not much time to look at the night sky once the busy days approaches

I look up at the night sky,where has the star that i longed to see or who promised to be watching me went?Or is it too preoccupied and busy standing along its star companions that it has forget that i am always looking out for it?

Is the weather too hot or misty or foggy which explains its disappearance.
At times, it reappears suddenly and shines,twinkles back at me,it makes me really happy
It seemed fickle or maybe it is really the WEATHER which is the cause
Why do my cries for it at times are not answered?.......................

2006-12-29T02:24:00.000+08:00

Listening: DBSK-You Only Love

I am awfully crazy for thinking so much
The friends are a dear but I can be such a tear to them.
For the confidence that i really lacked
Courage is really easy to spell but difficult to garner or pluck
My head hurts from all that thinking,it seemed like it is gonna split

Can i spin round and round and round?
So that my thoughts might just spin off,and i get nauseous and collapse to the floor.

Maybe i should just build a "Merry-go-round" in my home
and go on it just like when i was a little girl playing in the playground.

The spinning experience of a little kid is not so painful and full of doubt, It is sweet and enjoyable.
Being a little girl is GREAT,at least I needn't fret over this
I am too young and simple to think of it.
A wild little monkey was I
had already now evolve into a timid little mouse.
How piteous,awful,pathetic!T-T"

It would be tiring and boring for me to spin it alone now that i am older
One-sided is always tedious
Will a second party help make my "Merry-go-round" experience a happy one again?Just like the sweet ride i had when i was a toddler.
Maybe someone can help me
Will someone help?
Will that someone get what i mean?

Probably not,i sound cranky and nonsensical
I reckon i may not know what i am spouting also
I am a LUNATIC!
AH!HELP!!!

2006-12-25T02:26:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!WEeeeHooOWeeE!

Apparently i had to do major clean up before my special personal guests arrive today(dec24)
I started being a "Maria" on the 23th,I said MAJOR meaning major...because the brother was obviously way too manly......His sleeping habits and hygiene is what he claimed that is clean.BUT!OH MY GOODNESS!That is clean?i wondered how he actually can sleep in such a stuffy,dusty and man's perspiration and sweat circulating that small room area!oh my!-_-"
No doubt that stunky little room had to be clean...how on earth am i gonna welcome my guest and let them sleep in the room that is of such a dire strait!...^^

And that @#$%%...LOL....kidding"...actually brought his friend home that night for a sleepover.....WOW!he's so 'GOOD"to me man!i didn't change the bedsheet in the end..anyway,NOT ENOUGH BEDSHEETS and the brother's friend wouldn't mind that odour anyway..LOL....

i cleaned up,was really beat....but weirdly,i couldn't get to sleep,it is not because i was too excited but i don't know..ahha....

i was messing around by doing paper art...cutting and slicing out stars and putting glitters on them,but it turned out to be a total turn-off and an awful created mess,looked like it was gonna take ten donkeys years to dry so i dropped the idea,ANYWAY,my stars look so fugly...ahha^^i started a new idea of writing on a transparency but i didn't have the stupid super glue so i gave up the idea again.

At times,it is quite annoying if you wanna do some thing but you don't have the necessaties...Felt like a cook that couldn't fix dinner because she hadn't got the correct ingredients...^^"

Yea....Christmas eve^^Dy's birthday
Dad whipped up a meal for us but a pity,Mw could not join us....because she had a party at her relatives...LOL....It was really sumptous with brandied prawns,garlic stir-fried brocolli,steamed fish,old cucumber soup,little porkie balls,sweet and sour pork,chicken wings.....A lot right.....was helloutta bloated...all of us.....We polished the table to quite a clean extent^^Mouth watering huh?..cannot emphasis more on the ingredients to make you drool more....hehe...evil***it is trade secret..heh...

We had two cakes today^^One was Dy's chocolate cake from Prima and the other a log cake for Christmas.Had champagne,play childhood games,laughed together,I feel so happy with them...so nice.....Want to thank my parents and my goddaddy who made my this year christmas a Happy one too^^...Thank the sisters who are so co-operative and constantly helping me....

We are a funny lot because we kinda miss the countdown a bit...LOL.....a bit lagged...after 12 then say MERRY XMAS....-_-" ^^
I losy my yellow cricket lighter at my home 5th floor carpark when we counted down,one of my prized possessions,i like to collect cute lighters....aha...weird???Maybe^^

I am really tired.....ahha....feel like sleeping already..i really enjoyed my self today but i hope i was a good host,i want the best for my friends,my guests^^....

To All...MERRY XMAS!!may all your wishes come true and a brand new start with all smiles each single day!Stay positive..My friends^^

2006-12-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,i brought hs and dy and jj for interview!!!These three pabos forgot their ic-_-"
I and Mw went to The adelphi and got mw's laptop fixed.It is my first time there,
i really wondered how the heck did this building survive!!!it hardly have any business...
Hs,Mw and me couldn't stop yakking in the china accent yesterday,we were having so much fun that it got Dy and JJ irritated...LOL......The four of them got comics and i didn't..BOOHOO!!!!

^^Now i am using the laptop that the father set up for me to blog.
The father said it was strictly for home use because he's got a muddleheaded daughter who always lose things-_-"
I can watched all my videos in peace now^^
Without having the Brother hogging the pc for dota or audition or the sister's for Habbo or Maple-_-"

The weather is so bad these two days
It is so cold and i hate getting my legs wet so i figured i should stay at home.
My piggy is getting skinnier anyway due to the frequent gatherings with my Clique^^ or treating my siblings to meals...
I wanted to snooze longer but the damn flu got me awaken today.
The nose keeps running!!!ARGHhh!!!
I wanna go christmas shopping!but I HAVE NO MONEY!!!!

I am so famished now
I want eat something!LOL^^
Take care!!!

2006-12-11T11:13:00.000+08:00

Exams are over^^
I started my first day at Trader's hotel on saturday.
The first day came as a shock to me luckily,i brought all the necessary stuff.
I went thinking that i had an interview,in the end,i got to start work straight away.-_-"
Everyone thought i was not a local-_-.They thought i was from japan or some other funny countries.-_-"
The food at the staff canteen is nice also compare to the previous hotel i worked in^^
Still got ice cream to eat(but i never eat).LOL...Their banquet uni is white-biegey in colour.The first day i worked for half a day somemore!My arms ache so badly.because i was doing cocktail reception,holding the trays were no mean feat.It was really heavy even with three drinks on top,luckily we could use two hands^^Nevertheless,i was so worn out,the next day,woke up with aches and pain everywhere.aha^^Toning of muscles sure help get rid of fleshy fats^^A lady who helped the captain yesterday was kinda breathing down every waiter and waitresses neck....SHE EVEN TOLD ME NOT TO BE A MODEL AND STAND THERE...LOL...it is my first time doing buffet dinner......-__-"But i understand now,i get paid to work,and constantly have to be on the move even when there's seems to be nothing to do.....LOL.....but her sarcastic smile seems to still bother me a bit,quite disturbed by it!Hai,hotel sure have such cases...i must HWAITTING!!!AJA!AJA!I made a friend called Rachel or Lena or Rachelena,she is a nice girl,a year older than me^^There are many myamamese working in Trader's also,there is one who is very nice,he is 29 but WOW,he doesn't look that age at all....

Yesterday was my second day at work, i worked for six hours^^from five to eleven.
The part of going to the hotel alone was not a great start...because I DAMN drop off at the wrong stop and had to walk a little.The 174 was really crowded yesterday,it was an express bus and sunday-weekend..that's why.The rain had just stop,and walking means splashing of water onto my legs!I HATE IT!LOL^^Got reprimanded by the Head yesterday,he was getting red and hotter when he scolded irresponsible workers and hope we will not repeat the offence of going back on our word and not reporting for work.Tons of Malay at the hotel too,even the indians speak malay,i was like in "Geylang serai"and i cannot understand their language,and what the hell is "BERDOL??"

Yesterday,i was under this Malay guy called..I DUN KNOW HIS NAME!LOL^^cannot remeber,Khai or something,I ended up calling him AC Milan yesterday.LOL^^he is nice...yesterday i had to do serving,to help him,we were in charge of four tables...everything was kinda fine except got once, my arms ache when the steamed garoupa had to be served and i spilled a bit onto the table.-_-"was a bit embarassed.The guest all so nice,offered to help me whenever i served them,they even helped me stack the plates and bowl when i cleared for them...so sweet!!!!That joker kept calling me "Forentina"-_-"he is craze for italian league.

One table was seated with mostly teens and when i came about most of the time,the little boy there would say"Kor!ni wei she me yi zhi kan ta"....I was Eer.......while i served the food,i felt uncomfortable because they kept smiling and laughing at me-_-"That guy wanted more orange juice but he seemed to shy to ask me for it,so he got his little brother to help him-_-"and when i couldn't hear him well,i shot him a blurred look,he and his brother started giggling.I wasn't in charge of beverage!THAT GUY WHO SUPPOSE TO BE DOING BEVERAGE AT MY TABLE IS SLEEPING!!!everything was hectic yesterday.Ac Milan told me to go to collect dessert with him,in the end,i got scolding from the captain,he said i was not suppose to be there....AC milan said he was sorry,i laughed and he tapped me on the shoulder and told me to go back first.everyone was on their toes yesterday because we were really busy and short of staff,EVEN THE CAPTAIN and THOSE IN CHARGE HAD TO DO SERVING!!!!

Mr David was really funny,he came out with one tray of the food for a few tables while i was running into the kitchen to actually collect from him, and when i saw him,i went "OOH!"changed my direction and headed for the door!He laughed and the AC Milan's friend who did stewarding giggled at my stupidity..-__-"

After work,at 11pm,i scooted off to change,MY GOODNESS!those girls were really liberal,they stripped in the lady's dressing room,i was like going pink,i mean how can they be so liberal....I wore my shirt in the uniform,so i could just take it off immediately at the uniform return basket.When i took off my uni,there was this indian housekeeper who cannot kept his stare off me,when i finally took it off,He gave me a smile that send shivers down my spine-_-"

That darned 174 doesn't go back to Orchard so i walked all the way back,it was a pretty long walk,luckily,this time i was smart enough not to lose my way^^"

I am gonna work again on tuesday(tomorrow),it is gonna be a long day again^^AJA!AJA!HWAITTING!I am "OFF"today^^

My friends^^how are you guys????^^Enjoying???^^

2006-11-30T15:44:00.000+08:00

Listening:Shining Friends-2R

^^I like this song
Hmm.....I have exams next week from monday to friday
after that..HOLIDAYS!!!!!ONE MONTH!!!!!^^
Hmm...but i have tons to study!ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!

The brother was admitted to hospital yesterday for a while
He got rushed into A and E after his friends called the ambulnace at the chalet
I was trapped in school with that whatever "big shot"
Who wants BIG HUMONGOUS changes in my school,which i felt is rather redundant
and it's gonna affect my BATCH!
Even if he wants it,he seemed to be unable to persuade the school,
Everyone seemed to be turning against him,everyone signs that petition-_-"
His massive operation in aid to help the school earned more revenue is selfish
and he seems to be changing the tradition of the hospitality industry-_-"

I got many missed calls from home,i didn't catch it as my phone was on silent mode
My sister used Ooma's handphone and messaged me asking me where i was.....
Upon reading the brother's reply after my message for him to take care and not go too wild,
I began to feel uneasy and something was definitely amiss!!!!!

The brother had apparently fell off the stairs and needed to stitch his head
MY GOODNESS!he scared the hell out of me in school yesterday,My expression changed drastically upon hearing my mum on the phone...
I was in tears....POOR GUY!My heart kinda hurt badly...The brother is very very close to me.....
I was trying to force back my tears but i must have look stupid with a pouted face.....ARGHHH!!!damn!!!!!WHY DO I CRY SO EASILY!!!!!T-T"

The brother was hell out of a TOUGHNUT though!!!that's my brother^^
He could still joke with the DOC AND PARAMEDICS-_-"STUPID RASCAL!!ahha^^
He had to be under "surveiliance"from THE FAMILY,The father wanted him back no matter what ,although that stubborn bull wanted to head back to the chalet after the stitches got done....He was home sleeping like a dead log,looking so pale and ghostly,after losing much blood....
BETTER MAKE HIM PIG ORGAN"S SOUP!!!HEHEHEHE...kekeke....he hates that!!LOL...EVIL***

The next morning(today),he was up before me and was greeting me with a little sheepish face...SO KID LA!!!!LOL.....After i got ready,he extorted 5 bucks from me..LOL.......then he cabbed back...his stitches should be off about a week later....NAUGHTY BOY!!!!

I gotta to focus!!!!wish me luck in my exams^^"
Take care everyone^^

2006-11-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

Listening:Yuki Nishimura-Say Yes

I like this song since i was a kid
I was sitting right at the back of the car when dad played this song
Was giggling much in glee.

It is a melancholic tone,full of peace and tranquility^^
I like it^^

My days in school are getting busy,exams are approaching,probably about a week left.
I will try my best to study as much as i can^^"AJA AJA AJA AJA!!
Hmm...Monday,i got quite embarassed because almost the whole class heard me singing
"GOM SET MA RI"LOL...and those sitting around me cannot stop teasing me over "that" issue.

Yesterday, I FINALLY MET THE FOUR OF THEM ALTOGETHER!!!!
THEY ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME AND THAT OF CAUSE INCLUDE MW!
I HARDLY SEE THEM.They updated me and i also updated them^^"

Yesterday was HS birthday,we went to Marina for Steamboat.^^ The blur-looking lady is the BIRTHDAY GIRL^^"(she's in white top)
I was mistaken as a THAI yesterday-_-"One lady kept talking thai and gesturing to me and Ric,we were like 0_0"HUH????
An old uncle kept shoving his seafood restaurant catalogue to me while Ric was on the phone,i told him repetitively that our friends are already there,at another steamboat outlet.
That adamant,fierce fellow will not give up and tried touting-_-"

His BIG BULLISH EYES KEPT STARING and HIS GAZE never left the both of us,it is really scary.We decided to take a cab there instead,it is so deserted there and eerie-looking and the bus looked like it might take a century to come so we just hailed for a cab parking along the road^^BUT THE FARE!!!DAMN!!ahha^^5 dollars!so EX!EX!EX!Can buy two pack of chicken rice and one drink leh!HUH!HUH!HUH!

I can join the STAR AWARDS right?LOL
Myacting so good,HS did not see through out little plot.
I passed off her Bday present as mine and finally gave it back to the rightful owner^^

The BBQ and steamboat part was the most EXCITING AND FUNNIE

That's about all^^

Take care

2006-11-21T17:39:00.000+08:00

The pining tears slided down the cheeks
as the girl boarded the train
slouching her tired and weary body against the glass panel.
She pondered deeply,sighing softly.....

Two years will soon come by
Her sad,long wait she hope
will not be futile.
Probably she might just be an ugly duckling hankering after something that is impossible.
She seriously hope for a miracle,just one miracle
from the mercy of the Highest One.
Was it too much to ask for?

A plain,petite.simple lady she is
tries hard to want to look different upon his arrival
However,she reckons,
no matter how hard she tries
she may not look any better at all.
In all,she will just look as ugly as ever.

The lack of self confidence and pride within herself
made her an insecure lady just like a hermit.
She finds it a tedious task to appreciate herself
She may be even be too humble to think highly of herself
The normal cheery,excited and happy face was
merely just a facade behind a miserable sad self.
Oh!how pathetic!

Million of times,she told herself
Life will get on by
There are tons out there, more unfortunate
She must always remain positive and strive
She stood affirmed to her beliefs
but helpless,
falls into a pool of sadness at times.

The encouragement she provides
to unhappy souls around her
deemed fruitless
as she could not practice what she preached
what a hypocrite she could be.

She wants very much to find that lost genuine laughter.

2006-11-11T10:56:00.000+08:00

Listening:-----damn----no songs-_-"aha^^

Many thoughts gush into my mind like flowing,running water
I have so much to say and write
but it is kind of hard to piece them together
All the sadness and happiness of the past days or week.

School was fine compared to the previous days
because i had "POPO" for company
With her around brightens my day so much more
She can understand the weary ,tiredness
as we both live just so far away from school
We played,shopped,talked nonsensical stuff(At bugis:Wassup with the fake vietnamese and Thai???^^lol...sounded hilarious"),do many things together
She is so nice,sweet and pretty
Always loan me money...lol^^

Flunked my POA
I got EFFING 25 upon 60
The teacher tries hard to teach us
and i only got my own stupid self to blame
Once bitten twice shy,
i am kind of slowly developing an interest in it...LOL^^
But that project thingy kinda turns me off
It is a very long,wordy,numerical procedure-_-"
BALANCE SHEET,TRIAL BALANCE,INCOME STATEMENT,RETAINED EARNINGS...blah..blah...

Passed my Front Office
Quite happy with my grades
but i could have done better if i studied more^^

Went cycling and blading yesterday at ECP
Now i am trying to make an effort to exercise more
I ran so much in the past, at least three times a week..
SAD TO SAY,NOT EVEN ONCE NOW SINCE I WENT TO SHATEC
MY BODY RESISTANCE IS GETTING WEAKER AND WEAKER

Often pop pills like sweets..ahha...like a "MEDICINE CABINET"
But i am much better now^^
I got slight fever yesterday when i got caught in the rain at ECP
"POPO" and Daryl bladed too....both of them look so lost like two lambs at the skating rink,it was darn cute to just stand by and stare at them,picturing myself like an old goat-_-"ahha^^

Watched "THE COVENANT"yesterday
was a pretty nice show,animated, but i was feeling kinda cold in the cinema
Probably due to the fever,got squirmy like a worm into seat again like i always did...^^
I and her were arguing over the guy we prefer more^^ahha....
I preferred the blondie but she like "traylor?"(main character)
Damn,cannot remeber their names-_-"

Cabbed home as my mother started to worry
The night view of singapore looked so nice..ahha
I am having the nolstagia again
The memories flashed back as i thought of two years ago
Everything was so sunny but now it looks gloomy
My brother greeted me with laughs as i entered the door^^
I must have looked pathetic
He whipped a oatmeal cereal for me
HE WAS SO SWEET...
He knew i was unwell
So nice to have a little brother taking care of me when i am unwell^^
NAN dongsaengeun, Na neomu saranghae^^

2006-11-04T13:34:00.000+08:00

Listening:I knew I loved you-Savage Garden

DAMN HAIR!I AM STUCKED AT HOME FOR THREE DAYS!!!HAISH!!!
WHO SHOULD BE RESPONSIBLE?ME OR THAT TRAINEE?-_-"
WHERE GOT REBOND THEN CURL LIKE SOME AUNTIE'S PERMED HAIR LIKE THAT!HUH!HUH!HUH!

Constant childish family squabbles and schoolwork is prcatically drving me mad at times!FINE!i will still try my very best!clenched fist,bite my teeth real hard!**^^"

Now i am sitting right in front of the computer,smelling like the dumpsters, because i don't know how to actually wash my body without wetting my hair..and that DARNED showercap make me look like a retarded penguin,looking like a miserable wretched dog with a pathetic running nose....what a life!

Me and her was like suggesting,maybe we should wear a turban to school on tuesday instead-_-"I EFFING cannot pin,tie or wash my hair now!AH!FEEL LIKE SHAVING everything off!ahha-_-

I am so bored,sad,miserable,tired!!!ARGHH!!!!
I was still giggling over the reduction of my cuffs and that girl came msging me that she wants to go to the gym!WHAT THE!!!ahha^^"she wanted to build abs....okay...i should probably join her too.....i have too many FATS around at the wrong places^^aha..

ARGHH!

2006-10-27T10:39:00.000+08:00

Listening:.........

It's been some time since i blogged.
The computer had to be reformatted!!!!
Fine!all my data is gone..gone..gone....
The songs and the picturesT-T"
Worst of was the stupid back-up plan failed-_-"""
Nevermind,those memories remains in me and my heart^^"

Yesterday,i skipped my POA lesson right in front of the teacher,me and "popo" just got out of the classroom.OH my word, i am so darn naughty!i hardly ever ponned classes...ahha^^I felt mean to my parents,wnated to tell them that.....But nevermind,i brought home my POA book to chew on it...^^"i will definitely try to at least achieve a pass and not let OOma and Apa down....but that stupid little "devil" was adamant in her point of view that i will not revise or study!and i'll prove her wrong..muhahahaa"BUT HAI...i not in the mood for books!!!i will get a DP for ponning because i did not make a visit to the polyclinic...The classmates look kinda shocked.I intially did not want to go to school but because of the Front office test,i went.The front office test....i pass..i am happy already^^"

Hung out at West Mall after ponning, the two of us IDIOTS finally realised "sweettalk" and "Old chang kee" was on the ground level of West Mall despite our few months at Shatec.-_-"Often, wonder where the heck the students bought their drink from!..ahha....

We went to City hall and played around.ahha^^....we bought....Erherm.... at topshop......which that "popo"felt embarassed paying at the counter...^^ahha^^Laughed so much and prank around so much.....
After a few drops of ribena i left for her,that girl utterly went mad and tipsy...^^"ahha.....kept playing and laughing...and still requested that she wanted "barcardi"ahha....Crazy!....The whole entire day,she kept persuading me to do "that"with her...ahha...it is damn pain.....i don't think i wanna do..and it will also invade my prvacy...aha....-_-"

"popo"PLEASE LA!!!!GO UBIN WITH ME!!!ahha^^
I was so damned tired and sicklythat i popped pills and went to bed at 9 plus...and slept till this morning 10 plus...aha^^
My Clique!!!so long never meet up with you all.....AH!!!BOGOSIPDA!!!!!!

2006-10-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

Listening:Kinetic Flow-A Forest of Dreams

I am sickT-T"
Why i so weak nowadays?HUH!HUH!HUH!
I dozed off in school a couple of times today because
That drug really made me drowsy.

I lie in bed,have to toss and turn for hours
before i can finally turn in everyday.
I am always FEELING EFFING COLD while everyone feels like
they are experiencing sauna.

Mr pillowman,i got to hug him properly
Because i am afraid i smash or tear him
EVERY SINGLE NIGHT.
Finding suitable condition to sleep so that
i will not hurt him-_-"
He is malnourished!and suffers a fractured limb-_-"
"the Clique"will get what i meant...^^"

I think i am gonna do something about it when i have time.

Right now,my mind is over the "Property Maintenance"
I am anonymously elected "LEADER"
and i definitely do not like this idea
Being a leader cum Motivator in terms of school work
is ONE TEDIOUS AND HARD JOB.

In addition,i am rather physically weak lately,
it can build a lot of emotional stress in me
that i am so afraid i cannot withstand...T-T"
Tons are building up and i am like so
DEAD in school all day..T-T"
No energy,no life...

In school,i was asked today"why do i want to get married?"
I wanted to answer"I wanted a human bolster!!"ahha....
IT"S DEFINITELY TRUE-but i giggled to myself and hesistated...

I answered"i don't want to be lonely when i am old"
IT"S TRUE...
Most people would feel this way,who wants to live in this world all by themselves?
It's sad and glommy.
People that we know brings meaning to our life.
They make it more exciting.

Anyone get me more long sleeves????i am EFFING COLD NOWADAYS!!!

2006-10-08T12:48:00.000+08:00

Listening:이승기-하기 힘든 말

Today,I turn 18.
Am i suppose to be happy?

Intially,i was looking forward to it with enthusiasm and excitement
Lots actually happened before my birthday
That is such a "turn-off"
In addition to that horrible weather
I often popped pills.
I am rather tired.

I wanted so much to be happy on this day
but to greatest disappointment,it turned out to be a total disaster
I feel strenous and breathless

I really thank everyone for your wishes
My shinhwas,Murdoc,Daryl,my classmates
Especially Duckie who listen to woes and called me exactly at 12

I have three wishes^^

One-I wish that my friends and family will be happy
Two-I wish that i won't be so emotional that i cry so easily
Third-I wish that he will come back to singapore

TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!!^^"GOD BLESS!

2006-10-06T12:14:00.000+08:00

Listening:My sassy girl-I believe

Been rather weak and sick latelyT-T"
The haze is really bad,it affects my nose and throat most of the time.I get cough that is an annoyance and a nose running like a water tapT-T"

I have been popping pills,ranging from Famotidine and also paracetemol,both are like analgesics.I really feel like a medicine cabinet.
It is like everyday i must eat these two which i don't at all in the past...
Prolong eating might cause liver or kidney damage especially pills that aid in headache,fever,flu...BLAH...

I have to eat them when i am not feeling good so that i can feel much better-_-"
My appetite is on and off,at times,it is good while at times it is bad,i haven't been eating well
But my weight is still just as heavy-_-"still too plump and fat...

School gets dreadful still,because i have this thinking already instill in my brain-_-"
But i am determined to be stronger and make my days better by being positive,but at times,it can get tiring and painful because i haven't been in good health lately,in addition,many mountains of stuff that i really need to handle.I dislike being a motivator at times,but i also like it-_-"ah....I don't know.Project can be a big headache to me....T-T"

I am such a weakling i feelT-T"keep pushing myself to smile all the years,move forward and be positive,but at times,i still can't help but wanna just sigh and sigh...seemed so hypocritical and stupid-dumb looking...나는 장말 약한 여자 이야.

Sorry,duckie^^"i dine wih you,unknowingly pour out my woes to you.....Don't be stress!!,you are not involved in it,don't let me drag you into this ugly,strenous picture.

I always have a wish since i was in high school is that...

I hope people who i make friends with will be happy and comfortable with me,I want to be a beacon of light to cheer you all up and guide you in times of happiness or troubles^^"

Therefore,friends that i know are important to me,MY CLIQUE ESPECIALLY^^"Everyone i know makes an impact in me,so all must try to be strong and happy,for i am here always supporting you guys^^"

I hope i make a good impression and impact in your life,so that one day when i do leave this world,you will remeber me as someone who is nice but not notorious.

I am turning 18 on sunday,but why i feel so empty??T-T"...............

내 왕자님 어디가요????

2006-10-01T13:51:00.000+08:00

Listening:FTTS--Condition Of My Heart

사랑은 가질 수 없을 때 더 아름답다???그런 좋겠는데.....

I was lying on my bed
A lonely figure trying to sleep
Weeping sadly in the stillness of the dark,gloomy night.

I looked up to the quiet sky
The stars glittered and twinkled back at me
As the light, breezy,chilly wind blew in from the window
I wondered sadly
Are you watching me from the heavens as promised??

I shut my eyes
and wished that you'll be happy and safe.
Wishing that the tears of pining will stop soon,
Hoping that you will appear right beside me
Teasing me with that familiar laughter.

At that moment,
That magical moment,
I smiled right from the bottom of my heart,
Where my eyes looked no longer soulful or tired

The birds started singing
The sun shone bright and clear
The feeling of summer-spring
Providing warmth,peace
A new lease of life,
A Liven spirit.

My heart soared
and i knew deep down
I do like or even love you.

널 난 매우 보고싶어 하지만 그것은 말하기 어렵다.
왜???난 모르겠어T-T"

2006-09-29T15:40:00.000+08:00

Listening:신혜성---같은 생각

The bottle is filled with many colourful little notes
Wishes of blessing that everyday is smooth-sailing
Thoughts,Regrets,Tears of happiness and sadness are hidden within it.
Wondering and Pining when will the beholder of the bottle return?

Wishes are written even when
the cork was about to burst
A year before.

Another New Year started,
Wishings continued in another box,
when no more wishes could be filled in the bottle.

Till today, this practice did not cease.

Wishing all day is never tedious
Good wishes solely for the beholder
Only the beholder

Wishing will continue till one day
The beholder returns.

And when the" special one" does.......
I hope the wisher's 마음 will not be shattered into pieces by then.

난 널 여기 가다리고있어

2006-09-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

Listening-Jewellery:Tonight

English results not too goodT-T"i dislike odd numbers!^^
No point comparing with others,makes one feel worst and inferior.
And it is over.Other papers ahead,i'll just do my best,i will no longer want to add so much pressure on myself,like i did back in my secondary school days.I miss the old days thoughT-T"

All of sudden,i feel lost without my close friends around.Everyday is tiring,i really dislike school,makes me don't really want to study.At times,i do want to opt out but i don't want my mum and dad to be worried,moreover,they toiled a lotT-T"

It's been quite some time i exercise,i carry that heavy bag and went around looking for a stadium yesterday,I WAS SUCH A 바보!!!!I walked in the hot sun,around and around the swimming complex and the vincinity-_-"to no avail!NO STADIUM!
I was shocked to find out that there was actually NO STADIUM-_-"Got CONNED by my pups...-_-"ahha^^"So i came home to run instead....=)...

Today,on my way back on the mrt,at Dover station,as i slouched against the glass panel lazily,three girls just came into the train,kept staring at me with faces that i absolutely disliked.WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY STARING AT?WHAT"S WRONG WITH THEM?WANNA FIGHT WITH ME?HUH!HUH!HUH!ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ.....

They looked "unhappy"with me,i have no mood for them,i was enjoying myself in LUG's song to actually bother myself with their crazy, frequent stares.

오빠!!!아아아아아아아아아아아아아아아아아!!!
난모르겠어!!!!!!!!T-T"

2006-09-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

Listening:동방신기---Magic Castle

Friday,i went to Find JJ,wanted to go to her school intially but that 바보 girl made me went all the way there THEN COME AND TELL ME THAT HER SCHOOL CANTEEN NOT OPEN!!!-_-"HUH!HUH!HUH!...I nearly puked in the bus 81 ride,it was nearly an hour,i cannot ven stand bus ride that are half an hour,they make me nauseous.

Later,we went to town to buy my PENGUIN SHOES,YAY!I GOT THEM^^"COST A BOMB AND A BIT TOO BIG-_-"

At night,we played basketball,it has been ages since i touched the ball anyway...^^"had fun but i feel old all of a sudden..heheh....ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

I helped out at my mum's place yesterday^^ㅋㅋㅋ
It was rather quiet in the afternoon and my mum trimmed my eyebrows for me^^

I DON"T LOOK SO BUSHY NOW!!!ahha=)...But i need to let it grow a little longer so that it will look perfect=)Right now,looks a little too thin...=)ahha...It was quite painful because i never ever trimmed it before for 17 years of my life^^"Apart from that that stupid incident last year...It made everyone i knew laugh....I did tear a bit as it did trigger my tear gland..MUAHA^^"Mum did a good job=)THUMBS UP!^^"

I went to the pharmacy section in NTUC to get my gastric medicine because i have already finished,better to have some in store,but to no avail,the doc wasn't there(off day) and they couldn't prescribe the medicine,the nice nurse said"anyway i am underage"then i went "huh?"and she asked how old i was,then i replied"17",she gasped and laughed loudly,she thought i was twelve-_-"My sister laughed.Anyway,i could not get my medicine still.

I slept really late last night,around 5am...and i woke up at 1 today.The unbearable noise made me climb out of bed dreadfullyT-T"SUNDAY=HOUSECLEANING....ahha

I stayed home the whole day apart from lunching out.

Today,while i bought noodles for my youngest sister at the stall along with both of them,the lady asked if we were friends or sisters?

I laughed and said "sisters"we do have slight resemblance^^"then she asked if i was in Primary or secondary school,she said i looked really adorable-_-".I laughed even louder and then showed a "lemoned face"-_-",remarking that "EH,I am already 17 years old"WHAT THE!!!...MY SISTER IS TWELVE,not me-_-"ahha...I heard such cases happening to me tons of time.So,the plucking of eyebrows did not make me look more mature..ahha^^Hmpf....

2006-09-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

Listening:박재범---너의 집 앞에 서

Went with 준 and 링 to Compass yesterday,That 바보링!!Made me chase her like mad, after my mum told me to just go lunching with my friends^^"

I pieced and took pictures of "Money HUEHUE"to pass my time while they bought their lunch at BK.

BOTH OF YOU IDIOT!!!ESPECIALLY 링!!messed up my "NEAT PIECE OF ART" and "INSULT MY MASTERPIECE"HUH!HUH!HUH!

Since i wanted to save up every cent i could to get that shoe i badly wanted,i forego lunch...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ^^"that kinda annoyed both of them who told me to "GO AND DIE!"ㅋㅋㅋ.....

I BROKE RECORD!!!!Who come congratulate me?HUH??the longest i have been on the phone is only about an hour before,but i talked with 디for nearly AN HOUR AND FORTY MINUTES yesterday,I should thank Yiwen for that,it was because of her i called 디.I really don't like talking on the phone,what's that to talk about?

Unless you have things or problems to share with me,I WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS TO DIAL MY HOTLINE=),if not, DON"T WASTE MONEY BY CHUNKING UP MY PHONE BILLS.....ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ....

I dislike GETTING ANNOYED as i don't easily,so please DON"T RUFFLE MY FUR WITH QUESTIONS THAT WILL INSULT YOUR INTELLIGENCE AND MINE!-_-"
ahha^^"

I would loved to help you but you appeared indecisive and BLUR,it ain't good, you are like a compass without it's needle,a ship without the steering wheel,then it seems like i am paranoid and deciding YOUR FUTURE for you instead-_-"LIKE HELLO!!!!,I don't even know you well-_-"WANNA ASK FOR HELP,PLEASE DON"T DISTURB MY CLOSE FRIENDS,DIRECT YOURSELF TO ME,Don't bother people close to me because i dislike that,YOU MADE ME ANNOYED WITH MY CLOSE FRIEND and i don't like that feeling,EFFING dislike!!!She is busy up till her neck and there you are still SNIFFING AROUND HER!!!-_-"

It's funny,why the heck am i affected by people so easily????How you guys feel???!!!ARGHH!!!Those friends i made whether close or not, do make an impact in me,i cannot be indifferent,no matter how hard i try,HAISHH!!!WHY???????

It is like a courtesy for me to greet you when i see people coming online and stuff... I didn't know sometimes my encouragement can be a torment or stress to you at all T-T"i mean well not HARM,너무미안해요......-_-"Friends(not close) seemed to take an important place in my heart...It's scary for people i do not know well 0_0"Why i care so much for them for???URGHH!!!I DON"T KNOW!

I am looking for trouble myself by being so emotional T-T"Definitely is,but that is just me T-T"

2006-09-19T16:53:00.000+08:00

Listening:신화---약한남자

어제른 난 그리구 미스터오리 마을 같이갈개^^"
우린 즐겁게 식사를 했다.

사진을 보내요!!^^"맛있었어요, 그렇지???^^"
유쾌하게 하루를 보내다.

"Monster House"봤어요!!=)무서은 영화!!미스터오리 진짜바보야!!!!그는 언제나 난 깜짝 놀라게 하다!!!-_-"

그렇지만, 시중드는 사람 조금,아니!,대단히 이상한!!!
그녀는 was TOO NOSEY!!!!Mind too much business!!!-_-"""

펭귀 분홍색 구두 난 사고싶은데!!!!!난 몹시 갖고싶다!!!!!하지만 돈이 없어요!!!!!!T-T"

오늘 아침에 난 할머니 이랑 백화장 같이갔어.
오리 식료품을 사드렸다.

나 오후 한나절을 자다=)돼지,그렇지????아하하!!

저 음막(You're My Everything) 서정의 난 너무 좋아!!!
매우 의미심장한, 그런니까 난 좋아=)

동안내내, 어쩐지 난 이 음막 서정의(약한남자) 할 것같다.

"I can't live a day without you 24/7 always think about you
미처 버릴 것만 같아 그대는 나에게 전부 였는데
It's so hard for me to move on but it's so hard i pray to God
네가 돌아을 거라고 믿고 싶어 please 그러고 싶어."

아아아아아아!!!!!!나는 미칠 지경이야!!!T-T"
당신은 나의 전부다....너, 알수있지??

2006-09-17T13:04:00.000+08:00

Listening: 신화--You're My Everything

Dad whipped up a meal yesterday.It consisted of the "BITTERGOURD"soup,CLAYPOT, and Sauteed Greens=).I said that the bittergourd tasted kinda too saltish,everyone said it was fine,OKAY...i may be Salt-intolerant or too heated up which dad concluded,Dad made a remark that got everyone laughing,he said "GO BRUSH YOUR TEETH!"He says it is because i haven't brush my teeth,his food tasted salted-__-""ahha....but it really stormed the house with laughters^^"

It was dad's first attempt on Claypot after say a decade of years^^",it had a nice taste.However,i think he added too much water because it was kinda gluey,moisten and sticky like "THICK PORRIDGE",like gruel,aha=)sounds disgusting but it really tasted good apart from being too wet^^"

The siblings actually wanted to go bowling,"YU"told me to try pool,so i decided to give a "green light"finally and agreed.In the end,the siblings could not enter so they have to end up bowling.I UTTERLY DISLIKE BOWLING,i am nonchalant about the fact that my left arm always hurt and stiffen easily,it bothers me ocassionally.T-T".This stinging pain came by when i was at Orchid Bowl yesterday.The whole time,i was massaging this idiotic old ailment,which make me looked like an aged,rheumatism gran!

The funny thing was THE FAMILY was dressed as if we were experiencing winter in singapore.....ahha=)MUM had a shawl,"YU" and "RIAN"had a beanie on,while me and "BEL"were just clad in track pants and jacket. They played till about one plus and we left.

Goddaddy and his friend went by seletar camp on PURPOSE to actually SHOW-OFF the latter's car which he MODIFIED it like "A BUILDING WITH SKYSCRAPERS".He had his car done up with neon lights that shone really nicely in the moonlight,EVERY SINGLE HEAD turned to GLANCED at his SUBARU yesterday.URGHH!i should have taken a shot of his car!!

After the show- off,he immediately turned off the lights when he left that place,ahha^^...get caught by TP...not COOL at all!!! Goddaddy actually jeered at his friend and teased him"Why don't you drift?"ahha....WHAT THE....-_-"They challenged each other by testing their car's pick up,Goddaddy reached up to a speed of 120,it was rather estatic,i had earlier winded the windows down,the wind gushed in like.....horses??the feeling was just GREAT...^^"Godaddy won the race=)ahha....His car was a 2L but the latter's was 1.6.

네가 없으면 매우 외롭다.
나는 널 미친 듯이 보고싶어요!
자네 기쁜가????
T-T"?wonk uoy , erom hcum uoy wonk ot gnol
난 정말은 자신없는 사람.

2006-09-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

Listening: 하을-앵무세

I badly wanted to blog in hangeul but i am afraid i might make silly and drastic mistakes as hangeul is like every other language whether chinese or english, one word has many meanings,i had a hard time figuring out which is more suitable, after minutes and minutes of pondering and comparing,i decided to WAVE THE WHITE FLAG, it can be really taxing!

I was trying to learn sign language too,it is really interesting.The "penguin" one got me laughing!

오늘 날씨가 안좋아요!!!!비가 계속해서 내리다!!!T-T"

I got a sweet little housemaid at home^^"Bel is currently in Primary Five, as she was bored,she decided to keep herself busy by making me my breakfast,her speciality was "THE GARLIC BREAD".She is pretty smart with practicing, honing her little homey skills by regarding me as a guinea pig,I DID NOT DIE OR GOT POISONED!!.....Honestly speaking,the garlic bread ain't bad^^"She was such an angel to prepare that for me because i was too emotionally immersed in music that i was just too lazy to make my own breakfast.0_0"

I did munched a little before i had another tasty treat prepared by darling BEL, i just slapped two pathetic slices of butter,slammed the microwave door and let the bread toast for about 4 minutes,ahha...i impatiently fiddled with the switch..twisting the spring make it go faster,hoping to immediately hear the "CLING"sound which means "TIME TO BITE"^^"I always did that ocassionally,Don't tell my dad,he will yell at me for attempting to spoil "His old friend"!!MUAHAHA***

I actually went to Funan to get a game for my Goddaddy with BEL.We had to brave the unexpected, minute raindrops to get across the road,that made me go "EER!!".

Anyway, "YU" made me feel annoyed today because of the rude remark over the phone. He was rather crude-sounding.When we met, he began sneering and retorting me with mean words like"How many thousands have i called you la!"...like ERHEM.....THRICE ONLY!!!I was high on the MP3 and Bel must be deaf??she didn't hear it at all.

He clearly does not share enough telepathy with me for today,i had already told him i will go to CINE,but that stubborn fellow wasted his time by coming to CITY HALL. Intially, he did make me mad for a while,i hardly get annoyed,i disliked that feeling but i could not help at that instance.It was because he left me and BEL all alone at Somerset and just make his way home without telling me face to face at all.

Well,i did enjoy myself with BEL.We ate Auntie's Anne pretzels,it was just yummy,i like it^^"I bought a couple of stuff also,like a pair of earrings "AGAIN",a shirt,two necklaces.=)My day was okay,apart from the idea of raindrops falling on my head and that" EFFING ATTITUDE" i got from "YU".

We played in the subway,we laughed and giggled and that got the commuters attention in the rather jammed pack train,but we two just get pretentious and ignorant to our surroundings.Ahha.....It's surprising,i can get along with her,we are like 8 years apart,but i still love her,she is my 동생!=)

나는 애써 눈물을 삼겼다, 당신은 나의 전부다! 너,알 수 있지???
내 마음에 진짜 아픔,어떻게?어쩐지 울고 싶은 기분이다.
난 정말은 자신없는 사람!!!

2006-09-14T12:47:00.002+08:00

Listening^^":루그-사랑이울다

내마음들어줘.....눈을 보고말해줘...

Nowadays i began to feel is it worth it?worth chasing after our idols?In the end,we get nothing in return not even a memory in their mind.We can only be "FANS" and not "FRIENDS", the thought of being friends is IMPOSSIBLE unless something miraculous really happen.The problem is that i am not some "HARD CORE" or should i say i am restricting my own emotions to disallow myself to become too crazy over idols, like some people who cried like someone died when the idols left the airport the other day.It is scary to be tormented by "FANS"with overwhelming emotions and passion.I am just contented to actually look at the idols and smile at them or ocassionally just a little wave,i daren't expect more.It is evident that they have thousands or even millions of fans.The thought of FANS fighting,argueing,screaming at each other,cutting each other's throat...AHA..(not so bad to that extent yet(for the throat part)),it is rather saddening and ridiculous. However,i am not regretting now,i kind of like and treasure this process.It will stay with me till i grow old one day and probably start giggling at my young,naive ways.Maybe i have just really fully woken up,told myself to stop dreaming and deceiving myself, as life goes by,we will all grow up and the person we actually pursue and go after will be the ones we love,practically boyfriend or husband,and we ultimately go GAGA over them instead.

Anyway,I helped out at mum's yesterday,busied myself with doing some cute little art..was squishing and squeezing glitter glue out from the small tube to beautify or colour the adorable,sweet frame with SUNSHINE AND RAINBOW...honestly,things without colours is DROOPY AND DOLEFUL....T-T"Don't you share the same thinking with me???^^

난 HMV 갈게요!!!!!

2006-09-11T12:22:00.000+08:00

Friday was a tiring day for me!!!!I went to school real early for the "english test" .I felt it was okay, i thought from the begiining,i would leave early,but i sat through out instead, some parts were kinda tricky=)....Anyway,i went to get my shoes after that at DG mrt Converse shop,i badly wanna get that "rainbow converse shoe" for 109 dollars but i am dead broke!!!!ARGHH!!!

Later on, i was really tired so i went to snooze and SHIT, i overslept!i quickly bathe and got changed, and ran out of the home, i ran too fast that one of my shoes flew off my legs,three stupid dudes selling VCDS were laughing at me,so were a family on their way up the stairs,what a SHAME!!!!I got a cab as it was raining,the uncle was really nice,we kept talking and talking and he was telling me there was free food at hard rock today but i am late!!ahha......He asked why i don't want to join the singapore idol,i sat by the seat and smirked.....i DISLIKE SINGAPORE IDOL,I DON"T EVEN FOLLOW THEIR PROGRAMME!anyway,i don't possess such calibre.....I am short,fat and ugly.....Anyway,he was really affectionate and nice with his constant repetition of"my dear girl" and he was such an angel to charge me a dollar less when we finally reached,i felt so happy and honoured,i intially rejected the offer,but he reckon that "only i had the privilege"he was such a joker and nice wise man^^"that i found no reason to reject=)....He played a little joke with my friend while he shouted out of the taxi for her as i was too miserably soft=)...my friend said that he was funny^^"
The BBQ was shitty!!!Me and "POPO" were late!!!!!We were the latest to reach...it was kinda embarassing!!!!!but we walked from Marine cove to Long beach restaurant
,that long stupid walk got me kinda pissed,every lamp was EFFING infested with those "light flies'that got my goosebumps rising!WE FINALLY reached the pit at 8.....i had one PATHETIC CRABMEAT for that bbq only,the BBQ cost 8 bucks!!!!It was ironical with regards to what the taxi uncle said to me..he said"enjoy your BBQ"yea right!!!!I ENJOYED IT MAN!!!!!!the moment i got there,less than 5 minutes,it started to pour!!!!i am so darn JINX....after that i didn't care...i just wanted to get to the airport!!!!!WAS running real late....it was difficult to hail a cab too.....but finally manage to..because i was SUCH A "PABO"....i thought those people were queuing for taxi but they were actually just seeking shelter,i was a fool to just stand there too!!!!!-_-""""

I was a total drenched like a wet chicken!!!!!Mum's stupid umbrella died on me...I threw it away....it was spoilt..how on earth..it is gonna shelter me!!!!My socks were uncomfy....but the queue for SHINHWA was really long already!!!....i managed to only catch a glimpse of their side view...they were beautiful and handsome...looking so forlorn=)After that,luckily we stayed on at the airport...because LUG came out...they were really kinda cool...i like their head and the big eyes guy...Hmm....their names...Kam ho??and Ho ram???..i think....Hs,jj and ric was hanging around their vans and taking their pics while the rest of us stood by the corner watching and waiting......We slept really late as we were busy BEAUTIFYING the "LUG" Board!..ahha....

SHINHWA CONCERT!!!!!
It was yesterday!!!but honestly speaking,it was a really unlucky day for me!!!!You would laughed as i continue my story!!!the weather was really bad.it rain and shine,rain and shine!!!Then when we moved to a new area and queued,MY DARN PANTS THAT I WORE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND COSTING ME ABOUT 40 BUCKS NEARLY RIDICULED AND SHAMED ME!!!It SPLITED INTO TWO not that i was too fat!!!!but i am rather....ahha....THE ROADS STONES WERE TOO SHARP AND ROUGH that IT SPLITTED MY PANTS INTO TWO!!The marks look as though someone played a trik by slicing my PANTS INTO HALF THOUGH!!AHHA....i was NONCHALANT ABOUT IT UNTIL HS TOLD ME!!!so shit man.....luckily,i got changed into DY's jersey shorts.......but i look like HIPHOPPER IN IT!!YO!YO!.....My Blood was flowing really badly yesterday also.......like water tap!!!ARGHH!! was really uncomfortable...luckily i washed up at Pompom's place=).....and borrowed a shorts from her.....

My gastritis was TORMENTING me the whole day yesterday and it did affect my emotions and mood a little...The pressure of the stereo and bass were really great...my heart raced like a marathon...and it was as if my heart was gonna leap out...i shouted like a mouse and was too weak to withstand the constant pushing,i kept staggering and staggering and that got Straight hair worrying about me..........Sh e got mad and started pushing me back to where i was...and that woman wouldn't budge also...so i was like a what?FLAT SANDWICH????The pain got worst and rather excruciating.....when Hyesung sang "Same Thoughts"I got really sad and cried......WHY THE HELL I MUST BE IN SO MUCH PAIN AT THAT TME!!!!

Dongwan kept coming to our side though...whenever he came..i will flagged the board excitedly and happily..he's got a charming smile=).....Minwoo,Dongwan and Hyesung were rather "hyper ",Eric looks kinda worn...i guess he must be really tired and lethargic...Junjin was really adorable yesterday=)....he couldn't speak english well but he managed the crowd well=)...it's cool...=)....Their dance were "WOWWOW"Especially Wild EYES.Minwoo's BUMP...A lot were really GREAT FABULOUS!!!

I was really sad that i was unwell....and i couldn't have more energy to actually show my fullest enthusiam for them, that is all i could summon from my body=)....I am still having the pains today.....I wanna go send their plane off..but i don't know if my health permits it.....They are going back and won't be coming back for a while......because of the national service!!arghh!!!

Take care^-^"

2006-09-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

사랑인가요????혹시...혹시......

Had the Tourism Exam today,it was rather hard i felt, but the examiner was funny though..there was a point he asked if we wanted the answers,i shook my head forcefully against the table..MUAHAHAHA....then he kept imitating that horrific evil laughter that rang strongly in that quiet room and told us not to "shit in our pants"..that got me smirking heartily....

Anyway, the moment i came online and gave my greeting to my classmates, they annoy me with the consistent,consecutive,incessant questions of "How was the paper?"....WHY!HELLO!IT IS LIKE OVER!I dislike talking about it after sometime has gone past,when i finish in secondary school,i don't really like talking about it too.....But i do understand at times it can be rather difficult too.....^0^"

Anyway it is no amount of saliva or word can change the fact what you wrote at the two ardous,chilly hours.It ain't coming back.We just have to move forward, "Popo" had actually make me feel more relaxed,probably i am a little affected by her that's why,why give myself tons of stress....it is pointless and harmful,I should just take things in my stride and just do what i can to help myself and the outcome i should not regret it,because i had at least made an effort.So i am happy that i am more relaxed now but i am still a bit fearful that i might be too lax on myself.....the results will tell me...But i trust in GOD....he will not fail me....=)at least i won't disappoint my parents.

I am so looking forward to Shinhwa's upcoming concert=)....i am so excited that i can hardly get my head to focus on the books......my whole mind swirls around them=)....what should i wear?how am i gonna effing smell nice if i am gonna "ton" there?how should i hide my hideous teeth from scaring them away?Haishh..if only i was prettier...MUAHAHA!!!!

Honestly,i am trying to convince myself,i should be happy with myself...but there are tons out there really nearly "PERFECT"i feel.....one example, REI!!...she's great but why ain't she confident?many people suffer with that......WHY OH WHY?ahha...Well...BEAUTY IS TRANSCIENT!it will fade one day....so PLEASE CHINLI....FACE THE FACT!ahha.....i am still in the midst of convincing MYSELF!ahha...

I got so much to say,my last week was fine...just mainly studying on weekdays ,the presentation.i felt i might had look stupid...aha...but nbm....the SHOW"S OVER^0^"i just hope the marks will be "COLOURFUL"at least pull my overall to a better grade=)

"Yu"wanted to go breaking...so i brought him to Matt while i sat at that pathetic stuffy, smelly CIGARETTE PERMEATED AREA and tried my guts out to mug....i could only concentrate to a barely minimal range!!!!

THAT CRAZY BUNCH of malays just beside us were desperately addicted to that small packet of "drug" that he couldn't keep his hands and lips off it for every single interval of ten minutes.

WELL!HELLO!i wouldn't mind it so much if it was an opened area..but it is ENCLOSED....I nearly dieded!!!Then a few weirdos guys in their teens in cosplay clothes kept parading themselves like some "POP BAND" to and fro in that breaking ground...and they were like"SO CANNOT MAKE IT!!!"I am sorry..but it is factual!!!

I went for dinner with "Yu"at subway,i actually boycott it for a while because i dread that smell when i walked past cine most of the time but to my delight,the club sandwich that "Yu" got me was great=)...i like it^^"but one gruesome,disgusting guy made me rather unhappy, HE DUG HIS NOSE IN FRONT OF ME WHILE WE MADE THE SUBWAY ORDER AND SNATCHED MY SEAT!.what kind of a gentleman may i say is that? shake heads********

Anyway,i went mugging with my friends yesterday and went to disturb my friends at their workplace,it was pretty fun because i was kinda cranky yesterday,keep wnating to see the doctor for a hope of getting a part time there...so i acted funnily and slightly more active^0^"

Today i bought a cap when i went shopping with "POPO" after the paper......YEA!i seemed to have fetish for caps..ahha.....Junhao was really playful today and kept calling me "JAKI".......ahha....WEIRD!.....i giggle whenever he says that too....i think the way he says it is hilarious....The expression on his face^^"

Take care=)I am gonna do housekeeping!^^"

2006-09-01T20:08:00.000+08:00

Had The Front Office test today....a couple many questions i couldn't really answer,apparently i did not understand what the heck they require!!!!...OH NO!Drats...I might flunk it,i hope not but i don't harbour high hopes.T-T"People emptying the chilly room one by one added to my discomfort,was wondering were they real confident???or already hopeless about it.I was always slow,was last to hand up the paper,while everyone strolled back into the classroom.

I HATE THE COLDNESS IN SHATEC,IT IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO BEAR!IT EVEN FREEZES MY MIND!!!I quickly slurped the cup of hot milo after that paper with my shaky hands,was too irresistable to keep my frozen lips and limpy hands from it!!

Today was last day i suppose..Next week is just a series of examination.....I have tons to study and i am EFFING trying to cultivate the mood for mugging!!!Honestly speaking,my mind just wander off to the upcoming shinhwa concert instead...ahha^0^

He does not pester me so much anymore..but still speaks to me rather often..but i slowly getting use to it instead of regarding him as a annoyance=)He is nice,anyway the project is over,we have nothing much to talk about anymore,so he talks,i just give a smile to show acknowledgement.

Just ate my dinner,i always eat at nine=)...King cooks really well.....i am always so fortunate to sample and relish his wondrous cooking skills=)......my taste gets discerning as times goes by too....King did impart a few of his specialities to me while i watched and assisted him in the kitchen in the past,however, i have yet to get my hands working in the kitchen.

Meanwhile,joking and playing around with my siblings....=)Crazy young Bel kept pulling my hair,now still pulling... and i threaten to squish her "nini"...which she apparently does not possess...OOPS!!!!"Yu"is out playing with his friends...."Rian" kept pulling my chair!!they are darlings i love them.....The Empress came home for a while and couldn't stop her mean and crude opinions,but i just regarded them like the wind...Shoosh.....

Andy messaged me and ask if i wanna mug tomorrow...yea!i am gonna do just that...ain't much time left!=)

Take care and God bless^0^"

2006-08-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

In comparison to the past few days,i was feeling rather annoyed and pressured by him.He is less bothersome these days, for at least two days in school as of from yesterday... for that i am feeling much better,however the incessant mobile messagings and callings have not ceased yet.

He still finds it impossible to not message me or call me at least once a day.Tomorrow is the day of my freedom i guess=)because both projects gotta be handed in tomorrow.It will be a big load of my mind then, and i could well concentrate on three upcoming examinations.The saddest thing is that i had been working hard since i was sec one till sec five,achieving good grades in school that brought my family honour,but i felt that for this first semester in Shatec,i had on the contrary brought my family disgrace......The first semester is coming to a close soon...and my grades are "WOW"...."GORGEOUS"!***

I got back both of my housekeeping a n tourism papers already.Housekeeping i just merely scrape through with two marks upon 60 and tourism....i was right on that dot upon 40.....I wasn't being competitive,probably the early pressure from him had caused me to stress up of cause, i am partly to blame for not being able to take the situation under control and it worsens..I took my PMS test yesterday,and then i got the results today..i lost six marks for it,i was kinda slow in my keying in..but i manage to get a 30 half upon 40 which came as quite a surprise.

The results are rather shitty on the whole, i feel a disappointment and ashamed about it,I dun expect to be top,but i dun wanna be a scraper,i hope i will fall in between the average level,but my family remained supportive of me and told me to try my best.I got trouble,i could snuggle myself in the arms of my great granny and start screaming and complaining and whine like a little three year old,and they will all gather and listen to my woes....i feel rather fortunate...and that made me all the more...dun wanna disappoint them!!!.

Nevertheless,i am still gonna try my very best.I am beginning to lower the standards i have for myself apparently because i felt i might have been pushing myself too hard in this all new and strange enviroment that i am still adapting to.

Quit saying he is in love or infatuated with me!!!i haven't even thought about this at all....So many of you are telling me that......Obviously, he is not someone i would like to have for a partner.He is a nice guy...but just too perfect for me.I am a lady full of flaws,----Ugly,clumsy,stupid,short,plump,eats and dirty the mouth easily.Thus,definitely,UHUH!i am not the one.

Yesterday.my class had dinner at Petals,the dinner was like Urghh...i did not find the food good like what the others in my class had felt.I had many reservations though,however not caring to voice my views.I took a short "tour"at raffles city and did some thinking and brooding....i manage to calm myself down a little.AT LEAST...I always kept telling myself,all is over.i have to look ahead....but you get it???it is rather difficult for me because i feel indebted to my family....T-T"

Why the hell am i feeling like that?LIFE IS HOPELESS WITH CHRIST!this was what was quoted meaning we have nothing to hope for at all in this world,therefore...nothing should bother us..but i am DARN IRRITABLE EMOTIONAL!!SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!ahha=)

ANYWAY,i am gonna HWAITTING!!!!!-_-"LIFE IS SUCH THAT WE HAVE TO KEEP GOING!SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE KNOCKINGMYSELF TO DEATH!I wanna smile right from the bottom of my heart!anyone help?????Please pray for me!!!AJA AJA!!!!CHINLI!

2006-08-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

Tons of stuff i got to clear, it is a relief that after the third edition today,the stinking tourism project is done , at least for now.However, i am afraid i gotta edit it again.I had to lug this responsibility because of Mr perfectionist so called "trust"in me,however, he adds stress to me!!!T-T"Who can i turn to for help?GOD and Obba...but Obba ain't here...T-T"

Mr perfectionist can really kill me, loads me with a mountain of words and thereoticals facts.MY GOODNESS!who the heck does not know how to copy and paste!!!!!Was feeling really miserable the past two days, i practically slept 4 hours each day and ate really little. When pressure starts, these sympthoms just show their true colours.Mr perfectionist does not seemed to trust two people in our group at all and condemns them, i feel it is kinda unfair.Everyone gotta do their job well before they send it to me but it is a whole load of "cut and paste",no edition nothing, some did of cause.I had to do every aspect on my own!!!!Got myself drown in tears over that....because it was really too much too bear for me yesterday.I got screamed at by my "Pups" too for nearly wanting to skip the sumptous dinner.

I AM WHAT I AM!....i don't want to ask for help from people whom i think will not listen or help me,and for those real close.I would feel bad as i am afraid i am gonna be a bother.I wish my shinhwa is here...they will understand...i see them i feel at least even better.....

The pressure is rising.I have PMS test next week and two days later..Front office...then after that the next week....english,tourism and housekeeping EXAMINTAION.

Everyone around me is stress with the motivation of not being able to study!!!!HAISH!i understand that because it seemed that i am getting affected too..There is too much to do that people just don't feel like striving or continueing anymore....so THIS IDIOM IS JUST SO FACTUAL!--------LIFE-LONG LEARNING...People..learn till you drop dead!....NO MOTIVATION? it is all pcychology,you got to concentrate and not let your heart rule....Got to find a suitable place to study..definitely not on the bed or counch...or you'll be "Brother JOHN"...caught my joke?-_-"ahha=)

Anyway, AJA !AJA !HWAITTING!Some people says i have split personality...DO I?just because i sound a bit more different online...i am HYDE AND JACKAL?On msn, i talked more because i need not face people and people need not hear my high-pitched voice,but in school,i am there to study so why the heck should i talk excessively?Anyway,i don't even know you people well except "POPO"^0^"

These days, i think of Obba a lot.I don't know,maybe because i feel lethargic and tired...whenever i do, he comes into my mind. I got the hots for even more sad woeful tunes because i don't know-_-"i just like sad songs all the while...They are lovely and sentimental.....but i am not SADISTIC!

These past coming to two years...Have i been really glad or happy?WHY he is so mean?to rob me of my smile and laughter?why do i always think of him?why do i get weird and uncomfortable when i see couples on the streets?why do i always feel like sobbing when i hear "Gonna be alright"?Am i gonna be alright?Does he really know how i really feel?I am scared, tired and afraid of many many things......but i always remain positive because i think it is important to be..but why ain't i really smiling from my heart at all..WHY?왜왜왜왜왜왜??

The thought of this is wrenching and bone-chillingT-T"내 마음에 대단히아프다T-T"Nevertheless...i got to tell myself life still goes on...Yea right....SUPERJUNIOR.."LIFE COULDN"T GET BETTER!"huh?BYASSA!I am always cheering people up and i feel nice at that...i guess probably i am just like a"SICK"angel..i help people, i feel it is nice to help people but when it happens to me...i am helpless.WHAT A HYPOCRITE I AM!i cannot practice what i preach.aha.

My Shinhwa!you guys have to be strong okay!!!!=)HWAITTING!

2006-08-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT THE STOMACH FLU!!AHCHOOSH.......

I WANNA WATCH "GOONG"i am barred from it!MY LIFE 'S MISERABLE!
I ponned school for two days,today is my second day....i DREAD it.I did not ponned of cause, i FEEL LIKE SHIT.My head spins,my body ache all over,I feel like vomiting,Constipated, ain't FUTTING anymore, in addition caught the cough and flu...WHAT THE HELL!Am i in the gallows???It seemed like i had turned EIGHTY within just two days...so haggard and pale-looking.I badly and desperately wanna go to school, i will miss so much lessons and will be lagging behind by quite a bit, because i seriously had no idea what was taught yet.I wonder if i am gonna have a hard time catching up.T-T"

Mum forbid me to go to school today.She was afraid i might suffer BRAIN DAMAGE and become some RETARD OR SLOW REFLEX human girl, after she heard the nurse reminiscing the story of her brother who fell ill and did not take good care...BLAHBLAH..and TADA....he became ULTRA SLOW in whatever he did.Mum bought that..well..i giggled at that.SHE bribed me with TWENTY BUCKS not to go to school.AHHA!i gladly obliged.She was afraid that the LONG ARDOUS JOURNEY to school might KILL me, seemed like i am pictured as some SICK LADY CLIMBING THE MOUNT EVEREST???=)

Poof!I am a sick girl,and the bed look so INVITING all the time, i just feel like laying there like the "SLEEPING BEAUTY"..probably not "THE SLEEPING DWARF OR SICK DOG" But i am heavy laden with THE HOUSEKEEPING PROJECT. This had been giving me the HEADACHES, the moment i talk about it, i cannot help but keep sighing continuously.HAISHH!Got quite a couple of stress and pressure from the "PERFECTIONIST".He is BEST!His pace is extremely great!but i cannot catch up with him,i get breathless.It seems like me and him are the only ones doing the project.I feel so tired!T-T"and there he makes me feel guilty about my ABSENCE in school,WHAT THE HECK,i did not choose to be sick.I hate those taunts and jeers from him.The last thing i need are those, GIVE ME A BREAK!Quit teasing me, i am feeling SHITTY!I wanna joke too but i can't at the moment.

Now the thermometer and the wide array of pills and bottles of colourful liquids are my FRIENDS!I just eat them and munch those freshly peeled chestnuts my granny made for me,eat fruits,lay at the couch like some dead corpse.

I am gonna do my stuff right now,HOUSEKEEPING PROJECT T-T"...TATA...

Take care and god bless^o^

2006-08-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

I had an english test today,i can just tell you what a MORON i had been while attempting to finish the first section which was "parts of speech".I just felt embarrassed that i can just dig a hole to hide my head,probably not, practically just buried myself underground.

HOW COULD ANYONE MAKE SUCH A EASY PEASY FOOLISH MISTAKE!!!!I mistook that i was suppose to alter the words "pronoun" and "preposition"... I mean it was like not clear....SO UNFAIR! HMPF!...i feel like throwing a screaming fit.WHAT THE HECK!!!You might laugh till you cry if you were Ms Tong,my english teacher,or might even kill me for being AN UTTER IDIOT!I wrote "PREPOSITIONING" and "PRONOUCING" for both.....-_-" Worst of...i alter both and both did not make sense in the passage and i was really mad enough not to realise it. SOME SHITHEADED GIRL I WAS!Lost TWO MARKS! GA ARGH!I guess i was too CONCENTRATED INTO IT that cause my negligence at that moment. T-T"

Are you sure it is a test?My goodness!
With people whispering and giggling quietly,betting if answers were right, boldly tapping and punching on their mobiles in front of the teacher, WHAT WAS IRONICAL WAS THAT my TRAINER witnessed and even laughed...WHAT ON EARTH IS THE WORLD COMING ROUND TO? AM I ON MARS?or practically some people around me are "ALIENS"?or on the contrary, i am the alienated one=)

A few niceties happened today though=)but i was rather unpleased with the late release from school every Friday ever since the PMS lesson was rescheduled for my group, pose a ULTRA GREAT inconvenience to me and definitely not forgetting the"FRIDAY BLUES"

Well,i was at esplanade today.I am some "suaku".I don't really hang out often unless i feel like or got invited by friends,besides my days are PACKED with mountains of words,theoreotical facts.It was my first time there since that "HUMONGOUS DURIAN WAS BUILT", that i apparently felt don't look like a durian at all, in addition, that is my most "YUCKY YEEKY FRUIT"..NO WAY IS IT GONNA MAKE ITS SPIKES INTO MY GROCERY BASKET"!=)Therefore, it is quite a disgust to me, but i love the beautiful view of the sea they have there=)....Breathtaking i felt=)

WEEOHWEET!!!i love the ESPLANADE MRT FLOOR!...Some of the breakdancers there ain't bad....COOL!=)I am motivated to learn also,i earnestly hope someone coaches me, the last time i tried at home on my own,i nearly twisted my elbow.WHAT A LETDOWN! but it seemed i am rather up to my neck in school, i have not much time to set aside for other stuff,besides ONLY STUDY!Anyway, the fireworks were really beyong your imagination and rather unexplanable unless you were there to catch it for that pathetic,memorable fifteen minutes.I suffered much for that because ONE ABSOLUTE THING, I HATE CROWDS!!!!,because i am one unlucky fellow who gets MUGGED AND PUSHED ABOUT in such commotions.I got a kick at the waist that stings when some kid tried to manuover through the sitting cohord, a gay guy kneeing the back of my head,kicking my thighs and stepping slightly on my light-coloured berms!!!I am not petty...but it is a fact,this happens in CROWDS!The last time, my friends nearly got pushed into the BUSH, and got involve in some childish quarrels.However,i felt it might have been worthwhile since the fireworks display was really NICE!i like that waterfall effect with splashing and sizzling of the water waves=)I am gonna go again tomorrow again=)

That is about all.I have too many comments.Take care and God bless!

2006-08-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!!!

Nan wasseo!!!!!!oreunmariya!!!!!!Chingu ya!!!jal ji naess ji??????Mianhamnida.....geu wae o myeon.. yo geum nan neo mu ba bbeuda!!!!......si gani jinjja eopseoyo...dae dan hi jwesonghae.....This is me(latest)...if you like haven't seen me for quite some time....I AM MUCH BLOATED!!!ahha......

Ah...jam.......Oneul....nan neo mu pi gon hae geu ri gu seul peo sseo.......!!!T-T"I LOST MY DARN TOURISM BOOK THAT COST 42 bucks....have a bit of notes in it......luckily most of my notes in paper..but my heart ache...my mum's heart too......i think i have to get a new one.....so nice of both of my friends putting in so much effort to look for it...so appreciative and grateful to both of you=).....i am happy to know you guys help me=).....THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!I lost it at a newspaper cum drink kiosk along bukit batok......i went to bought my last "lianhe zaobao"after receiving news that shinhwa was in the papers....and i satisfactorily left the stall and went looking for my friend....and forget all about it until i reach outram park.....AT THE STUPID MOMENT....i felt like a MORON and utter FOOL and IDIOT....my hands were empty..where was the EFFING red book?.........i got panicky......i broughtit home because a test will be approaching two weeks later......GREAT!now that i lost it.....i felt like some HINDRANCE AND IT IS REALLY A BOTHER AND IRRITABLE PROCEDURE.....

First-i inconvenience JW and TF(running about for my book)
Second- i broke mum's heart and pocket because of my stupidity and carelessness and blurness
Third-It's hard to get the book......second hand not sure also.....but i already lke that book ...more than a month old and i lost it....ALL BOILS DOWN TO ALL MY FAULT!!ARGHH!!!!WHY????/WHY?

Second "great"thing ,housekeeping test kinda hard i felt...i am rather afraid i get horrific results...ahha.....but i leave everything to god...no point fretting water that is poured long ago...he has plans already paved for me ahead in my future life....=)Probably i lost that book was destined too.....my intention was good....was to bring home to revise but i lost it.....i wun say heaven is unfair..because i BEG TO DIFFER.......Heaven is not...i lose something,i gain something=)..which i believe is true....

Talked to rei today=).....happy she is getting on rather well now...no longer sick so often...and WOW....she is a "Knock out" i guesss...tons of guys going after her.....ahha...well....she is YAEPPEUDA!!!!SEKSI=).....ahha.....

Obba!!!!!ji geum mwo hae?????ba bbeuda???ahha=).....KYUNG RAE BYUNG JANG NIM!!!!!!=)

That's about all!!!do take care and god bless you guys!!!!!

2006-07-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!!=)

It has been two weeks since i last blogged=)..ahha......been rather busy with school=)everyday,my body is just filled with lethargy=)....I always have to drag my tired body to my comfy,cosy bed...=)...i guess the break from sec was too long.....

I am getting on rather fine with my classmates.....at least i am trying to communicate....i am trying to force myself to be more"vocal"also.....rather difficult...but i will push myself....because it is necessary in the hotel industry.....haishh.....i wish i am not so introverted....and i wish i am more comfortable speaking to males.....if i knew them much better through the internet..probably i MIGHT sooner or later speak to them comfortably...

Now people calls me "ELMO"when i go to school......haishh...that's why i rarely open my mouth..because i fear my own voice is one that is irritating...and deafening to certain sensitive ears.....some even imitate my tone....why like that leh?i dislike being affected....but apologies..i am SO DARN AFFECTED BY IT...i am trying my best not to=)heehee..AJA!AJA!HWAITTING!!!!

School starts and my long journey back home always leave me feeling nostalgic.....i thought a lot about the past..many things.....but it is over.....what can i do?fill with regrets and remorse in addition moping unhappily....i cannot reverse time but only look ahead.....and make the best of what it is ahead.....God plans my way already for me...=).....

Kyeongrae FUTURE byeongjangnim!!!!!neo mu haeng-bok hae=)....ha ji man dae dan hi bogosipbo.....

Ah..today bought my SHINHWA OFFICIAL MAG!!!YEAYEAYYEA!!!i save hard for it....now my savings gone again...=)i am gonna save more again=).......GWAENCHANAYO...NA NEUN GONG HAN SO NYEO EE YA=)....HWAITTING!BYASSA!!!

That's about all=)...do take care all of you=)God bless=)

Love chinli

2006-07-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo=)....

Been quite some time since i blogged=)...ahaa.......i started school at Shatec already...Finally first week of school was over=)....ahha.....school's tiring...however most of the lessons were kinda fun=)...ahha...the teachers were good and funny,hilarious too=)......

However the food around there is really YEEKY.......!!!!!cannot find decent food..so i always had leftovers on my plate....T-T"...IT IS A SIN!!ARGHH!!!ahha....Another thing..i am still not used to having the opposite gender in my class........10 years of my whole entire life...i had been in a girl's enviroment......it is kinda hard to accomodate myself into it now...i need of cause TIME....

Today i met up with andy and eric=)....had a great time with them...but poor Eric lost her Motorola V3....she was so upset.......but apparently..her mood did not swing badly to a dire state...i was much luckier than her.....but I LOST MY DARN NEW EZ LINK CARD THAT I BOUGHT!!!WAS SO DAMN MAD...WHICH DARN EFFING FELLOW GOT IT...???HUH!HUH!HUH!..the Humongous crowd at city hall got the three of us packed like a pack of squashed sardine...utterly squashed!!I guess it was most probably during that time that that both theft happened...Eric kept cursing that fellow and i was like thinking...yea yea...."we lose something we gain something".....i hope he does not get caught....but he should receive the punishment that will be for him......FROM GOD=)......Buti really like my new ez link card pattern.....was so upse i need to purchase a new one..i spend a total of 30 bucks on both.....haishh...=)....NBM...AJA AJA HWAITTING!!!!

That's about all=)...take care and god bless you=)

2006-06-15T10:01:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!!!

Ahha...=)shall change the colour of my fonts=)..black more cool....-_-"ahha...okok.....Haven't been blogging because of the WORLD CUP...watched a few match the past few days=)

KOREA WON TOGO.....2 to 1...WAY TO GO man=)...but starting i was pretty worried for KOREA because they didn't had form...so scary...moreover they are very prone to passing high balls which unfortunately ain't exactly or at least accurate....they have to run like crazy for the ball....first half of the game.....they hadn't much co-operation.....Young pyo's good.....but he is always to the side of the field.....and he has good tricks dribbling the ball well,however...he doesn't pass...and with two hunks covering him...it is impossible to go "solo"..he has to cross pass it....-_-"....

Togo on the other hand was fine..had quite good teamwork...although they might have lost=)they were first to score too...I felt this game was a pretty rough match.....because a fellow from Togo had been given red card for i think because of Jisung..then they got a free kick that was GOAL..by chunsoo....AGAIN.....AHN JUNG HWAN saved the day....his last kick was beautiful...=)...ahha.....his 2002 header was even spectacular..=)..ahha...sounds exaggerated..but nevermind i am a loyal korean ardent fan=)..but i feared their next match with France.....Because Thierry is really good and Viera..not too bad...France has a couple of strong players=).....Na dsorry to say..if koreans gonna play their match with France with the way they played with TOGO...they stands a high chance of being defeated.....T-T"...Thierry is fast..=)...difficult to catch him....France and switzerland was a draw....WOW....switzerland workmanship ain't bad at all....they managed to secure a draw between both..However i felt Thierry seemed to be rather "lag"in this game...but probably it is his first game..that's why....

ENOUGH ABOUT SOCCER!!!!=)...okok....Yesterday went sentosa with my friends...=)BELOVED....ahha..they fixed a picnic...=)

WOOHOO...Honestly...Eric can make sushi...=)...if she opens a sushi branch..i would be first to wipe out her supplies because she gives abundance and overfillings "top fillings"for her sushi=)...ahha....she put lotsa effort in it..and i will say.....it is RECOGNIZED=)...ahha..... The three's egg bread were nice too...=)Goodpicnic=)Happy one too..but we wallop and relish the food real speedy=)ahha=)

We did not go near the water yesterday=)...ahha....but busied ourself taking photos,videos....=).....And for them sneaking up on an orange fellow playing volleyball-_-"ahha.......These are all the highlights...after that we went to BEN AND JERRY...=)their fish food ice cream was yummy=)....love it...=)....as always..i dirtied my mouth....ahha=).....

Conversation whilst.....i was pretty autistic at the beach..ahha....don't know why..maybe just the serene surroundings makes me so=)...Andy was realy crappy yesterday=)....Eric was really cute(thepic)...and junjin and Hyesung taking up most of the camera Spaces and posing funny looks......creating a big laughout=).....

Then after that...at harbourfront...STUPID ME dropped a fifty cent into my cup of lemon tee..so i got myself another one...Hyesung and Andy suggest i drank it down instead and retrieve it...ahha......SIAO!sounds gross......then those people ah....make it a game of 1 dollar three tries......trying with their damn hands pick up the fifty cents with the chopsticks...in the end...ERIC EMERGED CHAMPION...WOOHOO.and her prize was the LEMON TEE 50 CENTS=)....ahha...

Now past few days....i had quite good food..although it is not delicious=)...had steamboat with my parents=)yesterday had ben and jerry's no doubt..that is really nice....but the preservatives make people thirstT-T"

That's about all=)......will update again i hope=)..ahha....due to the world cup fever=)and i am rather busy with helping out at mum's=)...

Nevertheless=)...do take care and god bless you=)MY FRIENDS=)....

Love chinli=)

2006-06-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!!=)

Wowowowow!!GERMANY WON!!!!!WEEOWEET!!!ahha...feel a little sad for COASTA RICA though they lost by half..they got two and Germany Four...but it was actually kinda expected...ahha.....sorry...but Germany's skills and player were really good....Coasta Rica players were a bit far-fetched compared to them...T-T"....One is like a tricycle the other a Motor..oops....a bit exaggerated...ahha...but Germany was honestly good....in top form....they had handle their game rather well....

On the whole it was a really fast game....wow...just after the kick off....about 8 minutes..Philip Lahm scored the first goal for Germany...quite a nice one..but comapred to Klose's striking the second goal...KLOSE SO Good....Reverse angle shoot in...WOOhoo....beautiful goal for that..i was kinda ecstatic....ahha..=)WOOhoo...but the third also Striked by him was quite"tyco"OOps....ahha...Last was by Friggs...a good one also....ahha=).....

Wanchope star player for Coasta Rica...he scored two goals by himself..One man show man..WEETHooWEET...ahha....But apparently the game was really fast...my mouth did magic after coasta's first goal...because i siad"WOW!this game really's fast lah....i won't be surprised that Germany might scored their next goal"and less than 5 minutes....GERMANY SCORED THEIR SECOND GOAL..it is FRIGGING FREAKY LAH...ahha....but probably pure coincidence la..ahha....=).....

But i am really looking forward for tonight's game lah.....ENGLAND VS PARAQUAY....=)ahha..england gonna win..with Becks..ahha....Paraquayans ain gonna let BECKS breathe..ahha...according to newspaper and hell no are they gonna speak SPANISH and allow Beckham to understand them....ahha..hilarious....

Ahha...i had a tired day by helping out at mum's..aha....i am just gonna slosh at the Sofa later ...and just glue there till the game end.....

Don't ask me Poland Vs ecuador..i did not watch..but Ecuador's Performance caught me by surprise...because Poland was better in the ranking..but Ecuador clinched their first goal first..COOL and sweet=)...ahha.....

I sound like some crazy soccer junkie..but i really love that=)..ahha....Gonna get ready...starting soon..=)

Take care and God bless you!!

Love chinli

2006-06-08T00:36:00.000+08:00

안녕하세요=)!!!

오늘 날씨 너무 좋아해요!!!하지만 대단히 둬워요 T-T"

난 그리구 전진,앤디,애릭씨 Fareast shopping mall 갔어요!!=)너무행복해=)

Forgive me if my korean is wrong at the starting..i am practicing...아하!=)

Today i bought a red fisherman cap...=)ahha...my hair still drops a little i am afraid i go bald....T-T!!!ARGHHH!!!!!어떠께?????HUH!HUH!HUH!

I ate at scotts food court..that's my lunch..TADA!!!!BIBIMBAP=)...with seaweed soup,ikan bilis and MAT KIMCHI=)!!!!!costing 6.50...T-T"

Hmm..i am really glad still because i went out with jj,andy,eric=).....but andy and eric left halfway leaving me with jj.....SHE IS A BAD GIRL!! al ways bully me!!HUH!HUH!HUH!..oops....ahha....but we went to many places...jj bought a cap too from MICKEY MOUSE SHOP....-_-"

We checked out the new cineplex too..WOW...nice lift =)..check out this pics=)

But i could not get too see Hs...T-T"..she still
has school......T-T"could not go to hg mall to meet her either....

But we really had a great day today...walking around...=).....

That's about all=)...take care and god bless you=).....

Love chinli

2006-06-05T10:00:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo=)......

Eojereun Eoma's Sasip saeng-il i e yo......=)....Cake geu ri gu Shiseido lipstick sal haesseo=)...Eoma's seon mul=)..Haeng-bok hae=)....

Eoje hyewon ssi neo mu seulpeoseeo...eotokkaji???nan jinjja moreugesseo..T-T"did not know how to cheer her up......T-T"

read Rei's blog ...i nearly "died" when i read the part about her saying lee hyori is dead....you must be joking....HUH!HUH!HUH!...apparently i guess it was a spam....-_-"nothing happen to Hyori...she was fine..according to hyewon who was in Korea now......

Hyori's so pretty sexy and great vocal in terms of uniqueness......MY GOSH.....it would be too sudden to tell me she's dead....the impact still remains....

Oneul achime......nan geu ri gu halmeoni supermarket kati kasseo.....=).....Nan Halmeoni neo mu neo mu jinjja jongmal saranghaeyo.......!!=).....Halmeoni eul jinjja kang han yourja it da...Neo mu joayo...=)

Read Robin's blog..he is still the passionate emotional guy i know from the past..i believe what he said was true in his blog about people behaving differently in the virtual contrasting to reality.......but not everyone will.....=)......Some people do care....=).....

Nowadays...keep munching chocolates...oops...gonna balloon..i am scared...ahha...oh.....and my hair still drops....T-T..but nbm... HWAITTING!!!!!i will take care of myself=).....Chatted with Park Dong seok yesterday..ahha....Bangawayo=)....

Geu namja leul dae dan hi Jal saeng gyeot da......ha ji man jinjja eesang e yo.....ahha.....=)...Gwaenchanayo....geu wae o myeon na do eesang e yo.....=)...ahha.....^-^...

Take care and god bless you=)......

Love chinli=)

2006-06-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo

Oneul Nal ssi Joayo...Bi an wasseoyo..=)ha ji man dae danhi deowoyo....=)... Oneul neomu haengbok hae=)......Achime....nan geu ri gu dongsaeng deul kati compasspoint seopin malleu kasseo...=)....Dongsaengeun nike wristband sal hasseo...=)....geu wae o myeon chingu saeng ileun it da...=)....=)....Ah....Jam!!!

My korean don't know correct a not...ahha.....??OOPS......Afternoon....met my "jaki"...ahha.....bought a "bond" ring with her.....=)......That's it....the pic..so long never meet her...i really enjoy myself so much with her although my feet were getting real sore....i know hers was also=)...ahha......you are a sweet encouragers..THANKS SO MUCH...DAE DANHI KO MWOE WOE=)Got real eye infection.....WOAH...so red..threw those contacts...so idiotic..ahha....luckily i did that too...i want no no eye infection=)...

Ate at mac..that's my lunch....Mac spicy and curly wurly Fries=)... Saw Olinda....and she LIVE LONG LIFE...was talking bout her....

Bought a red Gola bag at wisma....=)....was tempted to buy the nike jogging top but a pity i need to prioritise my savings.....=(...so i could not get it just yet.....T-T....
Ate at mac and chat so much about our stuff..SECRET***..ahha......

Late at night some dispute happened at mac when my siblings wanted to go out for supper but i am glad that the hot headed little guy apologised and wrapped things up if not i would be here blogging and begging him to change his attitude again..apparently he did not read my blog yesterday...ahha...but nbm....
I understand what he is going through but i just realise some thing that i always had in mind to be....so i decided i should get a little solemn....so i told him that he should learn to be less hot-headed and negative...stop hurling verbal mean vulgarities at people who are close...T-T

"IN LIFE,TRIBULATIONS,TROUBLES,UNHAPPINESS,ANXIETY,FRUSTRATION...do creeps by and entangle you in the midst of their thorns....but in order to not get prick badly..i am saying "badly"it means it is sure you get prick a bit ....It hurts...but we all have to grow and mature....therefore it is important to always be POSITIVE....being positive....you have decided to be determined and from there then would you have the determination to carry on raging=)...

If you lose hope or be negative...starting to get nasty and pushing,avoiding help surrounding you...you might be heading for DOOM...because the start of an negative attitude sparks off many displeasures,frustrated feelings which are really ANTI-EVERYTHING....It is hard to be positive but you have got to try=)...DO NOT LET YOUR HEART RULE but THE MIND....One wrong move...you get into trouble.....

Why be so rash and reckless at the moment and get yourself into deep shit in later life???...BEAR IN MIND....things start from small everyday habits...whether negative or positive.....IF it is positive that you are cultivating....CONGRATS..but negative ways that is building up while you are a little ignorant about it...Please take heed=)...

you might be thinking"HECK LA...THIS LADY SIAO ONE"....but when you really accidentally get into trouble....you will realise that it might be just too late...Don't let your recklessness and bullish behaviour when you are young get you into a more difficult situation....Control your emotions well....seek help while you can=)...THINK FOR YOUR FUTURE...If you ain' t thinking...you are IMMATURE or really careless..

I have my weaknesses too..but nevertheless i am gonna try my best to make myeself someone better and even more positive....=)...AJA AJA HWAITTING!!!!SO MUST YOU!!!=)....

Nan abeoji neun neo mu neo mu keok jong hae....abeoji da ri ga dae dan hi appeuda....nan maeume appeuda...jongmal seulpeohae....eottokke???T-T.....

Take care and god bless you=)....
Love chinli

2006-06-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo

My hair still falls a little.....haishh...but nbm..i will take care.....lotsa things happen at the same time....i need time to think it over....feel like escaping....but nbm....i am will thrive and stride over..AJA AJA HWAITTING........

There are still tons of preparations that i need to do.....many still not done..everything's messy......but i won't get annoyed because i really utterly hate that feeling....

Went for a run today,bought a couple of tees for IP and became member...cost a pinch in my pocket a little...bought one for Gillian too....but nevermind..money meant to be spent and can be earned again...although i must say HARDWORK......moreover i needed more tees....open my small wardrobe and yawn....JINKIES!!!NOTHING TO WEAR...!!!

Had jokes and conversation time with my siblings...ahha....laughing and singing praises..they are really cute...made me laughed real hard.....Broke the stupid darn switch on Gillian's bdae present for her friend.....aha..i was "OOPS"i did not mean it....My sister,Mabel, practically wanted to wrapped it and asked for a refund...tsk..tsk.."Shake head"....so she thinks that people are stupid..ahha....small time cheeky little cheater..ahha...=)...cute girl though....

Last thing......Stop showing your FRIGGING attitude at me when i am talking to you..you really need a 100% changeover....I AM NOT YOUR HUMAN SANDBAG...you can share all your troubles with me and i won't get sad...but you made me SAD...REALLY SAD when you show me THAT SHITTY ATTITUDE OF YOURS.....STOP BEING SO FRUSTRATED AND CHECK YOUR NASTY TEMPER AND MOOD SWINGS,BUSTER....not everyone can tolerate it.......IT's is for your darn OWN GOOD THAT I AM BLOGGING THIS...BECAUSE I CARE I CARE.....DAMN...how many zillion times have you actually hurt me???...I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU....but thanks BUSTER...YOU SHUT ME OFF!!!!!!Don't be such a PISS...will you????HUH!HUH!HUH!...Ths last thing i need is someone i care so much BOSSING ME AROUND.....I relent easily...but DON"T PUSH YOUR DARN EFFING LUCK SO FAR OKAY???ARREO????BEAR IN MIND WHO IS OLDER......I am more MATURE IN MY THINKING THAN YOU DUDE....THINGS DON"T APPEAR ON PERSPECTIVE...LOOK INTO IT....DUDE!!I am not as childish as you think i am ...i am UNFATHOMABLE.....Your mood swings just like a Merry-go-round man....so do your thoughts....you need help?SOlve your problems wisely....IF YOU THINK THE MESSENGER DARN IDIOTIC box that screwed up or dc at times is gonna deemed helpful...so be it....!!!FACE THE MUSIC!!!!HURT will come if you AVOID....

If you are sad and frustrated..i am here for you..but you left me helpless with no choice...making me feel so insecure and GUILTY...for not relenting to you "ONCE AGAIN"....IT IS NOT MY FAULT...WHY THE HECK AM I FEELING THIS WAY???BEING AN OLDER SISTER IS SO DIFFICULT I JUST FEEL...I dislike squabbles.....but you just cut when the heat comes.....just OPEN UP....I AM HERE..I DID NOT FORCE YOU...but you need to learn...WHEN YOU HAVE PROBLEMS...DON"T VENT AT PEOPLE WHO CARE AND WHO SPEAKS NICELY TO YOU........BLUE-GREEN YOUNGSTER!!BE NICE!!YOU GONNA GET BOXED EASILY OUT THERE....

I am sorry if my words might be a bit crude..but i don't mean it for those reading my blog=)......Hyewon...AJA AJA HWAITTING!!!!Gwaenchanayo...Wooljima!!!

Take care and god bless you!!!

Love chinli

2006-06-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo....

Today is a new start of a new month...got my hair done today...i dyed it cinnamon brown...i feel i look kinda older..Muahah......probably..perhaps.....the hairdo cost about eighty bucks....quite a stab....T-T"............wash my hair at the salon like wow...three four times....now my head is kinda heavy and it hurts....

Did a little babysitting today...brought two of my little sisters to harbourfront.....met my friends also....just like went out for dinner ....because i did not see any decent bag.....some other time....i am going go bag hunting...muahahaha.......

Now feel kinda sick.....=(......

Take care and god bless=).....Byebye=)......

Love chinli

2006-05-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!

Ahh....Today got my new specs.....BIG BOMB....got my pay also....Last day at work.......ahha...Got many things to get...that i really want....so i must plan well...i have many stuff to do even when my working days are over.....i need to do major housecleaning.....probably some important people are arriving=)...

Tomorrow might be going to the salon...ahha...my hair is like still mercilessly dropping....so mean.......why???T-T.....but i have many stuff to do...i don't know if i have free time to go other days...=)...ahha....

Today did a bit of tuitioning to my mum's friends kids..ahha.....he was pretty scared by the way i taught him....too detailed..ahha...lazy him...he doesn't want to be corrected....APOLOGIES..i can't condone that.....an escapist to reality....I ate like a chicken steak from cold storage myself..it's like so Frigging yeeky..but i thought i needed meat more rather than carbo so i decided to give it a go....not so bad...but it's like i haben't exercise the past few days...i won't accept if i am Ballooning.....T-T"

Bought some californian straberries..wow..YUMYUM....love it...although it was kinda sour but they are ...HUMONGOUS....ahha....really enjoy licking them...Oops..sound gross....

Don't understand why nowdays people are like so swayed easily by "branded"stuff...i admit myself that i am a little crazy about sportswear being branded.....i "SOOMPA"love nike sportshoes because they are really comfy and long lasting...my shoes is like two years old now...the rest not really....i am happy as i am.......I don't need latest MP3,Tv,Games...

BUt it is really crazy like being decked out in brands and walking around flaunting like "DUH"your WEALTH........in return...you invite mockery...it's so not worth it....just be moderato......not exaggeration....What the hell does people wanna make themselves look so much older than their age and then go through so much trouble to look young after that also....so -_-"....well...i guess it is just social irony....people enjoy being in such "trend"....People are like just"unfathomable"...

I just wanna pass my life peacefully....walk through a DARN crowd as if invisible....the last thing i need is a stupid punk picking on me....."reclaimation of the "ECP"incident...Stupid heavy impact on me....=(..shan't talk about this...

Like i am into the world cup thingy....ahha.....=)The fever is like heating up soon....=)...interested in the first match..ahha......Barcelona's matches will be interesting..so will Brazil.......

That's about all....take care and god bless you=)....

Love chinli

2006-05-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!!

Will someone please help me???my mind is in a swirl right now!!!stupid wrong step of addition...so much destiny....i feel so weird.....the world is just so so so so so so so so small.......i don't like this feeling.......really don't like..help!!help!!!i feel inferior...i feel confused..why so?why so???.....HELP!!!HELP!!!

Been working lately always..haben had a break ...just one on monday....i have too many things on my mind......feel like escaping but i can't....

That's about all=)take care and god bless you guys=)....

Love chinli

2006-05-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!!!

Na neun neo mu mu seo eun......wae nyeo ha myeon...nan meori ga ke sok bba jyeo.....T-T""""....bballi Ba ra ba yo!!!!WAE!WAE!WAE!....HUH!HUH!HUH!....

Mae-il il ka sseo.....si gani eopseoyo.....neo mu seul poe heyo.....ah...geu ri gu...don eopseoyo....T-T......Ha ji man gwaenchanayo.....Na neun kang han so nyeo ya=)....AJA AJA HWAITTING!!!=)..ahha....=)....

=)....Now back to english...=)...everything's okay=)...i am not bald......although it still keep thinning...honestly...i am scared....i eat well now hoping that i get the necessary nutrition.....=)..how i wished i could go to esplanade today to see breakdances....aIsh....i have to work......i got loads of things to do before school starts=).....Got a couple of clips sent to me by hyewon..she is really so cute and funny.....alongside with her sister...they are a perfect DUO=)....ahha....NEO MU ibbeuda geu ri gu gwi yeopda....ahha....=)...Jinjja hae...ko ji anindeyo=)....

Ji geum na neun neo mu pi gon heyo....Obba ya...ji geum mwoeyo?Ja sseo???aha.....Nan jinjja pabo ya.....

Now i feel so bad keep troubling garce...about korean...ARGHH!!!...NEO MU MIANHAPNIDA JWESONGHAPNIDA....

Take care and god bless you guys always=)...

Love chini

2006-05-24T10:45:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!=)

Once again..it is a few days interval that i did not blogged....=)sorry..wasn't free.....Let's start from monday=)...Hmmm....

Monday was my interview with Hyatt...early in the morning....i was having trouble finding the human resource and time was really running out...fortunately,i got there in time....The interview was fine...it was one on one=)..i was the first interviewer to be "scanned and slaughtered"..ahha....Saw celestine there=)...i like her charisma..she has the "thing"in her...unexplainable....=)....that can attract people...=)...

After that...dad came with me and waited...and i changed into my more comfy clothing...so happy...then dad laughed when i came out from the toilet..he says if i wore that to Hyatt...before i got in is"OUT"....-_-"....then we went for toast=)....my favourite along killiney..it's so yummy=)...i was famished so i did not take photo of it..ARGHH!!!honestly..i love taking photos of what i eat..ahha.....but it is not that i took to compare calories or what....=)i just take for my own likings=)....

Went out with my friends.....=)ahha....on monday after the interview..naughty and miscievous two ladies pon their classes..OOPs....ahha...Hmm...bought quite a couple of stuff that day...my new MP3,a new handphone pouch,a shirt...Above were the food i ate around this week......Kobayashi was on monday....Practically broke..that's why...Hmm...Yoshi tuesday afternoon lunch because my mum reccommend me to eat that as the food at the market were like "SIAN"ahha.....Bandito was my decision yesterday...all these food i usually boycott..because i am afraid i gain extra weight..but now i think i will eat those in moderation so that i get my necessary VITAMIN A!!ahha...

These few days i kept shedding hair...i am really worried..and i get sympthoms of nausea,headache,dizziness,insomia,hair loss....i read up....i think i am really SHORT OF VITAMIN A...ahha....because i hardly eat meat and i don't really eat eggs..so my supplements are like VEG,BREAD VEG BREAD....revolve mostly around this two....I made a decision that i am gonna try to force myself to have a balanced diet and exercise well...to the best of my ability..because there is no way i wanna go bald at 18....it's just crazy.....REAL CRAZY...ahha...I cannot imagine being called "Baldy"..it's a torture...

That's about all=)take care you guys=)....God bless you and your family=)...

Love chinli

2006-05-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!!

I have not been blogging for three days=)past few days was because....ahha..i did not sleep early but because i was catching a serial on the tv=)hehheh....^-^

Yesterday was watching blade trinity..wow...it is quite a spunky movie..i love such action movies...if the explosion is bigger..WOWOO.....MUCH BETTER=)ahha...okay...and

it is like Blade..so cool...vampire slayer....and i like what the girl said too"I want to go to heaven"and the count Dracula said"girl,there ain't heaven,no angels and no everlasting"...he was like wanted to bite her..and i was like so agitated that i felt like throwing garlics towards the screen on the tv..or like eat onions and futt like crazy at him..ahha=)childish eh??ahha=)in the end..i was like punching like some mad woman..ahha...and you know what ...was laughing at the wrestling part that triple H came in..ahha...his ankle lock and the "what do you call that thing"...Pedigree is it?ahha..SIMPLY hilarious...i was like watching a comedy instead...with two hunks right in front of me slamming each other ass on the ground..and still not dying....=)

These few days been exercising...running but i did not run yesterday...today i did...=)...i am so scared i go sideways...saw "puiyen" today....ahha...if she hadn't gesture to me..i would not have seen her...i am too "SOTONG"ahha=)....Been having aches these few days..too old le..ahhha-_-"but i am getting better with "YOKO YOKO"ahha.....

Went back to school to collect my O cert today=)...and there were changes in the staff in the admin....Jinkies!!..it is freaky because Matt was talking about how his admin usuck...i feel so weird but yet still have the sense of belonging there....i grew up there...mature there....cultivate myself there..sound like a "NUN"ahha...

In the past,i was like "soompa"to quickly graduate man!!I am like practically "dying"...but now i just feel like being childish and sit down on the floor like some child throwing tantrums...."SI LAI ZHE BU ZOU"..ahha...You see....we humans never learn to appreciate till we lose it.....you know going into different places brings a lot of fear..under PL arms...i was so safe and sheltered....haishh...but i know it is not possible....because i am "OLD""EXPIRED"..ahha..means "OUT" loh=)...Cherish the good old daysT-T"But in the darn magazine..i collected today...my face ain't in my class graduants because i was ABSENT...ARGHH!!!DARN!!ahhaT-T"but nevermind at least my "darlings "in there..ahha=)

Was reading reader's digest today...that my nostalgia acts up again...many meaningful things in this "may issue"I was laughing at the article on hotel staying...aha...one stanza that say"Only hotels tuck sheets so tight you sleep like the ancient egyptians."ahha...well..i think it is true..do you tuck your sheets so tight that it seemed so stiff...probably next time if i do have a chance to be included in the programme...i should suggest not to tuck so tight if i was in housekeeping...ahha...-_-"but i think my plan will fail....i might get the "CUTTLEFISH or the GOLD AXE"ahha...well...the place that is the best is ultimate HOME SWEET HOME...

Another stuff was about Life's 25 most hardest questions..well..i think this is just great...you know..everything is just"DUH"TRUE...ahha..like"Does money really buy happiness?"well...my opinion "NEVER"because my dictionary says"MONEY ALONE DOESN"T BRING HAPPINESS"look at this stupid commercial world now....you must study must have good grades must get good qualifications then you can have MONEY..MONEY earn in a slightly more comgy way...everythings's the "YUSOF ISHAK"even the book says"No, because happiness ain't for sale"but just like what the book said"When it comes to happiness only people you love,and who love you,can bring it"i think that is just awesome answer=)...If you have enough dough to buy a yacht,but no friend to sail with...you're sunk!...

Another another leading question"Is money the root of all evil?"well...probably yes...ahha..but it is not..but is actually the "greenie monster in you that craves for it..and that is "GREED"..."sharing money is what gives its value"=)

But i particularly like the story..the very first one on "the grandfather's lunch"a nostalgic sad past of the vietnamese war....this article actually moved me a lot...and set me to lotsa thinking....

I ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT WE MUST BE POSITIVE...OR AT LEAST TRY TO BE TO THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY..because i feel that by being negative,,,in the end..the ultimate person you are harming would be only YOU YOURSELF"....I am gonna quote a few that i think are really good for us to start thinking about how complacent and ridiculous we may get at times....Firstly"It's impossible to go through life without trials andstruggles being thrown at you.."

"they come when you least expect them,when your guard is down and your defences are weak"

"they come when you're happily strolling down a street and bullets start flying at you."
"you can dodg them all you want but as long as you are alive,they will keep coming from different directions"....
this is meaningful..i felt it can be implied to our daily life...you know when problems comes just like bullets when you are satisfied...but dodging is like running away or making detours...the problem will still surface in a different perspective or it would be stagnant...

"you cannot always stop dead in your track or duck down forever,sure.you might get wounded.but you just have to bandage the wound and carry on.There is no room for complacency or defeat"...just cannot be a cowardice person...

And the saying "When life gives you lemons,make lemonade"....ahha..i love this quote...Lemons are sour.difficult to swallow....but if you are willing to be POSITIVE...lemonade which probably the metaphor for your character cultivation would be a man who is strong and determined.. and that would be your reward...=)

...PL might have a funfair next year..i think i will stick my butt there when the time comes around..ahha=)...put ultra sticky elephant BIG BIG GLUE and stick stick stick..ahha...=)....still keep thinking about school...it's saddening..ahha..shan't think about it....i have to look ahead...how i wish i can just be a baby always....so innocent and ignorant..."bu zhi tian you duo gao,di you duo hou"ahhaT-T"

One last thing...i really need to clear up...

i am not agirl who is so open...and i might seemed hostile at times because i feel that i am still rather introverted and i am not someone who likes to tell my feelings so much to people whom i love and trust because you are too important that i "diedie"also won't tell you unless i cannot take it....normally i can....these few days many things have set me thinking that i have to grow up......i am sorry if i sound like so old and naggy here..but it is a fact that we all will grow older and older every single day....i wish i could be like a baby..but it is just "CANNOT"...moreover....i look immature...i don't know how many times i heard people telling me i was some elementry school kiddo...I must admit that all those who know me will know that i am some actually unfathomable girl..because i have many thoughts running through my mind at a time...what to do..THAT"S MY CELLS...you have to ask themm..why?oh why?...ahha=)I am emotional and sensitive..but that does not mean i am some crazy woman with mood swings problem..and of cause i definitely do not need a psychologist or psychiatrist..."THANKS YOU VERY MUCH"...

I might seemed really blatant here but i would be nice to know that actually i look childish but my thinking has reached maturity...i am like DUH fully developed...When it is time to get serious..i guess it is better to be...But i always get childishstill..that's still me...because i am quite a playful girl...so are my Lot of friends...=)ahha=)

Thousands things are like running in my head now..i am like wondering why ain't it haywired..ahha=)i am fine...=)....But changes as a man or women grow is a DEFINITE INEVITABLE.....

That's about all..seemed like i am some crank writing some shakespeares novel...ahha...so one last quote for you=) "life is aseries of commas,not periods"....So i feel that all of you whom i know are important to me whatever problems you faced..just tell me if you are comfy because i will definitely be there to help you and assist you=)ahha..because we ARE FRIENDS=)....but please don't get frustrated or mad or angry or negative about things in life...because it is important to be positive...i feel that if you are not..."YOU LOST HALF THE BATTLE"...it pains me to see if you get sad=)please don't.....=)So if poly school life is harsh..please try to bear with it..because i believe the fruits of your labour will pay off...."don't feel thaTstudying is like you are the pig taken to the abbatoir to go under the knife...that would be like miserable and torturous......Be positive like the pig who is gonna faced his deathbed....be happy that you like the pig got a purpose..you die with honoured,,people who eat you will have strength..ahha..lousy analogy...but i hope you get what i meant..i am gonna try a better one next time...ahha..and don't come "ji siao" me and say you are a "vegetarian" or "muslim"....ahha..this two not applicable...ahha...=)...

Okay..if i gonna carry on writing..i am gonna be like the lady who break the guiness world records of writing and publishing such a long blog...ahha.....but seriously...plese consider buying the may issue Reader's digest..i think it is something worthy=).....and hello..i am not advertising la..ahha...i never GET PAID...ahha...

That's it..SHUTTING UP...Take care and god bless you always=)....

Love chinli

2006-05-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo=)

SICK...SICK..SICK...got an infection in my nose..my nose cannot stop vomiting "green"mucus....OH...sorry if you are eating....=)....Hope it did not spoil your appetite=)...ahha...ok...haven't gone to see a doctor..but i am getting slightly better...nowadays...sleep real early..that's good
news=)....because i used to be INSOMIANIAC...

Today met my "Darlings"at my workplace..KUMOWOYO.....for the deliberate surprise visit...Mianhae....i don't have basketball..so the 9.50 ball doing great for you guys???ahha...."OLD liao???"still young...just got to find your previous zest that's all....you guys rust already so long never polish of cause "chuan"la=)..ahha....

Went running with dad today...haishh..i felt that my performance is not satisfactory..compared to the past..i haven't ben consistent...that's something i dread..haishh..but nevertheless...i will AJA AJA HWAITTING=)....Probably i wasn't in good form either...because after the rain i suppose to feel good with the adrenaline released within...but i felt like "worse" than i usually do...i couldn't talk much and was kinda breatheless.could not really breathe....Yeayea...gonna say" i have small nose "right.???....Yea..thanks a bunch...my nose so stuffed up with mucus and so is my throat choked...i did not wanna spit...HELLO..PLEASE..i have manners and etiquette...it is "EEKY" spitting in public...YUCK!....Was talking about the daily stuff with dad=)

Oh man....How could that doctor perform abortion when HE IS JUST A GENERAL PRACTITIONER!!!NUTS!.......and how could the lady bashed up her maid like she was a human sandbag?another NUTTY....

That's about all...take care and god bless you=)

Love chinli

2006-05-14T11:56:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!

Apologies...haven't been blogging for a few days because i am SICK....ARGHH!!!hate that you know...the weather is cranky...really cranky...a few days ago..it was hot like I nearly baked..ahha-_-"and now the weather is cold like i feel like snoozing=)..but i cannot...i have to work=)....Haishh....i have become weaker..hardly exercise....i really have to find the time lest i go out of shape.....

My granny is fussing over me...she is very detailed of what i eat....if i don't eat...gonna get spanked....i know how much they care for me but i just cannot eat..i don't know why....have to force myself too....Granny is determined to nurse me back to health...she has been comparing how i was when i was younger and now....she said i look like" GUI" now compared to a sweet chubby girl in the past...ahha....i really laughed at that......I WILL MAKE SURE I GET WELL...i hope i can get taller too.....

ANYONE ANY RECCOMENDATION FOR FAST GROWTH in TERMS OF HEIGHT....arghh!!!everyone believes that it is my size and physique and face that affects me being hired in the industry....

WHY?OH?WHY?i may look small but i am strong....I may be inexperienced...that's why i need to be coached and trained...I look young..i make an effort to look old when i dress up for interview....=)I shall not voice any more....ahha=)..sounds so negative..i wanna BE POSITIVE....

Hyesung=)thanks so much for your encouragement and tag...=)are you better?=)Please take care=)...The rest....where you guys????=)...aha..

Love chinli

2006-05-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!
Been a few days since i last blogged again...been busy working....after work...i get so lethargic that i just go to sleep or watch tv.....Moreover, Damien always uses the computer at night....

A few days ago meet into i don't know "jin or zhen"She is in St francis..wow........ahh....got to know that Leng is back in Thailand..i miss all the days that we used to play together..at the old bball court...Those memories i treasure so much..it was his birthday yesterday...i could not even wish him..i feel so sad....he is a good friend of mine..i don't wanna lose contact with him...T-T"....He is going to America to study....T-T"

Today was my interview at Marriott hotel...it was a cluster interview which was not what i expected becuase i tot it was gonna be a one to one...My heart race like a horse on marathon..i could hear my first heartbeat...apparently due to my anxiety and shock...my first introduction was a flop...i was so embarassed..so screwed up...ARGHH!!!...following..i managed to force myself to calm down a little....so i answered it at the very least in a calm manner...

Honestly,i daren't pin my hopes so high at all about the hotel sponsorship because i got a call from novotel today regarding it and unfortunately it failed....now what is my only hope is Marriott because the other hotels haven't called yet.....ahhaha....well...what can i do?I hope i could and i always try thebest i could...Competition is really high and really terrifying in this industry i must say....being introduced to this hotel star programme...was it a mistake for me or a an opportunity at the first place?....i have really no confidence in myself already....i daren't have high hopes at all....This rejection had actually stabbed me quite badly...but i am currently recovering from it....i will try my utmost best=)..AJA AJA HWAITTING....the reason to why i really hope i do get the sponsorship is because..........i ...can you guess???T-T"

I am really kinda tired...but i won't give up...this is a lesson and challenge to me...i will try my best....Daddy told me actually hotel industry they are looking for people with height which i don't possess although i meet the qualities....T-T"....Whatever it is....i will try my best....

I am trying to not let just this matter caused my confidence to be lost...DEFINITE NO!!!!!

Take care and god bless you guys always=).......

Love chinli

2006-05-08T13:05:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!
Four days since i last blogged....=)...Past few days were kinda busy mostly working,moreover,DAMIEN IS ALWAYS HOGGING THE COMPUTER AT NIGHT!!!!!i cannot use T-T"ahha....

Finished watching "Princess Lulu"this show is so nice=).....sad and happy...but i feel really sad for Cheonho..T-T"...Ohoh...my interview with Novotel went quite well..now i have to wait for their reply probably by wednesday=)....What is really the highlight about my interview is that...MY INTERVIEWER WORE WHAT I WORE....A G2000 pink top and black skirt....=)Shock me so much..ahha...and she joked"Ms Foo, you are my sister for today.."ahha....Hilarious... Mum got a new watch also...quite nice....i will only wear when i am in professional suit..ahha...=)..

Haben seen my friend for quite some time....Hyesung fell sick...ARGHH.....hope she is getting better...Please don't get more sick....Yesterday i was having really bad runny nose..it kept dripping and dripping......at night after a hard sneeze..blood spat out of my nose..i was feeling just so sick already soi slept real early after taking"deucologen"ahh....

This morning was awaken by "MARRIOTT"'s call....they called me and interviewed me on the phone....arghh....i feel so embarassed..imagine they were actually interviewing a girl who has just woken up from her sleep.....without her mouth brushed....with her hair messed up like some shitheaded nanny....half-opened eyes,shabbily-GARFIELD nightgown..ahha....Unpredictable....if she is facing me face to face like that..i can just die....My voice was like shit also..ahha....Luckily i was able to "wake up"in time...and tried my best to be in my normal composure..ahha...=)...

Now i am going to bathe...gonna meet up with my "darlings"ahha....=)....feel like SHIT still because now i have infection in my nose and my lips are so dry...practically dehydrated...My voice is affected too..sounds weird..ahha....so -_-"...that's about all.....But i will AJA AJA HWAITTING..Way to go for me=)ahha..Hyesung feeling better?????Judi,how about you,less frustrated?????=).....

Take care and god bless you guys=)....

LOVE Chinli

2006-05-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!!
This week i must say is an eventful week for me..many things actually happen...
Many good thingd but also bad things...HEAVEN IS FAIR....
BAD NEWS FIRST
1)I got FOOD POISONING...T-T"bad experience
2)Got "shot"at by my goddaddy for being too eager and pressured by tomorrow's interview...kinda disheartening
3)I BURNT A DARNED HOLE IN MY MUM"S FRIEND TOP.....Ok....I AM so KAYPO..was told not to iron but i did...Cmon...cannot expect me to return it crumpled...but it is still my fault...MUM WAS HOPPING MAD....

Seemed like i am a troublemaker...dad and me still giggled at the hole....but honestly..i feel really bad....T-T"

Alright enough of this sad stuff......GOOD NEWS
1)met MATT
2)GOT INTO SHATEC
3)GOT A INTERVIEW WITH NOVETEL TOMORROW
4)got a new professional suit and shoes from G2000 and C and K...(cost a bomb)Poof..

Well...i guess i cannot be childish anymore..once i get into this industry...gonna see at least a 180 deg change in my image at least....not gonna look like twelve year old like everyone claimed already..look like what i am suppose to look....i gotta DRESS SMART, BEHAVE SMART...

Heaven is just fair...=)When good things gappen so will bad things...i admit i am rather disheartened and affected easily but sad stuff but i know i cannot afford to be bothered by it.....it makes me actually too emotional...in such a industry..i cannot afoord to be emotional...even if i do...i cannot show it..i have to hide my feelings well..because it is just REALITY out there.....Growing up can be difficult.....BUT ATTITUDE IS IMPORTANT....i would have to be constantly positive although it might be tedious at times..so i just encourage all my friends also..."AJA AJA HWAITTING!!!!!"you will always have my support..while my schedule gets a bit more busier nowdays...i still hope that we all stayed in contact.....PLEASE READ MY BLOG AND TAG IT=)....

I miss my SHINHWAS...been days since i seen you guys too...MINWOO miss you too....T-T"

Wish me luck for tomorrow's interview.....WOOHOO..i am gonna TRY MY UTMOST BEST......BE NATURAL....I will be..=)

Love Dongwan

2006-05-02T12:19:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!!!!!=)

This week a busy week for me......either working or playing...=)ahha...when i don't work...i go out.....=)oops....hehheh......seemed so hyperactive......Been watching "princess lulu"late in the night till wee hours in the morning too...the show is sad and funny...ahha=).....

First...i would like to apologise first....Yasmine....i am so sorry..i am always so so busy that i may not have a chance to see you.....Hope you enjoy your short vacation in singapore...and enjoy yourself at Sentosa today...=)....And Hyewon.......your present is late...once again....mianhada....T-T"......Third....Eric ssi we watched Diasy without you knowing...NEO MU MIAHHAE..JWESONGHAE.....

Been having the runs this morning..it is excruciating..so painful that i almost cried......probably because of my own PABOness...when i eat something that my tummy could not "meet" with yesterday....practically suffered...Went out with Matt yesterday......ahha...=)...I owe him a treat to steamboat.....=)....am happy to know he enjoyed his dinner.....I like the mutton=)..ahha....but i think my steamboat nicer...=)ahha....

One thing about him...HE WALKS FAST.....=)ahha....it's hard to catch him in the crowded place with me always letting people go first....and SECOND....."PABO!!!CHA JO SIM HAE RA!!!"he doesn't watch out for cars....one nearly bang him yesterday....i was shocked that i grabbed his arm....can you please don't scare a "old lady"like me?....i have got heart attack..you know that..HUH!HUH!HUH!....ahha....
Third..he is so idiot..HUH!HUH!HUH!...never tell me CANNOT drink the"liao" and also drink the soup...wah..so hot and spicy..that i choke a couple of times..."BENBEN".....

Ahha..on the whole..he is a really nice person....=)....i LOVE his eyes......ahha..so cute.....so small and beady.....not UGLY lah....stop saying "UGLY"and your hair ain't bad either...at least better than a "strawberry head"...STOP PULLING OR MESSING WITH IT....sooner you will become "BOTAK".....hehheh...

Later was checking out some books at Kino...and while i read... my eyes begin to feel a little droopy and i hold the book so close to my face with my head resting on one arm...Of cause i cannot let the public see the ugly side of me sleeping mah..hehehe...then i felt my head began get a little heavy and i jerk....-_-"thump"..my forehead bang onto the shelf...APPEUDA!!!ARGhh....ahha....then the security guard stared at me...felt so embarassed....people go read..i go sleep...ehheh...OOPS....

OOh..ONE THING...."I AM NOT FROM WHAT THE HONGQUAN PRIMARY SCHOOL!!!!!.....MY GOSH......"sorry for the low tone "no"i gave you..that girl at bugis street stall...well..that answer just came to my head rightaway..sounds like i am really rude..really sorry....hehheh=)....

And Matt...you ok???diahoerra?ok?please take care..eat the "po chai pills"if it doesn't stop ok=).......Please scotch your blankie to yourself also..hehheh....lest you kick it...=)....

That's about all....got to go for work soon...take care and god bless you guys always....=)YASMINE...DAEDANHI MIANHAE T-T"...

2006-04-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!about nearly a week since i blogged...too lazy and busy also....=).....and that"GEU SO NYEO GA...NAN JONGMAL NEOMU DAEDANHI BOGOSIPO!!T-T""sa jin deul areum deyo!!!"

Starting from today...went out to watch "daisy"...okay...the starting..did weep a bit...at the end of the show..i was practically sobbing badly....Everything too late....T-T"Daisies are beautiful...love the landscape so much...feel like going to holland or netherlands=)....one thing really a "habit" for me is that after a sad movie..i am always very quiet and tired..so i always look moody...if i seemed "dead" today....peeps...."mianhaeyo"!!!!giggles.......Oh...and eric ssi.......please don't be angry...if you find out the truth.........haishh..why did you have to leave for KL......

After that....i went to heeren alone..ahha....obba always said so i am a loner...actually was kinda bored...but it's okay...i don't fear loneliness...because did not wanna disturb my friends...some were bushed,tired or busy...got a shirt and some accessories.....=)....i just got home not long ago...so tired....=)...legs aching badly...any one give me free leg massage?aha.....i know lah...sure ask me "YOU KNOW MR TAN KUKU NOT???if not means.....GO MARINA FLY KITE LA"ahha....

This few days kept emailing minwoo and replying her=)......so happy that we are still as close as ever=)...

Yesterday....okay..okay...do i look like i sell Cigarettes?HUH!HUH!HUH!....the old boss might have sold that but not the new one..."UHUH!!"still ask twice........and give me that weird..sneaky look...I SELL NO FRIGGIN CIGARETTE.....!!!!!DON"T TRY TO THINK THAT I WILL SELL YOU...because PABO i am not even 18 yet.....you still dare wear school uni come buy from me...."BIG GUTS"you've got man....=)....

I have been eating out real late at night too recently...eating quite sumptous food.....so scare...so very...i go out of shape....been watching "princess lulu"so cute,funny,hilarious and also sad.....ahha....do watch if you haben yet...

That's about all....=)take care and god bless you...my friends...=)
Love chinli=)

2006-04-19T12:45:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!
Great!great..great...i am munching RUFFLES..can you believe it????..early in the morning and i am eating like a hungry PIG...i ate eggballs earlier on and some biscuits ...and now RUFFLES..wow....gonna up a few kilos..ARGHH!!!!!DOOMSDAY.....FAT PIG EMERGING!!..BEWARE!BEWARE!-___-"

Worst off...the weather is really bad..why is it always raining?HUH!HUH!HUH!..can someone just tell me why oh why????? i like the rain but not everyday...why must it be in the day then?why not night?ahha....=)Was chatting with my "wife"online...Junjin's starting her orientation today=).....wish her all the best...Hyesung is just getting quite accustomed to her new school....Eric s worried about her future.....hey babe...you gotta cool down a bit..don't pressure yourself.....at that rate..gonna get a nervous breakdown..and don't reproach yourself=)....EVERYONE AIN"T PERFECT...Just leave it to GOD=)....Eric nearly shook my heart and it falter a bit..luckily i adjusted i back....she make me feel like her nearly too..ahha=)..=)Minwoo...I texted her....had such a hard time figuring out the darn number to dial..ahha....and i finally got it.WIHEYO!!!!=)for me...=).....Hope she get those wishes and blessings=)..

Gotta work later again...in this type of weather...Gosh and Gally...Eeky..woo...dislike the rain....-_-"sorry...i have a lot of sounds..=)ahha

Take care and god bless you=)

Love chinli

2006-04-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

An nyeong=)

My memories are gone...gone....=)the computer crashed a few days back so i haven't been blogging neither was i online chatting till wee hours...Why did the computer crashed?HUH!HUH!HUH!...MY VIDEOS PICTURES VARIOUS ADDRESSES..are all gone washed off wiped out.......=)"All SHINHWAS,MY CLIQUE,CHINGU...NAN OBBA,KA JOK SAJIN EOPSEOSEO...EODOKKE?NEOMU SEULPEOHAEYO...JI GEUM WOONIDA....MAEUM NEOMU APPEUDA.....EODEOKKE???

This week seemed to be a disastrous week......or should i say last week and the beginning of this week.....MINWOOSSI HOJU KA SSEO.....NAN GEU RI GU CHINGU REUL DAE DANHI SEULPEOYO....GEU RI GU COMPEUTEU MANGGAJIN.... NA NEUN MAE IL APPEUDA....MAE IL BI WA SSEOYO...NAL SSI AN JOAYO.....WAEGEUDE???MODEUN GEOT NA BEUDDA....HAISHH....

I had been very positive...and i will continue to be...but it will be tedious....But i will still try.....Obba...na neun jongmal pi gon hae...bballi towajuseyo!!!!!Too many things to consider..just so many......

Whatever it is...Just take care and god bless you guys!!=)

Love chinli

2006-04-12T12:47:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!=)

I did not work today and also yesterday.....=)Going out later...What is really going on?Why is everyone real unhappy at my home?Got waken by mum complaints and nagging...telling all her problems to my granny...except the three small ones....=)...they are still young and at school......it is better though..i don't wish them to be worry or sad=)...Yesterday i stayed home all day excpet at night..made a trip to Citylink....just to get the "box"...T-T..they don't have the length....haishh..went all the way there..don't have.....T-T.....

Talked to Hyewon's friends yesterday..BanGapda=)....Hyeonsup,Gangmin,Chaeun=).....All of you are so cute=)....Kael and Talor or Tatum...ahha...Yeongeo ireumi Joahae??=)...

Well.....Keep listening to "ai mei"cannot stop listening to it.....=)...so nice...and the lyrics so true and meaningful=)..her voice also won't get bored=)ahha..

2006-04-11T01:31:00.000+08:00

An nyeong haseyo!=)

It's Tuesday now..always blog real late..because i am so an "owl" and also some insomaniac that's why...=)ahha..=)..cannot get to sleep...so check out my "EYEBAGS"Woah!!!BEAUTIFUL like the Pandas in the ZOO..ahha....Heard many funny therapy..care to hear some???ahha...Step one...told by "pompom" claimed by some acupuncture person...both of your index finger rest on the bridge of your nose...pressing right where the tear glands are...and gently keep circling in a clockwise direction..man..it's kinda painful but comfy...claimed that blood flows..blahvlah....=)After that a black screen appeared in front of me...so Groggy...-_-"

Step two...A funny idea from my boss....put teabags on my eye...yea...like so idiotic...i tried that also....so -_-"the water just kept dripping...wet my clothes...so EER...

Step three-an idea from andy not about eyes but about losing fats...Yea right..andy you sure??..my ears hurts so much and if it swells you gonna pay BIGTIME for my swollen Humougous EARS...jkjk...keep pressing your ears from the top to bottom to regulate bloodflow..yeayea....let's see about that....=)ahha...

Yesterday was quite a happy day=)Business was really good=)..and i have so many funny comments..FIRST- AUNTIES- I AM NOT 12 to 16 years old range.....I am turning 18....=)I meet into so many people saying you are so small so adorable-_-"LOL....SECOND- I am not a foreigner.....although i don't speak chinese that much=)"

Today i worked for three hours n went to town to get some stuff for hyewon...=)Before that was doing some stuff at a place that have people singing "AI MEI"so much.....ate alone in kobayashi..well..that drew a lot of attention because everyone had at least a partner..FINE...i am some loner...=)i felt like being alone also....=)AND for goodness sake,in the afternoon..you guys scared the hell of me when you ran to me bugging for my phone....I was busy...and like duh..FIRST INSTINCT...need to run=)..

I love the fountain outside taka at night...so beautiful and romantic and love staring at the moon while i walk...just so pretty...=)...Saw Rei at cineleisure today..wow..wow...on the escalator..ahha...always meet her there...so much fate..=)...

Saw Mrs simon today...oh..her face never change much at all..maybe just a little plumper...but she still has that elegance in her permeating around......OOh.=)....but i don't think she recognised me..MY CHILDHOOD BALLET TEACHER=)....

That's about all..take care and god bless you all=)

Love chinli

2006-04-09T02:21:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo=)

Today i had korean lesson at three..although lesson start later at 3 now....we still haben got rid of the label"LATEBIRDS"ahha....we were always late for lessons and meetings....ARGhh....had lunch with my brother at mac today..the weather was bad...intially wanted to go to hg mall....but i did not go because the sky looked overcast..and i was going to be late also...wow..it is like ages since i ate mac...well..perhaps i will "balloon"soon sideways....=)...had mac spicy ...erm... not bad=)but i could not finish....=)...so -_-"....the lady at the counter said i was my brother's friend...-_-"

Learn "angel"meaning thats why the Music video like that...=)ahha....in korean class today...was browsing through my friend's blogs...=)all so nice and unique=)....i was rushing like a mad bee here and there from class to work and home to class today...so tired because rush here and there=)....Mum's temper ben bad lately...i don't know why....haishh...i don't like her being bad-tempered..she gets mad with everyone and vents her anger...Arghh!!!!

Was playing with my phone when i brought mabel for her haircut today...ahha....and got stare by an uncle sitting on a nearby bench..he tot i was some crackpot or something..keep shaking my phone...-_-"ahha....

Was s hungry after work....got my pay today....=)but then i still don't have enough=(and i have tons of debt that i haben clear...ARGHH!!!...nevermind..."chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi"=)....take things in my stride....=)

Ate at the hongkong cafe 24 hour near my home at about 11 plus...you know what!!! a noddle soup and congee and chickenchop and a milo dino and cold soyabean cost $30.15...arghh!!still have GST AND SERVICE CHARGE...oh man..it is so EXPENSIVE..the food was just okay...Arghh...i am still saving up..but it is ok to treat my siblings..arghh..i shouldn't have ate...i would have just save about 10 bucks.....arghh!!!!fine..it is gone..no use moping.....=)HWAITTING!!!!On my way to the cafe....i saw a little kid burning up a cockroach..just how violent and cruel can this little soul have...haishh..so sad....."xiaoqiang"so poor thing......T-T"

I am hearing JJ"s down and it keeps repeating..it's kinda sad..was chatting with Matt a few minutes ago and he went offline all of a sudden...You ok?internet gone?I am okay...don't worry....just got kinda nostalgic all of sudden...and maybe i kind of misinterprete what you were trying to say also..Really so sorry=)Did i make you upset also?HUH!HUH!HUH!...whatever it is...don't worry.....=)

Take care and God bless you all=)

Love chinli

2006-04-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!=)

Okay...It's gonna be long again...because i am gonna do a trackback thingy...ok...Yesterday was Zhiting(minwoo)'s farewell party...we had out dinner at MANNA...ahha....last dinner with her before she leaves for AussieT-T"...okay...we had quite a big feast.....Steamboat,Grilled chicken and some side dishes..and a mixed vegetable...YUMMY!=)the total cost was about 80 bucks..we got a discount....THANK YOU SO MUCH...the lady boss of MANNA...=)..so sweet...Was surrounded by koreans all around...WOW...=)...ahha...a bit like in "korea"like that..ahha..but still a bit artificial...=)..we got her a cake too..=)...It is i think the one she like from breadtalk that me and sokhwai(andy)specially went down to PS to get it for her....=)ahha..."MOCHA CAKE"..It looks nice in the picture right?HUH!HUH!HUH!...starting it was kinda nice..but the more i ate the more sick i felt...=)so i did not finish the cake..sorry=)....After we were roaming around chinatown....wow....we had lotsa fun and laughter today..i won't forget....

Yesterday.....I got MY NEW SAMSUNG E760...ahha...my handphone finally changed...i was busy with it almost the whole day and doing some other stuff..so did not call in for conference...i am so so sorry=)...AND DAMIEN...he got the latest nokia 7370 phone....WOW...=)but the thing is only ANDY knew about my new phone because it was for a reason...the rest did not..ahha...is just that i don't feel like boasting it around...i don't like the feeling of making others inferior...i just don't like the feeling...but it is true they will know somehow but then it is better for them to know the natural way in like if someone calls or text me and they happen to see it..not me intentionally showing them...you get what i mean?HUH!HUH!HUH!...ahha....i know i sound KINDA PABO AND -_-"but i just felt this way....Damien felt i was too stupid and weird..because he was my opposite..=)...he was kinda upset wih me and vent his anger on me in a "no reason"manner..i wasn't mad at him..just felt kinda sad...but it is okay...he is my brother..perhaps a tired and hard day i guess.....he realise his "bullish"attitude and it was sweet as hetexted me when i was out because he knew i was always emotional....and was afraid that it might spoil my mood for the farewell party today(Friday)=)"Roam about blogs and laughed when i saw rei's entry about the Whacko scientist..i agree with her totally....That scientist might be really mad....

Thursday...granny actually fell while tripping over the fanwire..so thankful..she only trip once..i always never fail to trip over it once A DAY...ahha...=)so blur like SOTONG...i was so worried and sad...and she nagged at me with quite harsh words because she was sick and my sister was giving her problems.....but it is okay..i understand..she is one that i love so much....no matter what...everything is ok...

Mum's temper is kinda bad nowadays too and easily irritable..i don't know why but then i don't get angry at her also...just that kinda concerned....and she gets real provocative...she is so keen on rpovoking other's with harsh words....Vulgarities at times...i don't like the way she speak when she uses vulgarities..it is just YEEKY..ARGHH!!!=(...

This week it rained a lot and i did not work for two days....because my boss did not need me to work...so i was kinda bored....but never work also bery tired..because i practically sleep so late every night...=)ahha....and sleep very few hours...Now i am feeling kinda tired...lethargic....ahha...why?oh why?although this week had unhappy periods but also had happy periods...it is impossible to have happy times all the time...so i guess i must always remain positive...=)

2006-04-05T03:32:00.000+08:00

An nyeong haseyo!!!!

Be positive...=DTHUMBS UP!!EVERYONE!!when you are sad or down=D"AJA AJA!!!!!

I figured out...although it is kinda late now..but it's okay..i think i still want to blog....Just finished talking to my dongsaeng,hyewon..we always talk about everything under the sun..so much to talk about..... and actually like never-ending..ahha..but i am so sorry.....i am so afraid you will get reprimanded by your mummy....."AUNTY!!!JONGMAL MIANHAMNIDA!!!"

Today...my three friends came to my home to pass me stuffs..ahha....i did it when it rained and rained the entire afternoon.....i finally figured out why it keeps raining...because it is QINGMING tomorrow...since i started work at six......I ate quite a lot today...a lot but small intakes each time.....That horrible durian stench was killing me..i DISLIKE DURIANS..ARGHH!!!it was so near the counter that i boycott it totally to the best of my ability..when Jeffrey korkor ate it finally...he went "yuck!"cheap durian"of cause...i smiled...the skin so yellow like so old and haggard already...then he teased me..because there a dustbin in the stall and it was just next to the counter....he said"if i throw then,you will die!"ahha...really....i will just cannot stand it..i wanted so much to baff...but i couldn't...My pay is delayed..but i understand...=Dbut i am saving up for things...hmm..just have to think of another alternative...what?sell pirated vcds?or karung guni?which is better?or be cleaner at foodcourt?-_-"i know not funny....ahha...-_-"actually i wanna work at amusement park and wear those"tua lin gong"thingy and pose pictures with little kids..anyone has THIS LOBANG?HUH!HUH!HUH!=D

I think i gonna GET FAT..ARGHH...YEA!!!....breakfast i had my cornflakes...YUMMY!..but no strawberries...ain't perfect..ahha=)....Lunch....Hmm...Korean instant noddles....and i had a real tummyache after that must be because of the psyllium husk...and i drank plenty and plenty of water today=D....so my tummy is kinda "noisy with "water'?ahha..can hear it swishing inside...wow...like i was at the beach or something...-_-"ahha=)Dinner..ok YEEKY...i wanted to just ate waffle but mum promise me wanton mee....and really wanted me to tag along..in the end...goddaddy was really tired so we just ate dinner nearby....the food was YEEKY....i actually tried mui fan for the first time....ok...horrible FIRST TIME....i ask for vegetables MORE..because i love them...yea...a few pathetic strands is MORE huh?AUNTIE!!HUH!HUH!HUH!....and then..why so much rice??..i did even eat more than half the plate...and the hor fun sauce was FINE..."that's a compliment"..but GEE....your fish meat is RAW....ARGHH!!i spat it out...It's fishy...just really GOOEY...EEr.....0_O"

Not only me that did not enjoy my dinner...Goddaddy's fried rice...or should i say "LUMPY and chewy rice" and "Fried sunny slide up with the raw yolk"???Mummy's horfun... that was also not nice...i am sorry...sound like a fussy critic here...but it is really not acceptable....their cooking weren't like this before...DID THE CHEF lost his GIRLFRIEND?ARGHH??ahha..sorry..shouldn't make a joke out of it...and when we told the auntie that the food standard is really getting worser.."she showed a kind of bad face"...<----my sister said that ...."oh well.....It is just too bad that we are the customers..we comment so that they improve...if we don't even bother to do so..probably their business might just get worst or fold.."Godddaddy said so ... After that i came home and watched Huang feihong..okay okay..laugh all you want..but i like that show..=Dahha....Talked to my korkor...ages since i talked to him...oh..my korkor so sweet and nice and mature and thoughtful....so lucky to have a korkor like that...=)... Got Junjin to send me songs because that PABO MINWOO WENT OFFLINE...WHAT THE?with her already i am experiencing slow transfer rate..it so difficult to reach at the middle bar..she go offline?HUH!HUH!HUH!...AH BISH BISH BISH****!!!=D...ahha Opened the letterbox today..what is going on?Funny letter shatec's reply was..daddy's gonna call up tomorrow....OHOH....ahha..=D...No letter besides that for me...Jongmal seulpeoyo...T-T"...Ah...Gwaenchanayo....=D....

Take care and God bless you always!!

Love chinli^-^

WHERE"S MY STRAWBERRIES AND MILK????

2006-04-03T12:05:00.000+08:00

An nyung haseyo!!!=D

Ahha...i finally change the settings....so that the date won't be cranky again..so i no longer need to type my date time and day at the start...hohoho...=Dhee....Changed my blog song too...Hmm..sounds kinda sad...but nevermind....it creates a certain kind of nostalgia for me=)..

Today i needn't work.....wanted to sleep in more..but my body is quite easily satisfied....ENOUGH is ENOUGH....so i am not actually a "PIG"ahha...=D Wanted to wake up half way through the night to actually catch a movie on HBO...but then it was kinda -_-"to do that.....too lazy..so i just slept through...=)...

Yesterday, i started work earlier and i was kind of tired so i ended at 7...went for dinner with my mum and siblings and of cause..the little cutiepie....CHARLENE....but that little prankster was really a toughnut to control....way too HYPER..ahha...but it's very adorable though to see her fussing around...

OOh....i just love the thai tomyum...should be more spicy..goodness....ahha...=X don't know if my gastrics can take it=Dthe squid were delicious,the kangkong and the prawn roll...WOW!! my stomach's rumbling....ahha...It is sumptous compared to me munching cornflakes now....

GILLIAN STOLE MY DAISY MILK SO DID DAMIEN.....YOU LITTLE PINCHERS!!!HUH!HUH!HUH!..BEAT BEAT BEAT!!ahha...NO MORE MILK...BOOHOOT-T"..i want cornflakes with milk and best even topped with lotsa strawberries....ARGHH!!i only got the flakes though...-_-"where's the other two?HUH!HUH!HUH!..=D

And now i am still fussing around with my hair..maybe i should get some real extension done or something...i thought of getting some stuff to promote hairgrowth but what if "POM"my hair keeps growing until i am some "kong bushmen"or something..oH man...just kill me then=D aha ARGHH!!it's short.. looks like my head is so small....my day's off but i cannot go out...FIRST-NO MONEY... SECOND-MY HAIR IS ..ARGHH!!!

There's been funeral at my home the past few days and i am waiting for letters....T-T"i can't interrupt a funeral,can i?it's rude and so disrespectful...it's kinda sad that people just leave this world like that....but it's a realistic thing...WE WILL DIE....

So sometimes i tell myself and really wonder hard...youth is full of zest of life...instead of doing meaningful stuffs still then why most youth or youngsters are still trapped in a circle or cycle of enjoyment.FASHION especially to beautify themselves..YEA...DRESS TO IMPRESS...get nails,hair even facial features done..For me is "HAIR"...ahha...i am so conscious about it...and i don't like my teeth..ahha...=Di don't like to do nails...a bit yeeky....=D ahha...You see almost everyone or should i say ALL are very conscious of youth..but the bible says that "BEAUTY IS TRANSCIENT"..it will fade away....still don't understand human beings including MYSELF still at times or maybe all times foolishly and stubbornly pursue it...ahha...i understand..it's actually human weakness...and in addition the "TRAP OF THE DEVIL"...makes it seemed that BEAUTIFUL for now is IMPORTANT....It seems like in this realistic cruel world to find people who seriously don't go for a partner with looks and figure are getting lesser...

Haishh...my blog's entry are always so long and seemed like i am debating on my own-_-"internal conflict within.....but nevermind..ahha=D...this equals that i have good imagination and i am not DEGENERATING...=)..Saw weilin yesterday..i felt like i was a kid compare to her...she's tall and good-looking...and rather good-figured..on the whole...she's pretty..but i did not like her purple toe nailed..ahha..sorry...i just don't like such stuffs that much..wow...wow..=D..ahha...you see what this is...can you sense a sense of envy in me?....OOh...it's not good then....IT"S A SIN...=D...ahha..everyone actually have their own instinct trait..it might take ages for themselves or even people around them to discover it...=DSo i always tell myself there ain't much for being envious...i won't be like them also...=D..ahha..but it's hard..i am struggling..seriously..ahha..=D

Well..enough of me nagging and screaming and talking..ahha....
Take care and God bless you=D

Love chinli

2006-03-31T23:21:00.000+08:00

An nyeong haseyo!(March 31 2006,12:27pm)
ARGHH!great..my hair is so short NOW compare to the previous one and more"POM"...my rebonded hair gone...now my natural one=Dohmymymy.....haishh..."jian bu de ren"le....."can bu ren du"ahhha.....ok...a bit exaggerating..haishh....just have to wait for it to grow....=D
Ahha...i did not work yesterday....nowadays the weather is really really bad..it keeps raining..all the customer also like the rain like that....all "swaying swiftly"pass the shop already...not much business....yesterday especially...today at least it is not so bad...wrote a letter to Na yeon yesterday...because i promised her...when i promise..i don't like breaking them...so if i promise you.....i will definitely do it....if i really cannot...i will always feel bad...=D

These few days..been really tired...and feel really cold and lonely...dreamy also...probably due to the rain rain rain...ahha....=D...

I CUT MY HAIR YESTERDAY...i just hope to keep it ,i don't know why i so stupid go cut it away....now so short and thin....Some of my clique still say my old hair was better...haishh...,make me like regret a bit..i don't like that feeling..PABO YA!!!!ahha....but gwaenchanayo...my hair will grow again...do stop me if i wanna cut again..for goodness sake please.....i really wanna try keeping it longer and longer than last time....although you guys always say my "FACE SMALL".....ARGhh...just try..no harm...MUST STOP ME K...i gonna keep till july then maybe cut a bit..ahha...=D...

Minwoo dyed her hair today....they said she was "ah lian"ahha...for me i won't call her that...just that i think the colour is a bit not really into fashion now only=D...naughty naughty girl..but i understand..since she's going abroad soon..she just wanna try a new good stylish look...but mind you don't get into trouble...MY DARLING..ahha...YUCK!!PIU..PIU...that's her reaction i know..=D....AHA

Okay....now that my hair is short..i feel real light on my head and no need tie..ahha...okay..getting use to it..not really yet...=Dahha...cannot exercise lately because of the weather and my work too...ARGHH..my PLAN/AIM IS RUINED!!!!

Today....i was admiring that beautiful tree near my shop....wow...beautiful with many yellow flowers blooming on the top.....and when the wind blows...it swayed slowly and the flowers actually dropped and twirl down like a dancers with a beautiful yellow dress....so were the little brown-yellowish leaves...wow....immersing myself in that scene was just wonderful...just like autumn-summer....just so beautiful..bbut you know what happened in the evening HUH!HUH!HUH!.......

That tree that i was staring got STRIKED DOWN BY LIGHTING!!!!WHAT THE!!!!!haishh.......so sad...the lightning was so big in that rainstorm that two trees came crashing down...i saw it....was so horrific.....=(...i like nature..saw how they saw the weak old tree into small pieces...my heart sank......=(...just so sad..can you feel it?....seemed to can hear it weeping...so sorrowful....somemore raining....but the branches were actually too weak for the bountiful tree...i guessed it's too heavy...blame my eye a little..why i stard at that tree...goodness..cause it to collapse later in the evening...This remind me of things....actually things happening around us allows us to learn things...lessons...like this tree....it is fine and beautiful in the afternoon but it's fate was sealed when it collapsed in the evening..just like humans we don't know when we will end up like them...when we will die or fall into countless tribulations...but at least we live for a purpose like that tree...it provided shelter and lessen CO2,beautify the place...it is done it's best...when we have done our best...it's time we go...=D...sound so depressing..okay..change subject=D

oh goodness... I AM A SINNER....oh....what's worse....i killed a snail yesterday..I AM SO BRANDED 'MURDERER"ARGHH!!!i kept saying sorry to it...because i was too blur..and once my foot went over it..."piark"went the sound..i look down and just kept saying sorry...i killed a snail because of my stupidity...ARGHH!!!!

AND 1 more thing...i don't like "lizards"...i freaked up when i saw a baby one running past me before i got into my home....YUCK...i stood rooted there....EE...dislike the thought of it=D....oh..yea...andy ssi.....YOUR FRINGE IS SO CUTE!!!!=D

Just trick Matt and Eugene...actually prefered to call them by chinese name..but on the blog english better..because there are many with this name..their chinese names quite unique...=D....Really sorry about that...a bit playful today....hope i did not make you guys angry....both are you are smart....but i am the other side...STUPID...for 17 years always been blur..first time...a bit of sense of achievement...=Dahha...OOps...=Xbut real sorry about that...feel kinda mean and bad...=Dbut do smile don't pout.....

Anyway..that's abou all...take care and god bless you guys!!!=D

Love chinli=)